Cat and Ivy: Emotions1.4
Keira Knightly – Rhea Black
Elisha Cuthbert – Caroline Hannah Lance
Natalie Portman – Katherine Gordon
Karen Cliché – Helena Kyle
Dina Meyer – Flora Isley
Joaquin Phoenix – Kodiak Bard
Jason Bateman – Richard Grayson
Julianne Moore – Barbara Gordon
Ashley Judd – Kayla Black
Constance Marie – Renee Montoya
Created By: Elektra
Written By: Elektra
Edited By: Kiwi
Published By: DDES Fictions
Produced By: DDES Fictions
Directed By: Dritz Darkstorm
Casting By: Peaches, Panther, Dritz Darkstorm and Elektra
Copy Right of Kodiak Bard, Caroline Hannah Lance, Katherine Gordon, and Flora Isley are NOW sole property of SE Fictions, and any other character not appearing in DC Comics or WB Pictures. Rhea Leann Black is property of DDE Fictions. Kayla Black is property of Dritz Darkstorm
Dedication: To Jo from Everywherechat.com for your inspiration to carry on. To all the writers of Birds of Pre Online my friends and family at Birds of Prey Archive Community, the fellow birds at Words of Prey Message Board.
This is the first week back from the hospital, only spent two weeks there, everyone stopped by to help me. This isn't exactly the easiest time for me, but I'm getting through it. My Mom has become my rock; I think our relationship is better now than it has been in years.
My recovery emotionally will take time I know that. Two weeks ago I was a mess, now I am just a cleaner mess as my Mother puts it. Your probably itching to know just how I managed to become sane.
Well my Mother and Aunts all helped me. They told me their stories of love and loss, tragedies and sorrow. Seriously I don't know what I do with out them. Not enough for you? Heh, then you can read my journal. No you can't not in this season you don't.
Right now the gang and me are heading to Miami. Yes Miami! This is so rocking, but of course it's for the newly devised Batman Task Force. Auntie Barbara is giving us information as we speak.
"Los Diablo's main head quarters are in Miami. I'm sending this information to the local resident there, Deborah Jo Gardens or Lady Shark. She works as an undercover operative for many agencies, one to name is Interpol." Barbara Gordon informs us as we drive down the Florida Coast.
"Lady Shark?" Flora questions "Yes Flora Tulip Isley" Barbara answers in a more Drill Sergeant tone. "Don't get Mrs. Bitch on me" Flora retorts, which is going to cost her "That's a 1,000 dollar fine Miss Mouth" Barbara deducts.
"Ouch" I reply teasingly "If it weren't for what happened two weeks ago I'd take 1,000 dollars from you as well Rhea" Barbara responds
The beautiful Miami Coast is just that, the sun gazing down on the water, and all the hot Cuban boys. Are men on my mind? Yes, and so is sex but we won't go there for the sake of this episode. I notice Kathy has her nose in another graphic novel
"What adventure does May Parker or Spider-Woman get into this time?" I ask rather annoyingly "Its not Spider-Woman its Elektra the III mind you, and it's a crossover with the Evolutionary Mutant X Men" Kathy explains. That girl is always into Anime, Fantasy, Science Fiction and what have you. She loves to read, got that from her mother; she loves to tinker with mechanics she got that from her father.
I try not to think about two weeks ago, if I do I will fall back into my hell, which sometimes I think I am still in my hell. I could have become a mother; I could have done other things. What am I saying, all hope is lost, all that I've worked for is gone.
Looking out again, my mind is at ease but my soul isn't it wrestles my heart. "We're here," Barbara announces, slowly getting out of the car, I lean up against it. That's it I need a smoke, where the hell is my pack. Searching endlessly now, digging through my pockets, checking my purse and ERUEKA! In my back pocket….
Pulling out the Marlboro box out of my back pocket, open it to find only 3 smokes left, shame there aren't anymore, looks like I'll be giving Florida some money going to need a carton or two just to be on the safe side.
Taking one out, putting the butt end on the tip of my lips, grabbing my lighter from my front pocket. And presto, I have a cigarette, letting out smoke I wait for the others. "You'll all, have separate hotel rooms shall you choose to stay together is your choice" Barbara informed handing us all our packets.
