OKAY I DON'T THINK I SAID IT IN THE FIRST SEGMENT OF THIS SERIES, BUT ITS
GONNA BE IN MATT AND AMYS POV. SO LIKE ITLL GO, WELL ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN,
BUT YOULL CATCH ON. THIS ONE IS IN MATTS POV. OH AND IM GLAD THAT A COUPLE
OF YA LIKE IT! I HOPE YOU END UP LIKING THIS WHOLE SERIES! LOL
ALSO MAJOR THANKIES TO THE PEEPS WHO REVIEWED AND SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG
TO GET THIS UP, IVE JUST BEEN HELLA BUSY AND OUTTA OF IT, SORRY. : (
Series title: will love wait for us
part 2 title: dont wanna try
song: dont wanna try
singer: frankie j
rating: um PG
disclaimer: I own nothing in this fic. The people and song are owned by their respectful owners
distribution: ya want it? Ask. I'll say yes.........maybe
~...don't wanna try don't wanna try
...don't wanna try no more
...don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try
I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I can't believe it...4 years go down the drain
oh how I wish things would of happened so differently
I try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again
and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and you're tryin to come back home
ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby I ~
"Hi Matt. How are you?" asked Amy miserably as I came down the stairs to the living room.
"Miserable." I said as I plopped down on the couch. "You?"
"Same."
"C'mon guys. Cheer up. It's been a week since the wedding. You guys need to get out and do something." said Jeff standing right in front of us.
"We have. We got all of our stuff from our houses and brought it here." I said flipping through the channel.
"That's not what I meant." All was silent as me and Amy came across a really old, sad movie and watched that with a box of tissues and a box of bon-bons. "That's it! Matt, turn that damn movie off! Amy give me the bon- bons and get your asses up stairs now!" said Jeff with temper in his voice.
"Why?" I asked nonchalantly.
"Cause we're going out." he said with glee.
"Jeff, Matt and me just got out of two very painful, very serious relationships. Now isn't the time to take us out to some club."
"Yeah, well it's better than sittin around my living room wallowing. So get up, get changed, and lets go." We both reluctantly got up and changed.
I'll have to admit, the club was a good idea. I actually had an ok time. I think I even heard Amy giggle. She is so pretty when she's happy. I wish she could have been mine. Damn Tom! He broke her heart and now she'll never know what love is. I wish I could show her. We even had a better time when we were dancing, until we saw them. They just walked in and I felt my heart break into a million pieces again and then I became enraged with anger. We found Jeff and I told him that we wanted to leave. Once he saw what I saw, he decided it was good idea.
"Hey baby." I turned around, and there was Jessica putting her arms around my neck and reaching in for a kiss.
I jerked away and asked, "What the hell are you doing? I'm not your baby. Get your damn hands off of me!"
"Geeze, someone's in a bad mood. Well I can take care of that." she said trying for another kiss again.
Again I pushed her away.
"Ya know you're hurting my feelings." she said with a pouty look.
"Well then go to your boyfriend." I said turning around and getting Amy's, Jeff's and my stuff so we could go.
"I'm looking at him."
"Geeze!" I said turning around. "I...AM NOT...YOUR... BOYFRIEND!" I said raising my voice so she could take the hint. "You have that asshole Tom!"
"But I don't love him." she whined.
"Ya know, that's funny. I don't love you either."
"But I can change Matthew. Please don't leave me. I'm beggin' here. I'll even get down on my hands knees, just don't leave!" she cried.
I just looked down on her, and she was now literally on her knees beggin to come back. That just made me disgusted. "Get off the ground. You look like a disgrace." I then left, found Amy and Jeff and we then left.
Did I make the right decision? Do I still love her? Can she change? All of these thoughts and more clouded my head on the way home till the silence was broken.
"You okay bro?" Jeff asked from the driver seat.
"Yeah, just thinking is all."
"You made the right choice Matt. You probably still do love her, but you know she can't change. It probably kills you deep inside to think about her, but you gotta know in your heart, that she's not she's not the one and your girl is out there waiting for you to find her."
"Yeah, you're right Aims. Thanks."
"No problem." she said with a slight smile. Again silence.
~don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insistin' when you know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt you bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try nomore
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day havin a place of our own
wake up in the mornin and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up and face reality
it all just seemed to good to be true after all u put me through
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin to come back home
u tellin me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i~
"Damn. Ten messages. Matt can you check those please? I'm going to take a shower." said Jeff when we got home.
"Okay no problem."
"Hey guys, I'm gonna go to bed. Night."
"Night Amy." Jeff said.
"Yeah night Aims. See ya in the morning'. Sweet dreams."
"Thanks." she said as she gave us both a hug. "Sweet dreams too." she whispered to me. Then she headed upstairs with Jeff. Man, she is so pretty. I feel so bad for her for her broken heart. I wish there was something' I could do for her. Maybe I can take her somewhere tomorrow." That might make her happy. To just take her away from everything. I think that is what I'll do but now I need to check the messages. "Geeze we weren't gone that long. Who the hell called 10 times?"
Beep: "Amy. It's your sis. Call me."
Beep: "Matt, I'm beggin you. Please come back."
Beep: "I'm really sorry Matt. Please call."
Beep: "Matt I love you. I'll never do it again. I promise"
Beep: "Jeff, this is Mr. McMahon. I was just calling to see how Matt and Amy were holding up. We look to see you three back here soon."
"Beep: "C'mon Matt you know you want me back."
Beep: "Matt come back. I didn't mean it. I was thinking of you the whole time. C'mon. ya know ya wanna get back with me."
