May 1st, 1867

Dear Diary, After lunch Tomoe came into my room to talk to me. She told me that if she died that I would have to uphold the family honor. I told her it was too foolish to give me such a job and she thought I was acting like a fool. "Upholding the family honor is a tradition in this shrine. Please do this,"she said. I then sighed and agreed with her. I just hope that nothing happens to her. At least not now. She has done so many good things in these times of fear.