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Imagi: Thank god MH never does a disclaimer, she don't believe in them.
Summary: Kai looks over the edge of the cliff, taking a deep breath of fear, he slowly tips forward and listens to the wind's song.
- Cause baby even stars fall from the sky – One shot – Kai POV –
I leaned against the rail and let my face drop into it.
Many times have I been up here to clear my head out. My head out of the mist blocking my right for freedom and experiencing the pleasures off life. My head in the first place got cloaked up with all the negative feelings I have had in my life, I think that's enough to block the sun out whole.
However as hard as I try to shine through those dusty clouds, it still won't come through. Instead I would probably make it stronger by giving in and letting it laugh at me when I fall.
I sink my head into the rusty rail as I feel warm tears trying to escape my eyes. But I won't let them. I just close my eyes, squeeze them shut until they retreat back into the that mist.
Life too me has been hell, ive been blocked out from the world. Prisoned inside here, chained to the walls of my mind and guarded by a pair of piercing eyes, digging into my soul, erasing any kind of happiness inside of me. As I lay, motionless in the depths of my mind.
All the sorrow inside of me is now corrupting me, tearing me apart, reopening the scars from yesterday.
My pride now only hangs on a piece off thin thread, slowly snapping, one by one and wobbling dangerously.
Defeated, I let the tears finally pour out as they speared out on my face like a little river forming. I can feel the tears clashing with my face paint and fused together to make blue tears which stain on my face.
My shoulders start to tremble as soft sob escapes my lips.
I grab the pole with my shaking hands and force my self over the pole. I quickly clutch the pole again, knowing what my mind wants to do and drop down onto the grass, holding the pole for dear life.
I tried to calm myself down and tell myself not to think of such thing, even though it seems like away to get out of my mind, to kill it.
My hands felt the roughness on the pole, as I slid them up and pulling myself up once again.
I gulped and looked down.
The seashore at night up from here looked very dark. The sea clashed into the dangerous rocks and where pushed back into the sea once again. It kept on going back and forth, just like I was. Pulling myself down further but then pulling myself back up.
It's a choice Kai...end it now or suffer more.
Taking a keep breath and not looking down, my hands became weak and let go. Loosing my balance I fell of the cliff and I was plunging down...down...down.
I had now chosen and was waiting to see what happened, I knew that I would die straight away when I hit the rocks...but what would happen after that?
My tears started to build up again and they flew off into the air, then slowly catching down with me.
The wind was rushing upwards, like it was trying its best to fly me back up, as if it was trying to save me.
* I want you to feel safe here.
In my arms.
I don't want to see a single tear.
Now your in my arms.
*
I closed my eyes, remembering those words coming out of her sweet, rosy lips.
* I don't want you to be ashamed.
Next to me.
Or go away thinking your unnamed.
While your next to me.
*
I wanted to hear her sing some more.
* Come up to me and wipe you tears.
Hold my hand.
And say bye-bye to your childish fears.
While you hold my hand
*
I could feel myself escaping the chains and begging for her to finish her song. I relaxed a bit more when the wind softly spoke into my ear.
* Now lay down and look up to the sky.
Understand.
Don't fall onto the floor and start to cry.
Look and understand.
*
I am reaching the bottom, but I just want her to finish before I die. I took a deep breath and swallowed my fear of dying.
* Hush my child, I don't want to see you cry.
Cause baby, even stars fall from the sky.
*
End of Chapter –
MH: You like, you don't like? Flamers welcome! Plus I might do an extra bit to it! But I won't start planning yet and it will prob just be a little chapter! I hope you like da song, it WAS a poem so......neh! PLEASE R&R
Imagi: Thank god MH never does a disclaimer, she don't believe in them.
Summary: Kai looks over the edge of the cliff, taking a deep breath of fear, he slowly tips forward and listens to the wind's song.
- Cause baby even stars fall from the sky – One shot – Kai POV –
I leaned against the rail and let my face drop into it.
Many times have I been up here to clear my head out. My head out of the mist blocking my right for freedom and experiencing the pleasures off life. My head in the first place got cloaked up with all the negative feelings I have had in my life, I think that's enough to block the sun out whole.
However as hard as I try to shine through those dusty clouds, it still won't come through. Instead I would probably make it stronger by giving in and letting it laugh at me when I fall.
I sink my head into the rusty rail as I feel warm tears trying to escape my eyes. But I won't let them. I just close my eyes, squeeze them shut until they retreat back into the that mist.
Life too me has been hell, ive been blocked out from the world. Prisoned inside here, chained to the walls of my mind and guarded by a pair of piercing eyes, digging into my soul, erasing any kind of happiness inside of me. As I lay, motionless in the depths of my mind.
All the sorrow inside of me is now corrupting me, tearing me apart, reopening the scars from yesterday.
My pride now only hangs on a piece off thin thread, slowly snapping, one by one and wobbling dangerously.
Defeated, I let the tears finally pour out as they speared out on my face like a little river forming. I can feel the tears clashing with my face paint and fused together to make blue tears which stain on my face.
My shoulders start to tremble as soft sob escapes my lips.
I grab the pole with my shaking hands and force my self over the pole. I quickly clutch the pole again, knowing what my mind wants to do and drop down onto the grass, holding the pole for dear life.
I tried to calm myself down and tell myself not to think of such thing, even though it seems like away to get out of my mind, to kill it.
My hands felt the roughness on the pole, as I slid them up and pulling myself up once again.
I gulped and looked down.
The seashore at night up from here looked very dark. The sea clashed into the dangerous rocks and where pushed back into the sea once again. It kept on going back and forth, just like I was. Pulling myself down further but then pulling myself back up.
It's a choice Kai...end it now or suffer more.
Taking a keep breath and not looking down, my hands became weak and let go. Loosing my balance I fell of the cliff and I was plunging down...down...down.
I had now chosen and was waiting to see what happened, I knew that I would die straight away when I hit the rocks...but what would happen after that?
My tears started to build up again and they flew off into the air, then slowly catching down with me.
The wind was rushing upwards, like it was trying its best to fly me back up, as if it was trying to save me.
* I want you to feel safe here.
In my arms.
I don't want to see a single tear.
Now your in my arms.
*
I closed my eyes, remembering those words coming out of her sweet, rosy lips.
* I don't want you to be ashamed.
Next to me.
Or go away thinking your unnamed.
While your next to me.
*
I wanted to hear her sing some more.
* Come up to me and wipe you tears.
Hold my hand.
And say bye-bye to your childish fears.
While you hold my hand
*
I could feel myself escaping the chains and begging for her to finish her song. I relaxed a bit more when the wind softly spoke into my ear.
* Now lay down and look up to the sky.
Understand.
Don't fall onto the floor and start to cry.
Look and understand.
*
I am reaching the bottom, but I just want her to finish before I die. I took a deep breath and swallowed my fear of dying.
* Hush my child, I don't want to see you cry.
Cause baby, even stars fall from the sky.
*
End of Chapter –
MH: You like, you don't like? Flamers welcome! Plus I might do an extra bit to it! But I won't start planning yet and it will prob just be a little chapter! I hope you like da song, it WAS a poem so......neh! PLEASE R&R