Attempt
A/N Upon waited, I've updated..lol..Ok, I just had to finish this..or at least start it. Not much to say now, but thanks 4 reviewing. I did rush a bit b4, haven't I? I was in a hurry though. Don't ya get that excitement in writing where you HAVE to finish b4 you had to get off? I did with the last chapter, lol. Well, hope this one's better.
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Hermione opened the door to her room and found Harry and Ginny watching tv. Ron, though, wasn't there.
"What took you?" Ginny asked.
"Got sidetracked," Hermione said, not looking at them. She wasn't going to tell them about Josh, especially Ron. Speaking of Ron. . ."Where's Ron?"
"On the balcony," Harry said. She bit her lip, while bad thoughts when through her head. What if Ron saw the whole thing? Hermione went through the sliding glass door and saw Ron leaning on the railing.
"Hey Ron," she said cautiously.
"Hey," he said dully. It looked like he was very upset.
"What's wrong?" she asked, afraid of what he'd say. He just shook his head like he couldn't talk.
"Hermione, can you come her for a sec?" Ginny asked from the other room, and without another choice, Hermione left Ron alone.
"Do you know what's wrong with Ron?" she asked Ginny, who shook her head.
"That's what I was going to ask you," she said. "He was fine up until he came back from the balcony. He came in, looking VERY upset, and he used the bathroom, and went back outside."
"He used the bathroom? Did you notice anything different when he came back out?" Hermione asked.
"No..well, he was holding his arm, but casually," Ginny told her, and both she and Harry gasped.
"He didn't.." Harry said, getting up, but Hermione stopped him.
"No, Harry. If he wants to tell use, he can. He doesn't have to," she told him, and he sighed, sitting back down."By the way, what time is it?"
"Let me check.." Ginny said, looking at the watch on her hand. "Oh, my god, it's a little past midnight. We better get some sleep." They all got up to get changed and head to bed, taking a glance at Ron. . .but would it be their last?
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There was a sudden breeze that went pass Hermione, waking her up. It was barely 2 in the morning. She looked around the room and saw that the balcony door was opened. Was Ron still there? Hermione got up, wrapped a robe around her, and walked over to the door. She saw that Harry was in bed, but Ron wasn't. She also saw a familiar notebook, opened on Ron's side of the bed. Taking a very deep breath, she picked it up and read the opened page. It said:
Another day has just gone by
I'm thinking about you all the time
The problem, though, is that you don't love me
I'm not stupid, I can see
It hurts to not be loved by you
I could have made all your dreams come true
But you chose a different path to follow
Probably thinking I'm so hollow
Don't worry, though, I'll get much better
Death is what I mean by in this letter
I send my love to all my friends
telling them my heart can't mend
My family is who I loved so dearly
Coming by to visit yearly
Good-bye is how to put this all
Before I choose to step and fall
Hermione dropped the notebook and ran to the balcony, where she found Ron standing on the rails as she once did, but he ment to do this.
"RON! Don't!" she begged him. He turned around to face her.
"Why not?" he said.
"Because you don't need to. Why would you want to die, anyways?" Hermione asked him.
"Why? No one loves me, that's why," he said, and looked at the ground. "I can stop the pain now."
"Ron, please, don't do it. You know that everyone loves you," Hermione said, about to cry. What if he went through with it? No one could survive a fall from this high..he'd be gone forever.
"I'm going through with it no matter what any one says. I don't want to live, so I don't have to," Ron said, and turned to face Hermione again. "Before I go, though, I need to tell you something. I love you. I have for a very long time, but I can't have you. Harry can fill you in on the rest. Good-bye, Hermione, I'll always love you no matter what, even if you don't love me." He was about to jump when Harry and Ginny came on the balcony.
"No, Ron, stop!" Ginny cried out, and he did. "Don't do this."
"I have to," Ron said. "I can't waist anymore time now. Look in my notebook and you'll see what I wrote to each of you. I love you guys, but I do not need to live. Good-bye." And with that, he jumped off.
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A/N Nasty lil' cliffhanger? Mwahaha..I'm evil.I was gonna add more on after the end of this, but you'll have to wait next chappy, heh. And did you like the poem? I wrote it myself, just like it is. In my head, and stuff. Sorry if it was kind of long, I get carried away with poems, lol.
