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Summary: Hermione is deeply in love with Draco, but she must do something for him. Something that will change her life forever. Will Hermione do what Draco tells her and have his love forever, or will she back down and risk loosing Draco? Hermione/Draco Harry/Ginny A bit of violence and scary stuff...ooo!
Done in Hermione's POV
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~*~*~*~*Chapter Five~*~*~*~*
Forgiveness
Forgive and forget. That's what everyone says. But do you really forget? If it was something so horrible, how could you forget? I don't think that the Dark Lord will ask for forgiveness, get it and then everyone forget. Many lives were taken and families ruined or torn apart. No one could forget that. I don't even think the Dark Lord would apolgize.
People say these things, but it's not true. None of it's real. People can forgive, but they never forget.
But sometimes, you have to make an exception.
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I woke up not knowing where I was. I felt dizzy and sat up, rather to quickly. Someone pushed me down, but I couldn't see who it was.
'Just lay there Miss Granger. You had a nasty fall down by the dungeons, I suppose.' said a stern voice somewhere in the distance.
I groaned as my head throbbed with pain. I tried to rub it, just to ease the pain, but my arm wouldn't move.
Suddenly it felt as though I was dropped from a tall building and landed right on the bed. Everything came into focus and I could see I was in the Hospital Wing and that Madam Pomfrey was hovering over me.
'What am I doing here?' I asked, my head hurting even more.
'You fell, I would guess. Professor Snape saw you lying on the floor and rushed you up here immediatly. Says he needs to see you after your mended up.' Madam Pomfrey turned her back from me as me jaw dropped.
'Why does he need to see me?' I said, trying to sound normal. He needed to see me? Why? Did I do something wrong? Oh god, I did do something wrong.
'He didn't say, but it sounded urgent. I asked him if he knew what happened to you, but he just left.' Madam Pomfrey scowled.
'Well, can I leave?' I asked hopefully.
Madam Pomfrey looked at me, her eyes wide with horror as though I had said a nasty word. 'I suppose. You seem fine. Yes, leave.'
I shot out of bed and dashed out of the Hospital Wing and down towards the dungeons.
*
I knocked on the door and it flew open. Professor Snape stood in the doorway, a look on his face that I had never seen before. He looked worried.
'Come in Granger.' Snape hissed, but I spotted the fear in his voice. 'Parkinson, leave. Now.'
I saw Pansy Parkinson stand up and walk out of the room, looking at me as though I was a disease as she left.
'Ignore her. Sit.' Snape sat down at his desk and I took a seat opposite of him.
He surveyed me as though trying to see into me. I tensed in my chair, waiting for what was about to come. What was about to come, I did not know...
'Have you been seeing Draco?' Snape asked.
I relaxed, a little. 'Yes- Wait... How do you know?'
'Stay away from him. I am warning you know, his father tricked me once and Draco can do the same. Leave him, I don't care how you do it, but do it soon. You are in danger.' I saw the look on his face and I could hear in his voice. He was scared.
'But if I leave him, he will erase my memory or even kill me. I know too much... but still I love him.' I said. I couldn't believe I was spilling my heart out to my least favourite teacher.
'You don't love him, Hermione. He only wants you to think that. To make you come with him to the Dark Side. Lucius Malfoy pretended to be my friend and took me over. Just when I had joined, I had realized I had been framed. You have to leave Draco no matter what. And I will make sure he doesn't lay another hand on you.' Snape finished and looked at me with a pleading in his eyes.
'Your just try to make me unhappy, you just want to ruin what I have.' I said quietly.
'Are you happy now? Do you wake up in the morning, not wanting to be alive? Do you live your days in fear and spend your nights awake, thinking how it has all gone wrong? Do you regret saying yes?'
I looked up at him, answering yes to all the questions. 'I do... I do and I don't want to anymore.' My bottom lip began to tremble. 'I don't want to be in pain anymore.'
