warning: shounen ai. it means guy/guy to those of you who don't know.
Excuses
Chapter one
-Kurama's POV-
Why can't I tell him how I feel? Is it possible that I, the great Youko Kurama, am afraid? Afraid of rejection? I've never been afraid nor rejected. *sigh* Does love make a person feel this way? Is it even love? How would a person know for sure that they're in love? I've never been IN love. It was always just lust and nothing more... but this, this beautiful gift from the gods has stolen my heart without even knowing. Heh how ironic. The greatest thief in all of Makai has been robbed by a mere child. The Forbidden Child. *another sigh* Hiei what have you done to me? I'm a total wreck. Who am I kidding, I'm in LOVE, I just feel it. But this brings me back to my original dilema, how do I tell him!
- normal POV-
These thoughts kept running around in Kurama's head. The whole thing was just a big circle. One questions leads to another and another until he ends up back where he started.
And right outside Kurama's bedroom window, stood the person the kitsune was thinking about. Hiei was sitting in the tree being quite amused and worried at the same time.
- Hiei's POV -
As fun as it is to watch the kitsune squirm, which I might add, has almost never happened, I don't think it's very good for him. I wish I knew what was troubling him. I know I could always use my Jagan Eye to spy on him, but everyone deserves their privacy. I would hate it if someone went through my mind without my permission. If they found out... I don't know what I'd do. Hn. Damn kitsune! I never cared about what happened to others, why do I care now? Damn kitsune filling me with these damned emotions! But... he also taught me love. He might not know it, but he has. I love him. I don't know exactly when it happened, but I love him with all of my being. Of course there are a million reasons why I can't and won't tell him this, but I know deep down in my heart, the one Kurama has opened up, that I love him. Heh. If I had never met Kurama, I would never have, in a million years, thought that I would be using the word love. After all, I AM the Forbidden Child. Kurama what have you done to me? You've stolen my heart. The great Youko Kurama has stolen yet another item and he doesn't even know it. (AN: hmm they both think the same thing about each other. it just SCREAMS that they're meant to be together. lol) Well there's no point in thinking about the impossible, I should really do what I came here to do. As I climbed into his window I tapped the glass so he would know I was here.
"Hn. As much as I like to see you lose your cool and mess up your hair in frustration," I said in an amused tone "Koenma wants us, Yusuke, and the clumsy gorilla in his office right now."
no response
"Kurama?"
What's got him so lost in thought?
- Kurama's POV -
I MUST tell him. No matter what happens, I have to let it out, even if he runs away. I hope he won't though. If he left, I don't know what I'd do. I can't live without him. But I have to find the right moment to tell him.
"Kurama?"
Oh man, I think I've been thinking too much. I thought I just heard Hiei's voice.
"KURAMA!!!"
I turned around right and saw that Hiei was getting ready to hit me with a pillow.
"Oh Hiei! When did you get here?"
"Baka. I've been here a while now. You've just been too busy daydreaming to notice my ki, or the fact that I've been sreaming your name for the past five minutes."
[ Kurama blushed slightly mainly because of the fact that he was caught being so flustered and also because his youko side had a very perverted thought when he heard Hiei say that he was screaming his name] ( AN: hahaha! Kurama's a perv. oh, and I'm laughing at this because I'm making this story up as I go so I had no idea that was coming.)
"I'm sorry I was just stressing about my upcoming test." I lied.
- Hiei's POV -
I knew Kurama was lying. He doesn't stress about tests since he already knows everything anyways, but I decided to just play along and if the fox wanted to tell me what was bothering him, he will. That's how it is and always will be.... I hope.
"You should just dump your pathetic ningen life and go back to Makai. Then you won't have to worry about these stupid tests or any other meaningless ningen traditions." I said, but then I hear him laugh.
"Hiei, not all ningen things are stupid or pointless. And I still have to stay here anyways. My mother needs me."
I need you too.
"Hn. Whatever." I said with an indifferent face. Kurama smiled. "So what did you come here for Hiei? You don't look like your injured. Or is it that you just want my company?"
"Very funny. Koenma wants us in his office. He has a new mission."
"Ok. Did you tell Yusuke and Kuwabara yet?"
"No"
"I'll come with you then."
"Fine."
- Yusuke's point of view -
~~~ At Kuwabara's House where Yusuke and Kuwabara are playing video games ~~~
"HA! I kick your ass in real life AND virtually!"
"You wish Urameshi! I'll beat you and when I do you'll go crying to your mommy!" Kuwabara yelled.
