Disclaimer: I own nothing, that joss guy and something else about 20 foxes..

Summary : i am not even shure whats going on.. just some anonymous encounter i seeepose

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She was about to push open the door when her breath caught

and threatened to strangled her as her chest tightened. she stopped,

hand still pressed against the wooden door, eyes closing and tried to

summon up enough nerve to go inside. Her eyebrows knitted together

as she concentrated, positive that her pulse was echoing through the

door.

"there you are." she drew in her breath deeply as he stood behind her,

pressed against her back, his arm extended and hand covering hers on the

door. The tingle spread through her body and she leaned back into him. He

kicked open the door and pushed her inside the dark room. Her feet got

tangled and fell, fuzzy dull pain flooding her knees. She raised her head and

looked frantically around for him, heartbeat quickens. He lounges on a black

chair in the shadows of the vertical blinds, the stripes of light remind her of

bars.

"C'mere" She stands and walks over to his chair then kneels in front

of him, eyes down cast, afraid. His hand comes down and takes her by the

chin, forcing her to focus on him, inspecting. Her eyes clamp shut as the

invisible hand inside squeezes harder, making her labour for breath. He is

running a finger along her cheek, feather light. She opens her mouth to say

something but all of the guilt, the need, the fear built up in her jaw and throat

unabling her to talk. He turns her head to the side, unlike the usual blow, its

soft, a kiss. he pulls away, her eyes slowly open. She cocks her head and

stares at him puzzled. he leans in again, plunging into another kiss. She

stands on her knees and pulls him closer. the hand inside her loosens its grip,

and she gasps for air.