'I know you don't. I felt the same way, but I never realized until it was too late. Hermione,' He reached out and grabbed my hand. It was so warm compared to my cold one. 'You have a chance. You can back away and I will do everything I can to make sure you are never hurt again.'
I looked at him for the longest time, thinking... will he really help me? Will he actually get my life back together?
'All right,' I tried to smile, but my bottom lip only trembled more. 'I'll do it.'
Snape smiled at me. It wasn't his evil smile or the smirk that made you wince... it was a warm smile. I had just seen a whole new Snape.
'Good. First you must tell Weasley and Potter about everything. They may be mad, but having them know is a good thing. I never got that chance with my friends.' Snape looked down for a moment and then back to me.
'What about Draco?' I asked.
'Wait until tomorrow. Ask him down to the dungeons, right outside my room. Hit the door with your foot and I will come out and deal with him.' Snape let go of my hand finally, but I didn't want him too.
Then something came over me. I leaned across the table and kissed Snape. He seemed tense and I could tell his eyes were open, but then he soon relaxed into the kiss.
I didn't know what made me do it, but I just did it.
Finally I pulled away and looked at him for the longest time until I realized what I had just done.
'Oh my god... I am so sorry Professor Snape, I don't know what happened...'
He reached for my hand again. 'Call me Severus.'
'I-I... oh my god, why did I do that? I am so sorry...' I mumbled, not looking away from him. I couldn't stop looking at him.
'It's okay, Hermione. Just as long as we forget and tell no one, it will be like it never happened.'
I nodded, feeling numb all over. I have just kissed the Potions Master.
'Now go and talk to Potter and Weasley. Tell them alot about Draco and you.' Snape let go of my hand and smiled at me. 'It's a secret between you and me.'
'Yes... okay.' I nodded again, left the room and fell to the floor.
I have just kissed the Potions Master and it felt good.
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Ooh! Surprise surprise!! A giant twist wasn't there? Don't worry, Snape and Hermione are not going to be together! It's just a one time thing. Okay review time!
Summary: Hermione is deeply in love with Draco, but she must do something for him. Something that will change her life forever. Will Hermione do what Draco tells her and have his love forever, or will she back down and risk loosing Draco? Hermione/Draco Harry/Ginny A bit of violence and scary stuff...ooo!
Done in Hermione's POV
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~*~*~*~*Chapter Five~*~*~*~*
Forgiveness
Forgive and forget. That's what everyone says. But do you really forget? If it was something so horrible, how could you forget? I don't think that the Dark Lord will ask for forgiveness, get it and then everyone forget. Many lives were taken and families ruined or torn apart. No one could forget that. I don't even think the Dark Lord would apolgize.
People say these things, but it's not true. None of it's real. People can forgive, but they never forget.
But sometimes, you have to make an exception.
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I woke up not knowing where I was. I felt dizzy and sat up, rather to quickly. Someone pushed me down, but I couldn't see who it was.
'Just lay there Miss Granger. You had a nasty fall down by the dungeons, I suppose.' said a stern voice somewhere in the distance.
I groaned as my head throbbed with pain. I tried to rub it, just to ease the pain, but my arm wouldn't move.
Suddenly it felt as though I was dropped from a tall building and landed right on the bed. Everything came into focus and I could see I was in the Hospital Wing and that Madam Pomfrey was hovering over me.
'What am I doing here?' I asked, my head hurting even more.
'You fell, I would guess. Professor Snape saw you lying on the floor and rushed you up here immediatly. Says he needs to see you after your mended up.' Madam Pomfrey turned her back from me as me jaw dropped.
'Why does he need to see me?' I said, trying to sound normal. He needed to see me? Why? Did I do something wrong? Oh god, I did do something wrong.
'He didn't say, but it sounded urgent. I asked him if he knew what happened to you, but he just left.' Madam Pomfrey scowled.
'Well, can I leave?' I asked hopefully.
Madam Pomfrey looked at me, her eyes wide with horror as though I had said a nasty word. 'I suppose. You seem fine. Yes, leave.'