A/N Upon waited, I've updated..lol..Ok, I just had to finish this..or at least start it. Not much to say now, but thanks 4 reviewing. I did rush a bit b4, haven't I? I was in a hurry though. Don't ya get that excitement in writing where you HAVE to finish b4 you had to get off? I did with the last chapter, lol. Well, hope this one's better.
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Hermione opened the door to her room and found Harry and Ginny watching tv. Ron, though, wasn't there.
"What took you?" Ginny asked.
"Got sidetracked," Hermione said, not looking at them. She wasn't going to tell them about Josh, especially Ron. Speaking of Ron. . ."Where's Ron?"
"On the balcony," Harry said. She bit her lip, while bad thoughts when through her head. What if Ron saw the whole thing? Hermione went through the sliding glass door and saw Ron leaning on the railing.
"Hey Ron," she said cautiously.
"Hey," he said dully. It looked like he was very upset.
"What's wrong?" she asked, afraid of what he'd say. He just shook his head like he couldn't talk.
"Hermione, can you come her for a sec?" Ginny asked from the other room, and without another choice, Hermione left Ron alone.
"Do you know what's wrong with Ron?" she asked Ginny, who shook her head.
"That's what I was going to ask you," she said. "He was fine up until he came back from the balcony. He came in, looking VERY upset, and he used the bathroom, and went back outside."
"He used the bathroom? Did you notice anything different when he came back out?" Hermione asked.
"No..well, he was holding his arm, but casually," Ginny told her, and both she and Harry gasped.
"He didn't.." Harry said, getting up, but Hermione stopped him.
"No, Harry. If he wants to tell use, he can. He doesn't have to," she told him, and he sighed, sitting back down."By the way, what time is it?"
"Let me check.." Ginny said, looking at the watch on her hand. "Oh, my god, it's a little past midnight. We better get some sleep." They all got up to get changed and head to bed, taking a glance at Ron. . .but would it be their last?
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There was a sudden breeze that went pass Hermione, waking her up. It was barely 2 in the morning. She looked around the room and saw that the balcony door was opened. Was Ron still there? Hermione got up, wrapped a robe around her, and walked over to the door. She saw that Harry was in bed, but Ron wasn't. She also saw a familiar notebook, opened on Ron's side of the bed. Taking a very deep breath, she picked it up and read the opened page. It said:
Another day has just gone by
I'm thinking about you all the time
The problem, though, is that you don't love me
I'm not stupid, I can see
It hurts to not be loved by you
I could have made all your dreams come true
But you chose a different path to follow
Probably thinking I'm so hollow
Don't worry, though, I'll get much better
Death is what I mean by in this letter
I send my love to all my friends
telling them my heart can't mend
My family is who I loved so dearly
Coming by to visit yearly
Good-bye is how to put this all
Before I choose to step and fall
Hermione dropped the notebook and ran to the balcony, where she found Ron standing on the rails as she once did, but he ment to do this.
"RON! Don't!" she begged him. He turned around to face her.
"Why not?" he said.
"Because you don't need to. Why would you want to die, anyways?" Hermione asked him.
"Why? No one loves me, that's why," he said, and looked at the ground. "I can stop the pain now."
"Ron, please, don't do it. You know that everyone loves you," Hermione said, about to cry. What if he went through with it? No one could survive a fall from this high..he'd be gone forever.
"I'm going through with it no matter what any one says. I don't want to live, so I don't have to," Ron said, and turned to face Hermione again. "Before I go, though, I need to tell you something. I love you. I have for a very long time, but I can't have you. Harry can fill you in on the rest. Good-bye, Hermione, I'll always love you no matter what, even if you don't love me." He was about to jump when Harry and Ginny came on the balcony.
"No, Ron, stop!" Ginny cried out, and he did. "Don't do this."
"I have to," Ron said. "I can't waist anymore time now. Look in my notebook and you'll see what I wrote to each of you. I love you guys, but I do not need to live. Good-bye." And with that, he jumped off.
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A/N Nasty lil' cliffhanger? Mwahaha..I'm evil.I was gonna add more on after the end of this, but you'll have to wait next chappy, heh. And did you like the poem? I wrote it myself, just like it is. In my head, and stuff. Sorry if it was kind of long, I get carried away with poems, lol.