AN: you will be pleased with the fact that this chapter is Very VERY long. It took me a while to figure out how I was going to write it but it turned out OK. Your all going to be sad at the end.

(at least I hope cuz that's what I was going for)

So take out the tissue before you even start

I had a bit of writers block for a few days but that sometimes happens.

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Now you can read

(I bet your all going FINALLY!!! right)



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Rosemary stood by the doorway, frozen, she griped the wall making her knuckles white. She made a small whimpering noise from the back of her throat that caught Lily's and Tom's attention. Tom looked at her with a guilty expression, while Lily looked at her with a hurt one.


"Mother,"


Tom stood and helped the shocked Rosemary to the sofa where she collapsed. Tom sat next to her and started telling her what happened. She sat there listening, not daring to look at her daughter and stared at her shaking hands.


"She now knows everything Rosemary, there was no point in lying to her anymore. I'm sorry."


Rosemary shook her head and sighed, "It wasn't your fault. She was bound to find out sooner or later."

Rosemary kneeled next to the chair where her daughter sat, she took her hand into hers and spoke in a small voice.


"I will be honest with you Lily, I never loved Dilland romantically. I considered him more of a friend then a husband. I was depressed and turned to alcohol to ease my pain."

She gave her a small smile, "Then I met Tom, he gave me an escape to my reality for a brief moment. After that I started to learn how to hide my emotions so that I could give Petunia a normal family."



"And then I found out I was pregnant. I wasn't sure who your father was until after you were born. You opened your eyes and I figured it out. You were my link to Tom and you gave my life a new meaning."


Rosemary looked into her eyes, "I love Tom and I hope you can understand that none of this was planed and that we never meant to hurt you."


Lily stood abruptly making Rosemary fall back. She walked towards the doorway and leaned on it, her back faced them.

"I can understand what happened. I can understand how you both feel about each other. I can even understand why you lied about it."


Rosemary smiled, "Oh honey, I new you'd be..........."


Lily interrupted her by turning around and continuing.


"But that doesn't mean I can forgive you for it."


Lily hugged herself and looked down.


"Maybe one day I will but until then I can't."


She turned and walked away, she didn't stop as she said, "It's almost eleven and I need to be at Kings Cross soon."

With that she left the room.


Tom helped Rosemary up and hugged her, "We need to give her time Rosemary."


Rosemary snuggled into his warmth,


"I know, it just hurts me to see her like that."


Tom sighed, "There is nothing we can do about it though we just have to let her sort it out on her own."


They gave each other a final squeeze before they separated, they walked to the entrance where Lily was waiting. She was sitting down by the door holing her snake. She looked up at them as they made their way towards her.



"I've decided on a name for her,"



Tom looked at her with a small smile, "You have? What have you decided on?"




Lily looked at her snake fondly, "Nagini."


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(AN: I bet your all going huh? You'll see, ~_^)




~*~



Belinda left Magnus' home with a big smile on her face, she apparated to her next stop on her list. She was in a dark wood, where the light shone an eerie blue. She walked a few feet before reaching a grand clearing that she had spent countless nights with the other Death Eaters and Lord Voldemort.


Every few days she had to come here and check that the security spells were in place. As she walked around the edge of the clearing with her wand in her hand, she went over everything in her plans making sure she didn't forget anything.


She swept her wand towards a thick tree, usually, if the spells were still intact the tip of her wand would stay the same. However, at the moment it was glowing red.

Belinda narrowed her eyes at the tree for a moment, she then started circling it, when she reached the other side she noticed that the tree had a hole. She looked into it and saw that the tree was hallow.


With a swift kick she made the hole larger, what she found inside made her raise an eyebrow.


A seeing orb had been placed in it. Belinda knew what it was used for, she had seen them before. They were used by the ministry to try and spy on them.

A seeing orb was made of pure steel that sent images to another orb that was more than likely used by an Auror.

Belinda smirked and spoke aloud, "This should be interesting."

She took her invisibility cloak out from her pocket and wrapped it around herself and made sure that her dagger was still in its sheath on her waist. She then pointed her wand at the orb and muttered under her breath. She felt a tug behind her neck as she was pulled forward. Moments later she was in a small office, a desk stood to one corner with a wizard sitting behind it, he was snoring softly with his head against his chest.


Belinda saw the second orb on the desk, she could see the wood she had just left clearly. She walked towards the man, as she passed the orb and pointed her wand at it.

A small explosion was heard to the only two people in the room. The man woke with a start that almost knocked him of his chair. He looked at the spot where the orb used to be and cursed loudly.


As he checked the damage, Belinda took out her dagger. She crept up behind him and let her hand come out of the cloak. She pressed the cold blade against his neck.


"You move, you die. Its that simple."


The man visibly froze, his breathing became more jagged and slow.


"If you cooperate, I might let you live. A big emphases on might."


She said him a smile as she moved him so that he sat on his chair again.


"Who are you? Show yourself."


Belinda's smile grew, "Now why would I do a stupid thing like that? And besides, I'm calling the shots not you."


