Author's Note: I hope this won't be the last chapter of Dreams… maybe until I have another idea of what to put next… So before I start typing up the whole thing, I would like to thank the following for their reviews: LP Draconis, raine, DMRox, geyser, Baby T1, traitor aitor, bitter like chocolate, blackdragonofdeath13, mannging editor, chaos, blade05, crystaldream1 and story teller telling a lie… REVIEW!!!
~DREAMS OF REALITY~
…Ice-cube08…
Hurt as ever…
I went wandering down the grounds…
Feeling the bitter gentle wind on my now more pallid skin.
Letting the wind touch my skin
and blow my flaxen hair.
I know loving her was the last thing I'd ever done…
But I still did.
And I know that her, feeling the same was close to impossible.
Or should I say, certainly impossible.
Months ago,
I was here for a reason I don't even know.
All I know is that,
at the same time
I became conscious of things I shouldn't have.
I realized that I've been too harsh to people,
that I didn't know I am.
I even had an unusual feeling of saying sorry,
But I never thought that by doing so
would make me feel at ease for the first time this year.
Right now I'm thinking of a way to forget her…
But to all resort,
I fail…
even miserable than before.
I don't know what she's doing right now,
but I hope that whatever it is she's happy…
I know she may never learn to love me back,
but I'd try to live with it.
It's my fault anyway…
It's all I ever deserve…
I know it hurts me so bad
but I'll take it in,
as long as she's here in my heart…
I'd be happy…
I'm contented with it!