I Need To Let Go
By: Anti Darth Ani
Disclaimer: I don't own anything except for the writing itself. I don't know any of the CSI characters, although I would never pass up a chance to meet Eric, George, or Gary.
Author's Note: I decided to do another part after this, but only one more. So read it and let me know what you're thinking! Hope you enjoy as much as you did the first part. Thank you to all my wonderful readers and reviewers! Without you, I wouldn't be here!
Lyrics for this part are from Maroon 5, Harder To Breathe. I love that whole CD to death!!! You should really buy it. I was so high I did not recognize… La tee da…
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Part Two
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Sara was barely conscious to what they were doing. Movements and emotions all seemed to blur into all one event. The warm water sent a jolt through her body as soon as she felt it on her back. She had known Nick for over three years, yet she was finding out new things about him every minute. Like how he was such a good kisser. Sara almost laughed at herself for thinking about his kissing skills at the current time. The way his simple touch made her tremble made her feel weak, not that it mattered as soon as his lips were on hers again.
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How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
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Maybe visiting him was the best thing she had done in her life. When his tongue touched hers again, she felt safe and secure. She reached around his head and ran her fingers through his hair, which was soaking wet. Smiling against his lips, she began to use her fingers in an attempt to spike his hair up. Nick didn't seem to notice, just let himself get caught up in the kissing. God knew what they would do before work the next night. Nick was in a hurry to find out.
Sara pulled away so that she could breathe. She felt lightheaded and she knew that her body was lacking serious oxygen. Nick opened his eyes slowly and looked down at her face, "What the hell are you doing to my hair?" he whispered.
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You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This double vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I am walking on
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Sara shrugged grinned sheepishly, "I was a little bored. I think it looks sexy."
Nick didn't comment on the sexy part of her speech. He worked on the first sentence, "You were bored?" he asked, flabbergasted. "Bored?" he repeated when she didn't answer him.
Sara shook her head and gave him a fake little pout, "Can't we talk about this later?" she whispered seductively, bringing his face even closer to hers. "I'm not warm yet."
Nick let his hands slide down her sides to rest on her hips. "This is an important issue, Sara," he replied in the most serious voice he could manage. "If you're bored, I must be doing something wrong. Or maybe I'm not doing enough," he raised an eyebrow before lifting her up a little off the floor of the shower and pressing her back against the wall. Sara giggled, which was something Nick would never have guessed she would do in a million years. She wrapped her legs around his waist while he brought her mouth back to his.
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When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
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When she pulled away again, Nick didn't waste any time kissing down from her cheek to her neck. Sara tilted her head to the side to give him better access. "Nick…" Sara murmured while his lips traced her shoulder blade. "Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all," she started but was forced to stop when his mouth pressed against hers. Sara got caught up in the moment, making her wish it would never end, even though she knew it must. "We're wasting water," she murmured before nipping at his earlobe.
Nick smirked and brought his eyes level with hers. "You have no idea what you do to me, do you, Sidle?" he questioned, pressing her back a little harder against the wall to relieve some of the weight on him. "We can't just stop whenever you feel like it. It doesn't quite work like that, Sara. Besides, it was your idea to begin with. I thought you were cold."
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What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did
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Sara grinned madly. Her fingers threaded through his wet hair, feeling the power of the shower jet in his hair. Her whole hands were already getting numb. "You've run out of warm water. I'm loosing my mood," she warned him, whispering in his ear seductively. Nick shook his head and brought her mouth back to his. She didn't like to admit it, not even to herself, but she loved the way his tongue felt in her mouth. She could already feel herself loosing it slowly. She pressed her whole body against his, causing him to take a step back from the weight and allowing her to slide her legs back down to the floor of the shower. "We can always finishing this later," she reminded him, pulling her mouth away from his slowly.
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When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
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Nick ran his hands down her slick body, sighing while he rested his forehead against hers. "How much later?" he asked.
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Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold
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Sara couldn't help but let a small smile escape. "How fast can you dry us off?" she grinned before laying a small kiss on his mouth. She began to start to spike his hair again and Nick just shook his head in defeat. "I bet I can dry you off pretty damn fast if I've got a good reason to," he assured her. Sara nodded her head, her heart skipping a beat in anticipation, "You've got a good reason, Nick," she muttered.
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How do you like part two? Yeah or nay? Well, tell me what you think and I'll write the next chapter accordingly. Hope to hear from you! By the by, I'm having SO much fun writing this!