"Are you that much of a coward that you wont face me without a cloak?"


"Do you think I'm stupid enough to fall for you little mind games?"


When he didn't answer she gave out a cold laugh, "Are you afraid of me? I never thought I'd see the day when a big bad Auror would be afraid of a a woman with a dagger."


As she mocked him, she traced the tip ot the dagger across his face and neck.


"Now your going to be a good boy and tell me how much you know. Or shall I have to beat it out of you? I believe I'll have more fun with the latter."


"I refuse to tell you anything."


"Are you sure about that"


He nodded.


"That's a shame, because from what I know about you, you have a family to worry about."

She, of course was bluffing, but it seemed that she was right on the money, for he started shaking.


"Leave them out of it, please? I beg you they mean nothing to you."

Belinda spoke in a soft yet firm voice. "Are you going to cooperate then?"


He nodded and sighed with relief when she removed the dagger.


"How much do you know?"


"I know how many are in the inner circle and everything that was said in your final meeting."


"How long have you been spying on us?"


"We just got an anonymous tip of your location a few weeks ago, we placed the orb there a few days after we found out."


"Do you know the names of anyone?"


"No, we just know that there is only one woman and the rest are men. I presume that your it?"


"Of course, now heres the big question, who else knows?"


"Just myself, I didn't have enough information to turn in a report."


Belinda paced for a moment processing the information, the man sat there trying to figure out were exactly she was at. After a few moments of silence Belinda stopped.


"Your not working for the Aurors are you? If you were, you would have already turned in a report no matter how little information you have. So the question is who is it your gathering information for? "


When she saw that he wouldn't respond she slapped him hard across the face. His head snapped to the side and a red bruise was forming on his cheek.


"Is the person who your covering for more important than your family's life?"



The man covered his face in his hands for a moment before answering. "I'm working for Albus Dumbledore."


At the sound of his name, Belinda frowned deeply. After a few moments more of silence Belinda decided on what she had to do.


"Does Dumbledore know what you know?"


The man shook his head, "No I was supposed to report to him in a few days."


"Good, you've been extremely useful."


"So are you going to let me go?"


Belinda smirked, "Now why would I let you go."


The mans eyes grew wide with fear, "But..... I thought....."


"I said I might let you live, I never said anything about letting you go."


The man grew afraid and knocked his chair over as he tried to get away.


"You wanted to see who I was, well here I am."


She threw her cloak off to the side and pointed her wand at him.


"Mortuus somnus,"


His eyes immediately closed and he collapsed on the floor, his skin turned pale and his lips blue. He looked dead, but Belinda knew that he wasn't. She went over to him and muttered a spell so that she could move him.


She flicked her wand one more time and she and the man disappeared.




~*~





Tom moved all of Lily's belongings into an empty compartment, making sure that everything was secure. When he emerged from the train he saw Rosemary trying to hug Lily good-bye. Reluctantly Lily hugged her mother, who was teary eyed and asked that she wrote as soon as she got there. Lily gave her mother a small peck on her cheek and promised to write when she was able to.


Tom bent down to meet her in the eye, "Can I get a hug too?"


Lily looked at him for a moment before hugging him, his arms wrapped around her small frame, her chin rested on his shoulder. At this point Lily finally spoke to him.


"When I'm ready I'll write to you. Until then, I ask that you give me some time."


Tom gave her an extra squeeze.


"I'll give you all the time you need.


"Thank you."


She gave him a small peck on his cheek and turned from them, walked straight into the train, never once looking back.




~*~


Rosemary went back with Tom exhausted. They collapsed together on his bed, they held each other close and didn't speak. Each one thinking their own thoughts but comforting the other person. Around one Rosemary got up and started packing.


"Rosemary what are you doing?"


"I have to get home soon, Tom. And I need some time by myself."


Tom came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist, "I know, Angel, I know."


Rosemary leaned into him, "I wish I could stay here with you."


Tom decided not to respond, he kissed her neck, savoring her taste.



After she finished packing, Tom took Rosemary to Charing Cross where they shared a passionate kiss. Afterward Rosemary rested her head on his shoulder.


"Can I see you later this week?"


"Of course, how about I arrange a nice dinner for the two of us. We can go for a boat ride on my lake and talk."


Rosemary smiled at him, "I'd like that."


They shared a final kiss before Rosemary boarded the train.


~*~



When Rosemary arrived at her home she was greeted by one of the maids who seemed sad.


"Oh Mrs. Evans, thank the stars your here."


"What wrong Tara?"


"Its Mister Evans, ma'am, he's taken ill."


With that Rosemary rushed upstairs to her bedroom, as she reached the door she saw the family Doctor coming out.


"What is it Dr.Aidan, what's wrong with him?"


"I'll be honest with you Rosemary, I'm not all that sure. His heart condition was getting better, and he was slowly regaining his health. But this morning he told me that he wasn't feeling well, I came over to check on him. It seams he developed some type of disease which at the moment we are unable to identify."


"What do you mean, you're unable to identify? Your a bloody doctor you should know."


