Chapter six: Getting beyond the pain that burns inside.
I heard the door creek open, as Nor stood in the door way. I had been in here for days, here lying on the bear wood floor not uttering a word under my breath. Each breath had become sharp from my constant crying. I tried to stop it but it wouldn't obey. My ruthless heat controlled me, and fought my attempts to pull myself together. I had stropped tying what use would it do he left me alone, I was alone. He's never coming back ever. Why do I still live on when the man I love more than life itself dies at the mercy of evil. I lay here open and exposed my heart destroyed. Pieces shattered on the floor surrounding me.
"Jade?" he picked up a plate that was p my bed from earlier. It was untouched like all the rest before it. "Jade answer me!"
I didn't say anything I just moved to face the wall. Bear like my soul in anguish.
"Jade" his voice was filled with anxiety, "why don't you answer me? Please Jade just a word, a grunt, anything to let me know your okay!" his voice pleaded and pawed me to answer.
I had nothing to say. I turned my head so I could see him out of the corner of my eye and nodded slightly. That's al I could do.
**********After the sun fell from its perch in the sky**********
It was growing dark once more, when I hear the door creep open once again. He walked over to me, however it was not Nor but my dad. I sat u and started to walk away. I couldn't handle him right now.
"Wait!"
an order he was ordering me, how dare he . I kept walking, then I stopped he had to know how much pain he could cause by his orders he knew nothing about my life or me.
"I... I wanted to see if you were alright" his voice was hard
I didn't turn to look him in the eye. He came around behind me, and put his arms around me and put his head on my shoulder. "I don't expect an answer I don't expect you to say anything"
I walked away from him into my closet and threw on some close jeans and a tank, along with my shoes. I left my hair down. Why bother to do anything to it.
"Where are you going?"
I didn't look at him I just kept walking into the kitchen Nor and Margie were standing there listing to my dad talk. They both jumped up when they saw me. Margie was holding Chris. As soon a s he saw me he started crying and holding his arms out to me his eyes priced my soul. Tears running down his face, I was all he had left as a parent, in the time his pleading, needy eyes bewitched me. Thy had captured me and sat me down on the couch. There was no escaping. I wanted to fight, to walk out, and forget about it all but he won't let me. I still was helpless. I fought Nor' strong embrace. "No... NO... Please let me go let me die alone... Please I beg you... Let me go" I broke down to tears streaming down my face, I couldn't take it any longer I cried openly into his chest. I tried to pull away my word shook them. Their eyes looked so frightened, for me. "Please... I don't expect you to understand all I want is to die. I want him to kill me the way he killed everybody else. Don't you get it I've had enough!" I walked over to Chris and kissed his forehead, taking off my locket and my wedding rings placing them on the table. "When he's older, when he will understand."
"You can't be serious" Margie Gasped
"I am. Take care of him, I'm leaving him in you care"
"Until you come back" dad pried
"No I'll die there. I'm not even gonna fight. "Tears were running down my face
I walked out into the dark moonlight, headed for the place that was destroyed.
***********************In Dumbledore' office********************
Dumbledore had been sitting there for two hours listing to this young man, a most interesting turn of events.
"Professor... I don't know what to do... I mean she's one of my best friends and I can talk to her about everything. Like I have known her forever. I can't help but feel something for her but I know now I can't get close to her, in fear I might kill her or our son"
"Oliver what tom is trying to do is take the body of his first born heir so he can be reborn. Eventually you will have to face him in a battle. Now he wants you on his side so he can use you as he wishes."
"I don't want to fight for him"
"Aw glad you think like that" "Is there any way I can be safe and not kill anyone."
"Yes indeed there is but I cannot make it not can Severus."
"Then who?"
"Jade."
Oliver went pale and started mumping "jade, but that'll put her and Chris at risk"
"Yes but she can fight you of if necessary. Now she's at a place called Poehaskeah I'll send you with a note to tell them everything, oh and while your there try to get things squared away" he scribbled away quickly before handing him the note then he evaporated.