By: Anti Darth Ani
Disclaimer: I don't own anything except for the writing itself. I don't know any of the CSI characters, although I would never pass up a chance to meet Eric, George, or Gary.
Author's Note: I decided to do another part after this, but only one more. So read it and let me know what you're thinking! Hope you enjoy as much as you did the first part. Thank you to all my wonderful readers and reviewers! Without you, I wouldn't be here!
Lyrics for this part are from Maroon 5, Harder To Breathe. I love that whole CD to death!!! You should really buy it. I was so high I did not recognize… La tee da…
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Part Two
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Sara was barely conscious to what they were doing. Movements and emotions all seemed to blur into all one event. The warm water sent a jolt through her body as soon as she felt it on her back. She had known Nick for over three years, yet she was finding out new things about him every minute. Like how he was such a good kisser. Sara almost laughed at herself for thinking about his kissing skills at the current time. The way his simple touch made her tremble made her feel weak, not that it mattered as soon as his lips were on hers again.
-----
How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
-----
Maybe visiting him was the best thing she had done in her life. When his tongue touched hers again, she felt safe and secure. She reached around his head and ran her fingers through his hair, which was soaking wet. Smiling against his lips, she began to use her fingers in an attempt to spike his hair up. Nick didn't seem to notice, just let himself get caught up in the kissing. God knew what they would do before work the next night. Nick was in a hurry to find out.
Sara pulled away so that she could breathe. She felt lightheaded and she knew that her body was lacking serious oxygen. Nick opened his eyes slowly and looked down at her face, "What the hell are you doing to my hair?" he whispered.
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You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This double vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I am walking on
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Sara shrugged grinned sheepishly, "I was a little bored. I think it looks sexy."
Nick didn't comment on the sexy part of her speech. He worked on the first sentence, "You were bored?" he asked, flabbergasted. "Bored?" he repeated when she didn't answer him.
Sara shook her head and gave him a fake little pout, "Can't we talk about this later?" she whispered seductively, bringing his face even closer to hers. "I'm not warm yet."
Nick let his hands slide down her sides to rest on her hips. "This is an important issue, Sara," he replied in the most serious voice he could manage. "If you're bored, I must be doing something wrong. Or maybe I'm not doing enough," he raised an eyebrow before lifting her up a little off the floor of the shower and pressing her back against the wall. Sara giggled, which was something Nick would never have guessed she would do in a million years. She wrapped her legs around his waist while he brought her mouth back to his.
-----
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
-----
When she pulled away again, Nick didn't waste any time kissing down from her cheek to her neck. Sara tilted her head to the side to give him better access. "Nick…" Sara murmured while his lips traced her shoulder blade. "Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all," she started but was forced to stop when his mouth pressed against hers. Sara got caught up in the moment, making her wish it would never end, even though she knew it must. "We're wasting water," she murmured before nipping at his earlobe.
Nick smirked and brought his eyes level with hers. "You have no idea what you do to me, do you, Sidle?" he questioned, pressing her back a little harder against the wall to relieve some of the weight on him. "We can't just stop whenever you feel like it. It doesn't quite work like that, Sara. Besides, it was your idea to begin with. I thought you were cold."
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What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did
-----
Sara grinned madly. Her fingers threaded through his wet hair, feeling the power of the shower jet in his hair. Her whole hands were already getting numb. "You've run out of warm water. I'm loosing my mood," she warned him, whispering in his ear seductively. Nick shook his head and brought her mouth back to his. She didn't like to admit it, not even to herself, but she loved the way his tongue felt in her mouth. She could already feel herself loosing it slowly. She pressed her whole body against his, causing him to take a step back from the weight and allowing her to slide her legs back down to the floor of the shower. "We can always finishing this later," she reminded him, pulling her mouth away from his slowly.
-----
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
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Nick ran his hands down her slick body, sighing while he rested his forehead against hers. "How much later?" he asked.
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Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold
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Sara couldn't help but let a small smile escape. "How fast can you dry us off?" she grinned before laying a small kiss on his mouth. She began to start to spike his hair again and Nick just shook his head in defeat. "I bet I can dry you off pretty damn fast if I've got a good reason to," he assured her. Sara nodded her head, her heart skipping a beat in anticipation, "You've got a good reason, Nick," she muttered.
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How do you like part two? Yeah or nay? Well, tell me what you think and I'll write the next chapter accordingly. Hope to hear from you! By the by, I'm having SO much fun writing this!