Author's Note: I can't say anything for now coz I'm hurt again… More or less, but its because of another person… Not the one I'm mentioning in the last chapters… I'm sorry… Hope we'll compromise these things, I really miss you. Even if I just spent a while with you I really really miss you… How pathethic am I? Being a hopeless romantic and being a heart-broken isn't easy so please bear with me and read my story… you know what? You can help me by reading and reviewing my stories…again, thanx and god bless…ice-cube08…
~DREAMS OF REALITY~
…Ice-cube08…
In this love I've learned to live.
You've mend my heart and made it whole again…
I don't know if I will be able to tell you,
but this I know,
I really am in love with you…
As I was about to make my move…
My heart pounded really hard.
I felt sweat coming out of my glands…
I never felt this nervous,
This scared before…
Making slow steps towards her,
I assured myself that I can do it…
I can finally tell her what I feel…
What's really in my heart…
As the thought of her rejecting me pondered in my head…
I felt pain and coldness in my heart…
But a bit of hope lightened me up,
And told me not to give up…
Here it goes…
I stepped closely to her side and whispered her name…
Hermione…I'm Sorry…
She stared at me with a mixture of disbelief and confusion..
As I was to say and explain my part she opened her mouth and said,
"Why are you sorry, you don't have to be sorry. I understand…"
"I'm sorry Hermione. It's all my fault."
She smiled at me and with just one smile all my doubts seem to fade away…
I felt comfortable…
It was the first time I felt contented…
"I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for all the things I've done…
for all the things that I haven't done…
and for all the things that I should have done…
I'm sorry for not having enough power…
enough strength to tell you I…"
I was about to tell her…
to tell her the feeling I have long wanted to say…
but she stopped me…
"You're forgiven."
I can't believe what I just heard…
But…
She assured me by holding my hands and…
"You're long been forgiven"
I held her hand tight and said,
"Thank You……Thank you for understanding me…"
"No, saying sorry is enough, Draco…
I never expected that you would have the guts to say sorry…"
…ice-cube08…oohh,, by the way thanx to all who reviewed the last chapters… anyways, I would like to thank Baby T for spending her time e-mailing me… well you really put up the confidence in me… I really am giving up in writing this crap… But with your encouraging words, well I somehow thought that there are still people who trust in my writing… thanx again and I hope you all will review my story I really need reviews now, I'm really depressed…thanx and god bless… ~XIV~