Author's note: ei, it's me again…until now I can't still cope up with my problem, you know the "unrequited love" thing… anyways, let's go on with the story…it's still sad…He still can't find the words to say to her…but let's still give him a chance to express what he truly feels in this next chapter…thanx again and don't forget to leave a review…ice-cube08…
~DREAMS OF REALITY~
…Ice-cube08…
I really need to do this…
For once I should be there for her…
not for a nasty talk but,
rather a pleasant one…
but,
How will I tell her?
I'm too scared…
scared of her reaction,
scared of the outcome,
scared of what others might say or think…
I know it's not my usual self…
But it's what I really am…
I never felt like this before…
I know that others will laugh at me,
especially Potter and Weasley.
but who cares...
All I know is that…
I need HERMIONE…
I need her to be right here beside me,
I need her smile…
her warm smile.
I need her arms wrapped around mine,
I need her more than anything else…
and most of all…
I need her LOVE.
I need her so badly,
that I go crazy everytime I don't get to see her…
I want her to know…
How thankful I am living and still have a reason for staying…
But unfortunately I can't…
and I haven't told her these things…
I haven't told her that I care for her,
that everytime she's sad, I want to know what's behind her tears.
I want to know her doubts,
her fears,
her sorrows…
I want to ease her load,
to ease her pain…
to start a brand new day with her…
But,
How?!
Tell me how?!
How can I help her when all of these are because of me…
because of my foolishness…
my harshness…
my unkindness…
I made up all her fears,
her sorrows,
her doubts…
I'm the reason behind this…
Behind her tears…
' I'm sorry Hermione'
I'm sorry for all the things I've done…
for all the things that I haven't done…
and for all the things that I should have done…
I'm sorry for not having enough power…
enough strength to tell you I LOVE YOU!
I've always loved you.
I love you for being you…
You taught me the better side of life…
You showed me that I still have a chance…
A chance that I have long waited…
A chance that I may someday find love again…
And surely did you give me a chance to know what love is…
And I found that LOVE in you…
…ice-cube…before I forget, can anyone please e-mail me @ iced_08@yahoo.com., tell me your comment and suggestions, feel free to drop by, anyways, I'm just a beginner… and also, to LP Draconis thanx for reviewing, I really appreciated your review… And to hopeless romantic, please continue your story 'untitled' you are my inspiration in writing this story aside from my other inspiration…well, til next time…see yah! ~XIV~