I shot out of bed and dashed out of the Hospital Wing and down towards the dungeons.
*
I knocked on the door and it flew open. Professor Snape stood in the doorway, a look on his face that I had never seen before. He looked worried.
'Come in Granger.' Snape hissed, but I spotted the fear in his voice. 'Parkinson, leave. Now.'
I saw Pansy Parkinson stand up and walk out of the room, looking at me as though I was a disease as she left.
'Ignore her. Sit.' Snape sat down at his desk and I took a seat opposite of him.
He surveyed me as though trying to see into me. I tensed in my chair, waiting for what was about to come. What was about to come, I did not know...
'Have you been seeing Draco?' Snape asked.
I relaxed, a little. 'Yes- Wait... How do you know?'
'Stay away from him. I am warning you know, his father tricked me once and Draco can do the same. Leave him, I don't care how you do it, but do it soon. You are in danger.' I saw the look on his face and I could hear in his voice. He was scared.
'But if I leave him, he will erase my memory or even kill me. I know too much... but still I love him.' I said. I couldn't believe I was spilling my heart out to my least favourite teacher.
'You don't love him, Hermione. He only wants you to think that. To make you come with him to the Dark Side. Lucius Malfoy pretended to be my friend and took me over. Just when I had joined, I had realized I had been framed. You have to leave Draco no matter what. And I will make sure he doesn't lay another hand on you.' Snape finished and looked at me with a pleading in his eyes.
'Your just try to make me unhappy, you just want to ruin what I have.' I said quietly.
'Are you happy now? Do you wake up in the morning, not wanting to be alive? Do you live your days in fear and spend your nights awake, thinking how it has all gone wrong? Do you regret saying yes?'
I looked up at him, answering yes to all the questions. 'I do... I do and I don't want to anymore.' My bottom lip began to tremble. 'I don't want to be in pain anymore.'
'I know you don't. I felt the same way, but I never realized until it was too late. Hermione,' He reached out and grabbed my hand. It was so warm compared to my cold one. 'You have a chance. You can back away and I will do everything I can to make sure you are never hurt again.'
I looked at him for the longest time, thinking... will he really help me? Will he actually get my life back together?
'All right,' I tried to smile, but my bottom lip only trembled more. 'I'll do it.'
Snape smiled at me. It wasn't his evil smile or the smirk that made you wince... it was a warm smile. I had just seen a whole new Snape.
'Good. First you must tell Weasley and Potter about everything. They may be mad, but having them know is a good thing. I never got that chance with my friends.' Snape looked down for a moment and then back to me.
'What about Draco?' I asked.
'Wait until tomorrow. Ask him down to the dungeons, right outside my room. Hit the door with your foot and I will come out and deal with him.' Snape let go of my hand finally, but I didn't want him too.
Then something came over me. I leaned across the table and kissed Snape. He seemed tense and I could tell his eyes were open, but then he soon relaxed into the kiss.
I didn't know what made me do it, but I just did it.
Finally I pulled away and looked at him for the longest time until I realized what I had just done.
'Oh my god... I am so sorry Professor Snape, I don't know what happened...'
He reached for my hand again. 'Call me Severus.'
'I-I... oh my god, why did I do that? I am so sorry...' I mumbled, not looking away from him. I couldn't stop looking at him.
'It's okay, Hermione. Just as long as we forget and tell no one, it will be like it never happened.'
I nodded, feeling numb all over. I have just kissed the Potions Master.
'Now go and talk to Potter and Weasley. Tell them alot about Draco and you.' Snape let go of my hand and smiled at me. 'It's a secret between you and me.'
'Yes... okay.' I nodded again, left the room and fell to the floor.
I have just kissed the Potions Master and it felt good.
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Ooh! Surprise surprise!! A giant twist wasn't there? Don't worry, Snape and Hermione are not going to be together! It's just a one time thing. Okay review time!