Chapter 13
So here I was. In the hotel room all alone. I didn't know what to do. Was Kurama thinking about me? No. I doubt it. I really had my doubts now. But he still loved me even though I had ran out on him. What the hell was I supposed to do now? Just stay here,I thought. He'll come back. He's going to come back and he's going to be ok. Just trust yourself that he's going to be ok.
I then stood up and looked out the window. There was nothing except the calm of the sea. I sighed. Please be ok Kurama,I thought. Just please come back to me. That's all I want. Just please be ok. I love you so much. I don't want anything to happen to you.
I decided that even if I wasn't with Kurama,I wasn't going to spend the day in the hotel. I was going to take a walk on the beach,even if I was going to be lonely. I had to do something. God I miss you so much Kurama,I thought. And you haven't even been gone for a day. Are you ok? Do you miss me? Do you need me right now? Do you need me to be by your side? Please...answer me Kurama! Just come back to me...
So here I was. Sitting on the beach. My feet in the sand,and the water drifting in and out along my feet. I'm lonely and the love of my life is fighting a battle and trying not to die on me. And I'm sitting on a beach just thinking of him. How could I be so stupid? But then again,there's Sakyou. The person I never want to see again. How am I going to be able to confront my fears now?
"You look lonely,"said a voice behind me.
I looked behind me,and there was Kurama! I jumped and ran into his open arms. I couldn't believe that it was actually him! I was just so happy. He started kissing me. I was just so happy that he was alive and well.
"Kurama! Oh my god! You're ok!"
"And so are you."
"I'm so happy to see you."
"I'm happy to see you too."
I looked into his eyes. He looked sad or something. "Are you ok?"
He smiled and kissed me. "I'm fine. Now that I'm with you."
"I thought I was supposed to say that."
"Yes I know. What are you doing here all by yourself?"
"Did you think I was going to spend the whole day in the hotel? I needed to come down here to think."
"That sounds like a good idea. At least we get two days to rest."
"Oh..."
"What? What's wrong?"
"Its..." I shook my head. "It's nothing..."
"Something's wrong. Please tell me."
"I was just worried about you,that's all."
"I was worried about you too. I couldn't help but thinking about you."
So he was thinking about me,I thought. "Really?"
"Who else would I be thinking about? Especially since you didn't come. This place is full of demons. That's why I was worried."
"Right."
He hugged me again and kissed me. "All I wanted to do was to see your face again. I was so worried about you."
"I was worried about you too."
"Yes I can tell."
"Botan asked me why I wasn't with you. I told her that I ran away because I saw Sakyou and I didn't want to see him again." I started to sob again.
"Hey. It's all right now."
I shook my head. "No it's not. Tell me this is just a dream Kurama..." I stared into his eyes.
"No Nicole. It's not."
I sighed. "You're right...it's not."
I started to breath heavily.
"Nicole...are you ok?"
"Kurama..." I finally fainted into his arms without saying anything.
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So here I was. In the hotel room all alone. I didn't know what to do. Was Kurama thinking about me? No. I doubt it. I really had my doubts now. But he still loved me even though I had ran out on him. What the hell was I supposed to do now? Just stay here,I thought. He'll come back. He's going to come back and he's going to be ok. Just trust yourself that he's going to be ok.
I then stood up and looked out the window. There was nothing except the calm of the sea. I sighed. Please be ok Kurama,I thought. Just please come back to me. That's all I want. Just please be ok. I love you so much. I don't want anything to happen to you.
I decided that even if I wasn't with Kurama,I wasn't going to spend the day in the hotel. I was going to take a walk on the beach,even if I was going to be lonely. I had to do something. God I miss you so much Kurama,I thought. And you haven't even been gone for a day. Are you ok? Do you miss me? Do you need me right now? Do you need me to be by your side? Please...answer me Kurama! Just come back to me...
So here I was. Sitting on the beach. My feet in the sand,and the water drifting in and out along my feet. I'm lonely and the love of my life is fighting a battle and trying not to die on me. And I'm sitting on a beach just thinking of him. How could I be so stupid? But then again,there's Sakyou. The person I never want to see again. How am I going to be able to confront my fears now?
"You look lonely,"said a voice behind me.
I looked behind me,and there was Kurama! I jumped and ran into his open arms. I couldn't believe that it was actually him! I was just so happy. He started kissing me. I was just so happy that he was alive and well.
"Kurama! Oh my god! You're ok!"
"And so are you."
"I'm so happy to see you."
"I'm happy to see you too."
I looked into his eyes. He looked sad or something. "Are you ok?"
He smiled and kissed me. "I'm fine. Now that I'm with you."
"I thought I was supposed to say that."
"Yes I know. What are you doing here all by yourself?"
"Did you think I was going to spend the whole day in the hotel? I needed to come down here to think."
"That sounds like a good idea. At least we get two days to rest."
"Oh..."
"What? What's wrong?"
"Its..." I shook my head. "It's nothing..."
"Something's wrong. Please tell me."
"I was just worried about you,that's all."
"I was worried about you too. I couldn't help but thinking about you."
So he was thinking about me,I thought. "Really?"
"Who else would I be thinking about? Especially since you didn't come. This place is full of demons. That's why I was worried."
"Right."
He hugged me again and kissed me. "All I wanted to do was to see your face again. I was so worried about you."
"I was worried about you too."
"Yes I can tell."
"Botan asked me why I wasn't with you. I told her that I ran away because I saw Sakyou and I didn't want to see him again." I started to sob again.
"Hey. It's all right now."
I shook my head. "No it's not. Tell me this is just a dream Kurama..." I stared into his eyes.
"No Nicole. It's not."
I sighed. "You're right...it's not."
I started to breath heavily.
"Nicole...are you ok?"
"Kurama..." I finally fainted into his arms without saying anything.
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