"I want..."

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titains, if I did it would suck -.-

However, if the creator is kind enough to track me down and give me

Raven, and create a little series just about her, for me, I'd

apreciate it very much...

It's not going to happen. Is it?

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Its always the same.

Heh, my imaginative part of my subconscience must of imploded with all my attempts of self control.

...A joke? I hope not, thats Beastboys job, never mine.

I won't sleep tonight.

I don't want to wake up surrounded by broken objects again.

They just remind me of it.

I can't control my powers as I sleep.

I've tried, hours of meditation each day.

I can only dim the effects.

Maybe I want to feel.

Of course I want to feel.

Maybe thats way I can't control it.

I want to have what the dream gives me.

I want it all....

The dream?

Yes the dream.

It's so simple.

I'm alone, as always, under the night sky.

Sitting in, what I presume as, a meadow.

Only lightened by the bright moons glow.

And I lay back, pulling up a red flower as I go.

....And I wait for the footsteps, as I tear off the flower petals.

Throwing every piece into the wind.

Waiting for the voice.

Then the expected face appears above my face.

Smiling a hello, before pulling me to my feet.

I return the smile, everytime.

We have somewhere to go.

I have something to be shown.

Our hands clasp and the rush of feeling washes through me.

Nothing explodes, not in this world, at least.

We finally arrive at a hill top with odd stones poking out of it.

Like a natural Stone Henge.

I'm given another smile as my accomplace begins a cute rambling.

Of stars and views and nights and dreams and picnics and plans.

Until the voice stops, and I look into their eyes with confusion.

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"Take down your hood."

"..Why?"

"Because that is the way it goes"

"Oh.."

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My hood is pulled down by hands other than mine.

I'm told a much better before we sit on the grass.

A strand of my hair is tucked away behind my ear.

The friend that cares twists another around a finger.

And then I feel the hands wrap around me.

A hug from behind, marking the start.

A kiss on the cheek.

A whisper.

A real kiss.

A battle of tongues.

A break.

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"You must awaken to the real world now friend."

"Why? Let me stay, please?"

"That is the way it goes."

"Always?"

"No."

"..."

"Live the dream."

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I want it all....

I want...

Starfire.