A/N: I hope you all enjoyed the prologue. Now here is where the story actually starts, again. I do not own anything from Big Hero 6, just my original characters.


Chapter 1: Reliving Memories


I wake up to find Baymax looking at me. I do not know why he must always stare at me when I wake up, I find it kind of creepy. He looks at me and thinks about what to say, I know what he wants to say, but he doesn't know if he should say it.

"Baymax. I think you should deflate."

"I cannot deflate until you say, you are satisfied with your care."

"Well then, I am satisfied with my care." I said.

He deflated and left me alone. I enjoy being alone, it calms me. Every time I get stressed about school or Tadashi, I think about how good it feels to be alone. Speaking of Tadashi. I have a flashback that really hurts me.

I have one of the fire that killed him. Everything is replaying in my mind, the screams of people nearby. And the feeling of regret, also the feeling of fear. I do not want to deal with anything anymore.


Flashback

I am sitting with Tadashi outside of SFIT. I haven't seen him this happy. He probably is happy because I got into the school of my dreams, and his dreams too. We both celebrate and allow ourselves to be happy.

Until…A giant fire breaks out, I run with Tadashi to the fire. People are already crowding behind it, staying as far away as possible. Aunt Cass is crying into one of my friends arms, the other ones are just shocked.

They are shocked about me doing this, as I let Tadashi go. He goes into the burning building. And says words to me. That I never knew, could have such a hurtful meaning…Not hurting someone but hurting my spirit.

"Someone has to help…" He leapt into the fire, and stayed until it exploded.

End flashback

I remember hearing news about the fire ten days later. My anxiety rises to fear, and my fear rises to anger. Knowing that I am never going to see my brother again. Is making me crazy.

It has been for the past few days. I do not know why I had to go in front of him—I should have just stayed with everyone else.

Or I wouldn't have witnessed my brother, dying right in front of me. That was the worst part.

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"Hiro? Are you ready?" My aunt asks me.

"For what?"

"We are going to the doctor."

"Again?"

"It is because you haven't been breathing."

"Fine."

I do not like the doctor, I hate it actually. They think they have premission to stab their fingers into my body. I do not like that, they also are really mean sometimes. I just don't know what they are thinking.

As I enter the office, my anxiety spirals into a panic attack. I see other kids my age waiting for an appointment. I see one kid come out screaming, I hope that is not me.

The doctor calls my name really quickly and tells me to go back. She tells me to go back to room 18, that room is pretty dark.

But I don't care.

Aunt Cass is with me. Aunt Cass tells the doctor what has been going on, she examines me thoroughly.

"Hmmm…I see." The doctor says.

"What is it doctor?"

"He has asthma."

"Really?"

"Yes…Has he been really anxious recently?"

"Well, he did lose his brother."

"Oh…I am so sorry."

"It's okay. We get that a lot."

"Maybe if you stay off of things, than that would be good."

"I have school."

"You should be able to do it remotely."

"Like, online?"

"That's right."

I go home and plop myself on to the bed. Online school? How is this possible, I thought before falling asleep.

Maybe I should stop overthinking. Maybe everything will be just fine.