There isn't a title to this because I don't really have a knack for that hey I rhymed cool. Anyways I hope you like it and if you know of a good title let me know you never know I might use it if I like it. Please review I love to hear from you all good or bad I'm new at this so help me become better please. This is my first slash rated R for mild rape...I think mild not quite sure...any who there rape.

Oh yah I don't own the characters so don't try and sue. I wish I did but I don't end of that.

Read and enjoy.

Legolas POV

Why? Why did I tell him I needed to go on a walk by myself? Alone. The last thing I need is to be alone. I think Aragorn is getting suspicious, but I can't tell him. He would think I was too weak to stop it, and probably leave me to grief. No he wouldn't and you know it! You're just to chicken to tell him. A voice contradicted. What am I going to do? I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't even be in the same room as my beloved without tensing up. I hope he doesn't think this is his fault. It's not...it's just...I'm just afraid. Every time I look at him I don't see him all I see is the passion in his eyes.

~Flashback~

Legolas is walking threw the woods one evening when he heard footsteps, assuming that it was Aragorn he paid no attention to them until a rough hand slammed him down on the ground. "Aragorn?" He whispered harshly wondering what brought this kind of attitude on. "Aragorn?" he rasps, right before he's rolled over on his back. Then all the color drains from his face. It was a group of men. One man bends down and kisses his face roughly on the lips.

"This elf is mine!" the largest man, the leader, says. The other three back off and leave mumbling something about being back in an hour. Then the man looks back down at the elf. "To many clothes." He whispers. Fear jumps into the elf's eyes.

"No...Please." That's all he got out before the man's lips fused theirs together again. He traces his tongue on Legolas bottom lip.

"Open." The man rasps.

"No...Please...Stop." Legolas whispers not able to hold the tears back anymore. Then instead of pursuing him to open his mouth he decides to use a different approach. The man let his hands trail down the slim elf's body and back up. He drops his lips to the elf's throat nibbling and sucking. Soon he starts to unbutton Legolas tunic then shoves the opening apart and gazes at the beautiful elven body before him. The man lets his lips fall from the elf's neck to his chest doing the same treatment as he did on his throat. See that the elf was not resisting, but not responding to it either. He decides he should just get it over with and decides to prepare him.

He strips off all his clothes and tosses them somewhere away from them. Then jerks off his leggings and throws them out of the way. Then the man stats to kiss him again but more passion in it now. Then he takes his hand and strokes the elf's ear. Suddenly the elf gasps. "Ah...finally a response...that's it." The man groaned when Legolas body pushed up against the mans body because of the sensitive spot, but the man didn't know any thing the wiser. The man continued to kiss his lips and thrusting his tongue into the elf's mouth. Then Legolas started to fight back.

"Stop...Please...Stop." Legolas pushed his hands on the larger mans shoulders.

"If you don't stop struggling you're going to regret it."

"Please...No."

"Fine." He whispers harshly, "Have it your way I won't prep you." Two seconds later he was lying on his back being entered roughly. Once the man had his pleasure he got up and dressed and left the elf alone for despair.

~Reality~

Legolas shudders. "Why?" Why do I keep remembering that night? Then suddenly there was a hand on his shoulder, no not again his head screamed, and he jumped away in fear. Then turning around to see that it was Aragorn.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing." Legolas says the shivers. No, Elves don't shiver, his mind screamed at him. I hope Aragorn didn't notice that. Then he jerks his eyes up to Aragorn's face...his eyes.

"Legolas...come here?" Aragorn asked.

Legolas POV

He asked me to come over to him. What should I do? Should I go to him? No I...I can't.

"Please. Legolas. What's wrong? You haven't been with in four steps of me...Why? Aragorn walks up to me and touches me on the shoulder.

Aragorn POV

I barely touched him on his shoulder and turn him around when he cries out "Seas," and jumps away. No elf says that unless they think something bad is going to happen. I got to know what happen to him.

"Legolas...Please...tell me." I begged of him.

"I don't want you to leave." Legolas gasps trying to hold back the tears.

"What happened?" I had to ask him...I had to know. Why won't he tell me?

"After he was done crying he seemed hesitant to tell me. "Please...don't leave me."

Leave? Why would I leave? "Don't worry...I wont. Please tell me what happened."

"Well...a while back...when we first declared our love for each other... (Which incase anyone is wondering about 2 months ago.) I was walking threw the woods when..." Legolas goes on to tell him all about what had happened to him. After a few minutes pass with silence Legolas gets up and takes a few steps forward and away from Aragorn. "Aragorn...Please...don't be mad."

Mad of all the things. He thought I'd be mad at him, because...because of what had gone through. I had to set him straight. "Legolas...it's not your fault."

Legolas POV

Not my fault? How could he say that? It was! It was my entire fault I should have been able to prevent it. I had to set him straight. "Yes, it is. I couldn't stop him. It's my entire fault."

Aragorn jumped to his feet and walked over to me. I went to back up, but came up short, because there was a tree behind me. No where to go now I thought.

"Listen...," he said in a calm and sincere voice, "It's not your fault. I'm going to show you. You're capable of getting over this and you can love again. It will take time, but you will get over it. As for me leaving I would never think of doing that. So don't ever say that I won't ever leave you."

"Promise?" I heard myself saying.

"Only if you promise not to ever keep anything from me again. We have to be able to trust each other."

"I Promise."

"I promise, too."

And so the lessons began.