I'm very confused at the moment. I'm stuck in one of the things I hate the most: love. I'm in love with Torn but at the same time I have feelings for Jak. I used to love Jak first, but that was before I discovered Torn had feelings for me. I'm not sure if Jak is interested in me though. I'm Torn's girlfriend right now, but I still think about Jak sometimes. Torn is handsome, and he's a gentleman. While Jak is hot too; but he's more like the cool type. Torn is the serious kinda guy. Jak is the silent and strong kinda guy. I can probably keep comparing them for the whole day. They're so different, but they have one thing in common; they're both hot! I'm not the kinda person that would cheat on Torn and go with Jak; and I don't even know if he's interested in me. I hope he is. I've known Torn for a long time. Ever since we were teens we've known each other. But Jak, I've only known Jak for a month. Also, at least Torn is from this timeline. Jak is from the past, so we're like from different worlds. Most of the time, girls can't be with the guys because of their parents. But I'm grown up; I'm not a schoolgirl anymore. My father is even dead. Jak hated my father and I disliked that. But now I see why; my father was an evil bastard. I think I'll have to wait and see if Jak shows any signs of feelings for me. It's so obvious that that other girl, Keira, is crazy for Jak. I remember when I met her in front of Jak. She got so jealous that for a moment I could've sworn she would curse at me. She is always jealous when other girls flirt with Jak. Right now I am the Baroness of Haven City, but the council already wants me to get married so the city has a Baron.

I don't know what to do. I'm Torn's girlfriend but I have feelings for Jak; and I need to get married soon. If I don't decide what my feelings for Jak are soon, I'll end up marrying Torn and regretting it for the rest of my life. Ok, I have to choose now. Torn or Jak, Torn or Jak, Torn or Jak. Oh Mar, please help me decide. If I'm Torn's girlfriend it's for a reason. Then it must be Torn. Yes, Torn it will be. I'm gonna marry Torn when I'm ready. I have to let the council know. I hope I made the right decision...