***********************Back at Poehadkaeh************************
I ran and ran for hours I found myself back where I started what the hell was going on. Then it hit me, the property was enchanted to stop run away and suicides. "Damn you" I started waking back up to the house when someone evaporated right beside me. I looked over it was Oliver. Terror struck though me he had found us, what was he here for, not my baby please goddess not baby
I heard the door creek open, as Nor stood in the door way. I had been in here for days, here lying on the bear wood floor not uttering a word under my breath. Each breath had become sharp from my constant crying. I tried to stop it but it wouldn't obey. My ruthless heat controlled me, and fought my attempts to pull myself together. I had stropped tying what use would it do he left me alone, I was alone. He's never coming back ever. Why do I still live on when the man I love more than life itself dies at the mercy of evil. I lay here open and exposed my heart destroyed. Pieces shattered on the floor surrounding me.
"Jade?" he picked up a plate that was p my bed from earlier. It was untouched like all the rest before it. "Jade answer me!"
I didn't say anything I just moved to face the wall. Bear like my soul in anguish.
"Jade" his voice was filled with anxiety, "why don't you answer me? Please Jade just a word, a grunt, anything to let me know your okay!" his voice pleaded and pawed me to answer.
I had nothing to say. I turned my head so I could see him out of the corner of my eye and nodded slightly. That's al I could do.
**********After the sun fell from its perch in the sky**********
It was growing dark once more, when I hear the door creep open once again. He walked over to me, however it was not Nor but my dad. I sat u and started to walk away. I couldn't handle him right now.
"Wait!"
an order he was ordering me, how dare he . I kept walking, then I stopped he had to know how much pain he could cause by his orders he knew nothing about my life or me.
"I... I wanted to see if you were alright" his voice was hard
I didn't turn to look him in the eye. He came around behind me, and put his arms around me and put his head on my shoulder. "I don't expect an answer I don't expect you to say anything"
I walked away from him into my closet and threw on some close jeans and a tank, along with my shoes. I left my hair down. Why bother to do anything to it.
"Where are you going?"
I didn't look at him I just kept walking into the kitchen Nor and Margie were standing there listing to my dad talk. They both jumped up when they saw me. Margie was holding Chris. As soon a s he saw me he started crying and holding his arms out to me his eyes priced my soul. Tears running down his face, I was all he had left as a parent, in the time his pleading, needy eyes bewitched me. Thy had captured me and sat me down on the couch. There was no escaping. I wanted to fight, to walk out, and forget about it all but he won't let me. I still was helpless. I fought Nor' strong embrace. "No... NO... Please let me go let me die alone... Please I beg you... Let me go" I broke down to tears streaming down my face, I couldn't take it any longer I cried openly into his chest. I tried to pull away my word shook them. Their eyes looked so frightened, for me. "Please... I don't expect you to understand all I want is to die. I want him to kill me the way he killed everybody else. Don't you get it I've had enough!" I walked over to Chris and kissed his forehead, taking off my locket and my wedding rings placing them on the table. "When he's older, when he will understand."
"You can't be serious" Margie Gasped
"I am. Take care of him, I'm leaving him in you care"
"Until you come back" dad pried
"No I'll die there. I'm not even gonna fight. "Tears were running down my face
I walked out into the dark moonlight, headed for the place that was destroyed.
***********************In Dumbledore' office********************
Dumbledore had been sitting there for two hours listing to this young man, a most interesting turn of events.
"Professor... I don't know what to do... I mean she's one of my best friends and I can talk to her about everything. Like I have known her forever. I can't help but feel something for her but I know now I can't get close to her, in fear I might kill her or our son"
"Oliver what tom is trying to do is take the body of his first born heir so he can be reborn. Eventually you will have to face him in a battle. Now he wants you on his side so he can use you as he wishes."
"I don't want to fight for him"
"Aw glad you think like that" "Is there any way I can be safe and not kill anyone."
"Yes indeed there is but I cannot make it not can Severus."
"Then who?"
"Jade."
Oliver went pale and started mumping "jade, but that'll put her and Chris at risk"
"Yes but she can fight you of if necessary. Now she's at a place called Poehaskeah I'll send you with a note to tell them everything, oh and while your there try to get things squared away" he scribbled away quickly before handing him the note then he evaporated.
***********************Back at Poehadkaeh************************
I ran and ran for hours I found myself back where I started what the hell was going on. Then it hit me, the property was enchanted to stop run away and suicides. "Damn you" I started waking back up to the house when someone evaporated right beside me. I looked over it was Oliver. Terror struck though me he had found us, what was he here for, not my baby please goddess not baby