Disclaimer. Don't own
Sorry about this story. It is supposed to be kurama talking about his
friends and how they let him down. (it is also all about my friends and how
they acted today and in the past with the exception of a very few. Brian
and Jen if you do read this, it is not about you.)
Wonder
Sometimes I wonder if my friends really care about me. I ask them to do simple things and they seem to be incapable of doing what I ask. My friends seem to ignore me when I do need help. I do not ask anyone for too much help and when I do ask for help that is when I actually have the nerve to expect help.
Sometimes I wonder if I did not create this problem myself by not asking for help that often. I seem to run into this problem a lot. Maybe someday when I learn to ask for help more often then what I do, then maybe I won't be ignored people. I think I have become used to being ignored, but by my friends when I have asked for help. I don't care for that.
My one friend told me when I had asked him if he could get me some food for lunch, he said no and that he does not help people who do stupid things. So in January I fell down steps and my ankle still has not healed. So I was stupid for falling down steps.
Sometimes I wonder if these people are truly my friends. I would do anything to help them and I have done that. I have given them money and as long as it is under $10, I never ask to be paid back. I just can't seem to be mean as my friends can be. If it means that I am gullible, then so be it. Someday my friends are going to need me and I won't be there for them. It may mean that they will have to be hurt, but I am willingly to take that chance.
I hope someday that I will forgive them and I them for the pain that has been and will be caused. Sorry Yusuke, Kuwabara, and Hiei.
The last two lines I added out of guilt so it is a yyh story. Please review and maybe leave a suggestion for me about my friends.
Wonder
Sometimes I wonder if my friends really care about me. I ask them to do simple things and they seem to be incapable of doing what I ask. My friends seem to ignore me when I do need help. I do not ask anyone for too much help and when I do ask for help that is when I actually have the nerve to expect help.
Sometimes I wonder if I did not create this problem myself by not asking for help that often. I seem to run into this problem a lot. Maybe someday when I learn to ask for help more often then what I do, then maybe I won't be ignored people. I think I have become used to being ignored, but by my friends when I have asked for help. I don't care for that.
My one friend told me when I had asked him if he could get me some food for lunch, he said no and that he does not help people who do stupid things. So in January I fell down steps and my ankle still has not healed. So I was stupid for falling down steps.
Sometimes I wonder if these people are truly my friends. I would do anything to help them and I have done that. I have given them money and as long as it is under $10, I never ask to be paid back. I just can't seem to be mean as my friends can be. If it means that I am gullible, then so be it. Someday my friends are going to need me and I won't be there for them. It may mean that they will have to be hurt, but I am willingly to take that chance.
I hope someday that I will forgive them and I them for the pain that has been and will be caused. Sorry Yusuke, Kuwabara, and Hiei.
The last two lines I added out of guilt so it is a yyh story. Please review and maybe leave a suggestion for me about my friends.