"I don't need to wish that I could beat you. I already DO!"
"Alright now I'm pissed."
"Ooh I'm so scared" I said sarcastically
"Let's take this outside Urameshi."
"Fine with me. It's more fun to beat you up with your neighbors watching you make an idiot of yourself anyways" I said with a huge grin. As we were just about to start the fight Kurama and Hiei came.
"Hello Yusuke, Kuwabara." Kurama said.
"You got lucky Kuwabara. If they weren't here to save your ass you'd be on the ground right now." I said pointing to Hiei and Kurama.
haha this is priceless. Kuwabara's face is so red right now.
"Hahaha Kuwabara, if people could have steam come out of their head, you would look like a tea kettle." I said laughing.
"That's an insult to tea kettles." Hiei said showing no emotion at all.
I was on the ground rolling with laughter now.
"SHUT UP URAMESHI! And you!" Kuwabara pointed to Hiei "You little shrimp! I'll get you for that!"
"I'd like to see you try." Hiei said with the same stoic face.
"Alright break it up you guys, Koenma wants us in his office right now and we'll probably need the whole team." Kurama said, trying to stop Hiei and Kuwabara from fighting. I was still on the ground, but I wasn't laughing anymore. I was planning on seeing Hiei beat up Kuwabara. Kurama is such a party pooper. Damn him.
"What whole team? Kuwabara isn't even really a spirit detective. He just tags along like an annoying bug." I said watching Kuwabara getting mad again. Then all of a sudden Koenma's face popped up out of nowhere.
"Ah! Don't do that!" I yelled at the toddler.
"First of all I am the prince of Rekai, I can do whatever I want. Second, I already asked Kuwabara if he wanted to be a spirit detective so he IS an official spirit detective and lastly GET ALL OF YOUR ASSES IN MY OFFICE RIGHT NOW!" and with that Koenma disappeared.
"Oh great it's a another 'mission'. I bet we have to find the guy who stole the toddler's teddy bear or something like that." I said "I'm so sick and tired of these stupid missions." And since Koenma asked so nicely, we all headed to Koenma's.
i thought i'd make this a one-shot but my mind wandered and it's not as depressing as i planned and its gonna be longer than i planned too.well review so i kno how u like or hate my story so far. See ya.
Excuses
Chapter one
-Kurama's POV-
Why can't I tell him how I feel? Is it possible that I, the great Youko Kurama, am afraid? Afraid of rejection? I've never been afraid nor rejected. *sigh* Does love make a person feel this way? Is it even love? How would a person know for sure that they're in love? I've never been IN love. It was always just lust and nothing more... but this, this beautiful gift from the gods has stolen my heart without even knowing. Heh how ironic. The greatest thief in all of Makai has been robbed by a mere child. The Forbidden Child. *another sigh* Hiei what have you done to me? I'm a total wreck. Who am I kidding, I'm in LOVE, I just feel it. But this brings me back to my original dilema, how do I tell him!
- normal POV-
These thoughts kept running around in Kurama's head. The whole thing was just a big circle. One questions leads to another and another until he ends up back where he started.
And right outside Kurama's bedroom window, stood the person the kitsune was thinking about. Hiei was sitting in the tree being quite amused and worried at the same time.
- Hiei's POV -
As fun as it is to watch the kitsune squirm, which I might add, has almost never happened, I don't think it's very good for him. I wish I knew what was troubling him. I know I could always use my Jagan Eye to spy on him, but everyone deserves their privacy. I would hate it if someone went through my mind without my permission. If they found out... I don't know what I'd do. Hn. Damn kitsune! I never cared about what happened to others, why do I care now? Damn kitsune filling me with these damned emotions! But... he also taught me love. He might not know it, but he has. I love him. I don't know exactly when it happened, but I love him with all of my being. Of course there are a million reasons why I can't and won't tell him this, but I know deep down in my heart, the one Kurama has opened up, that I love him. Heh. If I had never met Kurama, I would never have, in a million years, thought that I would be using the word love. After all, I AM the Forbidden Child. Kurama what have you done to me? You've stolen my heart. The great Youko Kurama has stolen yet another item and he doesn't even know it. (AN: hmm they both think the same thing about each other. it just SCREAMS that they're meant to be together. lol) Well there's no point in thinking about the impossible, I should really do what I came here to do. As I climbed into his window I tapped the glass so he would know I was here.