Rosemary's mind was whirling with all of this. She never realized that she would be worried about Dilland so much.


"I'm going to run a few tests on him. He seems to be having a sharp pain on his side but from I can tell so far there is nothing wrong. I gave him some medication for it so he'll be out for a few hours. When he wakes up give him some soup and make him drink the medication. I'll be over tomorrow morning to run some tests, till then try to keep him as comfortable as possible."


Rosemary nodded and watched him leave, she then went into the bedroom. Dilland laid there in a deep slumber, she went over to the bed and sat down on a chair. She sat there in a slight trance, thought kept trying to get her attention but she ignored them. She sat there for most of the day and didn't notice when the butler came in and asked her if she wanted something.


She only moved when she noticed the sun had set.





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Tom sat reading a book in front of his fireplace, sitting on a squishy armchair and drinking a cup of Hot Chocolate. He rarely had moments to enjoy himself like this and he was enjoying himself immensely. Everything was going as planed in his life. He was finally getting the family he had longed for, for so many years. Not only was he getting a wife, but two daughters as well. He would finally be able to settle down and have a normal life.

As he flipped the page to his novel he heard a board creak behind him. He swiveled the chair to face the person behind him. At first he was going to reach for his wand, but stopped when he saw who it was.

His seventeen year old daughter, Lily.

He smiled at her, "Lily, I thought you were coming here tomorrow with your mother and sister?"

"I decided to come early to have a few words alone with you, father."

"Of course, sit down and we can have a little quality time together."

Lily shook her head, "If you don't mind I'll stand, I'll only be here for a few minutes."

"Sure honey, what is it you want to talk about?"

Lily smirked, the look on her face along with the shadows from the fire made her look eerie. She was half in the shadows and half in the amber light. She wore robes of dark green that shimmered in the low light. She took her wand out all of a sudden and spoke in a calm voice.


"Accio."


Toms wand flew from the table next to him to her out stretched hand. Tom looked at her confusion written all over his face.


Lily then pointed the wand at him, her features hidden again by the shadows. The only thing visible from her face was the evil smile on her lips.


"Today Tom Riddle you will pay for everything you have done to me." She paused and looked at him with sad green eyes.


"You ruined my life."


Tom shook his head not wanting to believe what was happening in front of him.


"Lily what are you doing?"


"I'm doing the wizarding world, and myself, a favor." She pointed her wand at him. "I'm getting rid of you."


Tom eyes widened at what he saw before him. Lily had stepped out of the shadows, this time however she was only a child of six. She held her wand with both of her China doll hands, and it was about a third her size. Her red hair was in soft curls framing her round face.


She spoke in a soft voice that only a child could posses.


"You killed my daddy."

Tom felt his heart shatter into a million tiny pieces as the little girl in front of him rased the too big wand and cried.





"Avada Kedavra"







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Tom Riddle shot up from the bed, his breathing was erratic as well as his heartbeat, he clutched the bedsheets with one hand and his face with the other. Cold sweat dripped from his brow and he wiped it away


'It was all a dream just a fuckin dream, get a hold of yourself damnit.' He thought as he stood to get a glass of water.


He returned to his bedroom with a tall glass, he passed a full length mirror that hung next to the bedroom door. He saw himself wearing pajama bottoms and his necklace. He had dark rings under his eyes and looked pale, more so than normal. He studied his reflection for a few moments until he saw something behind him that wasn't supposed to be there.


His father.


He quickly turned around and saw nothing there but a bare wooden floor. He looked back at the mirror and saw his reflection smiling and waving at him...


Taunting him...


Tom grew angry.


"Stop it," he said but the reflection only smiled more his green eyes twinkling.


"Stop it!" he yelled.


His anger grew more as the reflections smile grew bigger so that it went from ear, to ear.


"STOP IT!"


With a flick of his wrists the glass cup in his hand went flying in the air hitting the mirror at full force.


The mirror shattered.



Shards of glass flew everywhere cutting Toms arms as they fell to the floor. He collapsed on his knees and cradled his head.




For the first time since his childhood, Tom Marvolo Riddle cried.



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AN:awww poor Tom

T_T :::sniff:::

I liked my dream sequence cuz it shows that Toms got some.....issues..... to resolve.


As you can see Lily is taking it better than most of us would, this will be explained later.


I seem to be making my chapters longer, but I hope your not complaining.

This chapter was supposed to be a filler chapter, but it turned out like a normal chapter. I like the way it turned out.




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QueenOfTheQueer ooooooook we need to work on your vocabulary ~_^ j/k.

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~ME~ Yes I had a spoiler up for a couple of days, Did you miss it?

Cho Chang Malfoy, Really? Its the best story ever? Wow I feel loved ^_^. Yes Tom is a sexy bitch. I like Rosemary too, but unfortunately I cant make your request a reality. But don't worry Belinda will get whats coming to her.

Ariel I think Sevie is cute as a boy too, he's one of me favs. (I like the whole bad guy thing ^_^) As you already noticed that this chapter is even longer. Also you'll get to see a lot more Sevie in later chapters

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