"Screw this." I said turning and walking away. I didn't even listen to the other calls. "I'm gonna go to bed." I said to myself as I walked upstairs and went to bed.
~dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insistin when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things i hurt u bad
to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love ~
LIKE ALWAYS, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK, WHETHER IT'S GOOD OR BAD. KISS KISS!
Series title: will love wait for us
part 2 title: dont wanna try
song: dont wanna try
singer: frankie j
rating: um PG
disclaimer: I own nothing in this fic. The people and song are owned by their respectful owners
distribution: ya want it? Ask. I'll say yes.........maybe
~...don't wanna try don't wanna try
...don't wanna try no more
...don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try
I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I can't believe it...4 years go down the drain
oh how I wish things would of happened so differently
I try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again
and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and you're tryin to come back home
ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby I ~
"Hi Matt. How are you?" asked Amy miserably as I came down the stairs to the living room.
"Miserable." I said as I plopped down on the couch. "You?"
"Same."
"C'mon guys. Cheer up. It's been a week since the wedding. You guys need to get out and do something." said Jeff standing right in front of us.
"We have. We got all of our stuff from our houses and brought it here." I said flipping through the channel.
"That's not what I meant." All was silent as me and Amy came across a really old, sad movie and watched that with a box of tissues and a box of bon-bons. "That's it! Matt, turn that damn movie off! Amy give me the bon- bons and get your asses up stairs now!" said Jeff with temper in his voice.
"Why?" I asked nonchalantly.
"Cause we're going out." he said with glee.
"Jeff, Matt and me just got out of two very painful, very serious relationships. Now isn't the time to take us out to some club."
"Yeah, well it's better than sittin around my living room wallowing. So get up, get changed, and lets go." We both reluctantly got up and changed.
I'll have to admit, the club was a good idea. I actually had an ok time. I think I even heard Amy giggle. She is so pretty when she's happy. I wish she could have been mine. Damn Tom! He broke her heart and now she'll never know what love is. I wish I could show her. We even had a better time when we were dancing, until we saw them. They just walked in and I felt my heart break into a million pieces again and then I became enraged with anger. We found Jeff and I told him that we wanted to leave. Once he saw what I saw, he decided it was good idea.
"Hey baby." I turned around, and there was Jessica putting her arms around my neck and reaching in for a kiss.
I jerked away and asked, "What the hell are you doing? I'm not your baby. Get your damn hands off of me!"
"Geeze, someone's in a bad mood. Well I can take care of that." she said trying for another kiss again.
Again I pushed her away.
"Ya know you're hurting my feelings." she said with a pouty look.
"Well then go to your boyfriend." I said turning around and getting Amy's, Jeff's and my stuff so we could go.
"I'm looking at him."
"Geeze!" I said turning around. "I...AM NOT...YOUR... BOYFRIEND!" I said raising my voice so she could take the hint. "You have that asshole Tom!"
"But I don't love him." she whined.
"Ya know, that's funny. I don't love you either."
"But I can change Matthew. Please don't leave me. I'm beggin' here. I'll even get down on my hands knees, just don't leave!" she cried.
I just looked down on her, and she was now literally on her knees beggin to come back. That just made me disgusted. "Get off the ground. You look like a disgrace." I then left, found Amy and Jeff and we then left.
Did I make the right decision? Do I still love her? Can she change? All of these thoughts and more clouded my head on the way home till the silence was broken.
"You okay bro?" Jeff asked from the driver seat.
"Yeah, just thinking is all."
"You made the right choice Matt. You probably still do love her, but you know she can't change. It probably kills you deep inside to think about her, but you gotta know in your heart, that she's not she's not the one and your girl is out there waiting for you to find her."
"Yeah, you're right Aims. Thanks."
"No problem." she said with a slight smile. Again silence.
~don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insistin' when you know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt you bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try nomore
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day havin a place of our own
wake up in the mornin and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up and face reality
it all just seemed to good to be true after all u put me through
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin to come back home
u tellin me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i~
"Damn. Ten messages. Matt can you check those please? I'm going to take a shower." said Jeff when we got home.
"Okay no problem."
"Hey guys, I'm gonna go to bed. Night."
"Night Amy." Jeff said.
"Yeah night Aims. See ya in the morning'. Sweet dreams."
"Thanks." she said as she gave us both a hug. "Sweet dreams too." she whispered to me. Then she headed upstairs with Jeff. Man, she is so pretty. I feel so bad for her for her broken heart. I wish there was something' I could do for her. Maybe I can take her somewhere tomorrow." That might make her happy. To just take her away from everything. I think that is what I'll do but now I need to check the messages. "Geeze we weren't gone that long. Who the hell called 10 times?"
Beep: "Amy. It's your sis. Call me."
Beep: "Matt, I'm beggin you. Please come back."
Beep: "I'm really sorry Matt. Please call."
Beep: "Matt I love you. I'll never do it again. I promise"
Beep: "Jeff, this is Mr. McMahon. I was just calling to see how Matt and Amy were holding up. We look to see you three back here soon."
"Beep: "C'mon Matt you know you want me back."
Beep: "Matt come back. I didn't mean it. I was thinking of you the whole time. C'mon. ya know ya wanna get back with me."
"Screw this." I said turning and walking away. I didn't even listen to the other calls. "I'm gonna go to bed." I said to myself as I walked upstairs and went to bed.
~dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insistin when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things i hurt u bad
to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love ~
LIKE ALWAYS, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK, WHETHER IT'S GOOD OR BAD. KISS KISS!