Behind The Mask Chapter 1 Pansy

Pansy is where the relationship dominos started, the one I pushed to the floor first. She was NOT a good girlfriend! I would be lying if I said she was. She clang way too much, and she always called me...Dracie. I was betrothed to her, but he didn't want her, but he had gone out with her first year to the end of the fifth year, and I was happy with out her. Or as happy as I could get. I felt better anyway. The break up wasn't really pretty, and it was the first time I found out just how cold my own heart is.

I had invited her over to the Manor, and even had a house elf escort her to my room. I told her to sit down. "Pansy, this game has to end. Whatever relationship we did have is over." I said firmly. "Oh, stop joking Dracie." "I'm not joking." "Aww come on!" "Damnit, Pansy! I'm NOT joking!" I yelled, and turned out of the room. But she stopped me by throwing herself at my leg. "Get off!" I hissed at her. She hung on, and I dragged her for a while before finding away to kick her in the face.

She let go sobbing, and as I left I only yelled back; "You better not be here when I get back!" And I slammed the door, stomping out in the cold midnight air. I heard her sobbing and the only thing I cared about, was cooling off, and moving on to someone 'fit' for me. Hell I didn't deserve that! Did I care? No not really. Damn that Potter for finding a way to make me care. Although it didn't happen tell later, I curse him now! Stupid fucking, Potter, and his way of doing things, that I didn't see tell later. Only he made me go on this stupid guilt trip. I hate him.

~Fin

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