"Hn. As much as I like to see you lose your cool and mess up your hair in frustration," I said in an amused tone "Koenma wants us, Yusuke, and the clumsy gorilla in his office right now."
no response
"Kurama?"
What's got him so lost in thought?
- Kurama's POV -
I MUST tell him. No matter what happens, I have to let it out, even if he runs away. I hope he won't though. If he left, I don't know what I'd do. I can't live without him. But I have to find the right moment to tell him.
"Kurama?"
Oh man, I think I've been thinking too much. I thought I just heard Hiei's voice.
"KURAMA!!!"
I turned around right and saw that Hiei was getting ready to hit me with a pillow.
"Oh Hiei! When did you get here?"
"Baka. I've been here a while now. You've just been too busy daydreaming to notice my ki, or the fact that I've been sreaming your name for the past five minutes."
[ Kurama blushed slightly mainly because of the fact that he was caught being so flustered and also because his youko side had a very perverted thought when he heard Hiei say that he was screaming his name] ( AN: hahaha! Kurama's a perv. oh, and I'm laughing at this because I'm making this story up as I go so I had no idea that was coming.)
"I'm sorry I was just stressing about my upcoming test." I lied.
- Hiei's POV -
I knew Kurama was lying. He doesn't stress about tests since he already knows everything anyways, but I decided to just play along and if the fox wanted to tell me what was bothering him, he will. That's how it is and always will be.... I hope.
"You should just dump your pathetic ningen life and go back to Makai. Then you won't have to worry about these stupid tests or any other meaningless ningen traditions." I said, but then I hear him laugh.
"Hiei, not all ningen things are stupid or pointless. And I still have to stay here anyways. My mother needs me."
I need you too.
"Hn. Whatever." I said with an indifferent face. Kurama smiled. "So what did you come here for Hiei? You don't look like your injured. Or is it that you just want my company?"
"Very funny. Koenma wants us in his office. He has a new mission."
"Ok. Did you tell Yusuke and Kuwabara yet?"
"No"
"I'll come with you then."
"Fine."
- Yusuke's point of view -
~~~ At Kuwabara's House where Yusuke and Kuwabara are playing video games ~~~
"HA! I kick your ass in real life AND virtually!"
"You wish Urameshi! I'll beat you and when I do you'll go crying to your mommy!" Kuwabara yelled.
"I don't need to wish that I could beat you. I already DO!"
"Alright now I'm pissed."
"Ooh I'm so scared" I said sarcastically
"Let's take this outside Urameshi."
"Fine with me. It's more fun to beat you up with your neighbors watching you make an idiot of yourself anyways" I said with a huge grin. As we were just about to start the fight Kurama and Hiei came.
"Hello Yusuke, Kuwabara." Kurama said.
"You got lucky Kuwabara. If they weren't here to save your ass you'd be on the ground right now." I said pointing to Hiei and Kurama.
haha this is priceless. Kuwabara's face is so red right now.
"Hahaha Kuwabara, if people could have steam come out of their head, you would look like a tea kettle." I said laughing.
"That's an insult to tea kettles." Hiei said showing no emotion at all.
I was on the ground rolling with laughter now.
"SHUT UP URAMESHI! And you!" Kuwabara pointed to Hiei "You little shrimp! I'll get you for that!"
"I'd like to see you try." Hiei said with the same stoic face.
"Alright break it up you guys, Koenma wants us in his office right now and we'll probably need the whole team." Kurama said, trying to stop Hiei and Kuwabara from fighting. I was still on the ground, but I wasn't laughing anymore. I was planning on seeing Hiei beat up Kuwabara. Kurama is such a party pooper. Damn him.
"What whole team? Kuwabara isn't even really a spirit detective. He just tags along like an annoying bug." I said watching Kuwabara getting mad again. Then all of a sudden Koenma's face popped up out of nowhere.
"Ah! Don't do that!" I yelled at the toddler.
"First of all I am the prince of Rekai, I can do whatever I want. Second, I already asked Kuwabara if he wanted to be a spirit detective so he IS an official spirit detective and lastly GET ALL OF YOUR ASSES IN MY OFFICE RIGHT NOW!" and with that Koenma disappeared.
"Oh great it's a another 'mission'. I bet we have to find the guy who stole the toddler's teddy bear or something like that." I said "I'm so sick and tired of these stupid missions." And since Koenma asked so nicely, we all headed to Koenma's.
i thought i'd make this a one-shot but my mind wandered and it's not as depressing as i planned and its gonna be longer than i planned too.well review so i kno how u like or hate my story so far. See ya.