Captain Renee Montoya offered me time off, but as stubborn as my mother I declined, my Mother wonders why I even took the position under Montoya. She doesn't know that Montoya is a great woman, well she does but Mom has this weird thing against her.
"Are you gonna be okay Rhea?" Barbara asks coming to me, I nod my cigarette between my middle and index finger, of my right hand my left hand rubbing my temples. "If at anytime you wish to go home its okay" she reassures me, Barbara is so concerned it's like having my Mother here but not.
Putting put my cigarette temporarily, I quickly get to my room, and my things are already put in place. I close all the drapes, and any sign of light. I sit on my bed headboard to the wall, as is my back to the headboard. Listening to the silence my heart sinks.
I relight the cigarette and continue to smoke it. My now ex-boyfriend never knew of the miscarriage, just like I never knew I was pregnant. Guess everyone is getting hurt. I'm so lost right now and my mother is my only light and she isn't here. Just then my phone rings, I think about it, should I let it ring?
No it's going to annoy me. "Rhea" I answer my Mother is on the other side. I want to cry right now, but it hurts to cry at this point. "Angel?" she answers, "Mommy" I cry putting out my cigarette again, putting it in the ashtray she hears me cry.
"Oh my baby angel, I love you so much, you might have lost your baby but I'm afraid I'm going to lose mine" she cries, it hurts to hear her cry for me. In the past two weeks she and I have become the rocks for each other.
"Mom" I cry I don't think I can get the words past my throat.
"Angel, I prayed for so long for us to find each other. I didn't spend 27 hours in labor for nothing, I didn't spend 20 minutes delivering my daughter just so she could be in torment" She begins I can hear her crying.
"Baby, you're my only daughter, I know your lost in the dark, but hold on to my love I know your broken hearted but what keeps you strong?" She asks me; right now I'm balling in tears and everything hurts again. "Visions of you hugging me keeping me safe and warm, you held my hand and showed me life, and I've never been the same" I answer, she cries
"Sweetheart do you know how many times I thought I lost you?" she questions
"You saw through the dark Mom, you saw all that I am made to be, you looked into my eyes, you found me, and have kept me safe ever since." I answer again my soul is aching right now you wouldn't know my pain. A friend said its just a phase sometimes I feel like its more than a phase.
"Angel it hurts, everything hurts doesn't it?" She questions but silence is my answer she knows it does. "I love you, you're my baby angel. I am your mother, I will always love you, no matter what happens and no matter what you do your mine and you can do no wrong you know that" She continues
"You were the only one that believed in me" I respond
"Baby I'm here, you should go and get to work, I love you," She says hanging up.
Her words are something that I need so badly. She is the friend I thought I would never have, and I know that she will love me forever. Moms are great for cheering their kids up.
A knock comes to my door; I realize my make up is smeared but its Helena, Hannah, and Kathy. So I don't have anyone important to impress. "Hey" they say in unison, I smile and cry. They cry walking in and turning on the lights. By them turning on the lights in the room it turned the lights on in my heart.
"I think you need us" Kathy said looking to me, she is so sweet. "Yeah I do need you guys" I'm going to agree with them. Helena told me Flora was out with Dizzy, Kodiak came in minutes later. It became this big group therapy session.
All sorts of secrets were spilled, well just the ones on Lady Shark. "We need to be down at the beach by noon tomorrow" Hannah instructs "Flora will be here" she points out, "Kodi and I will be down here" Helena points out, I get the sweet location by the Life Guard's booth. Maybe some hottie will have to come and save me.
"Ready for Miami?" Kathy asks me, now of course I'm ready. "Hello! Its Miami who isn't ready?" I question and everyone laughs. I'm feeling much better now. My mother is a genius, a pure genius no matter what anyone else says.
Keira Knightly – Rhea Black
Elisha Cuthbert – Caroline Hannah Lance
Natalie Portman – Katherine Gordon
Karen Cliché – Helena Kyle
Dina Meyer – Flora Isley
Joaquin Phoenix – Kodiak Bard
Jason Bateman – Richard Grayson
Julianne Moore – Barbara Gordon
Ashley Judd – Kayla Black
Constance Marie – Renee Montoya
Created By: Elektra
Written By: Elektra
Edited By: Kiwi
Published By: DDES Fictions
Produced By: DDES Fictions
Directed By: Dritz Darkstorm
Casting By: Peaches, Panther, Dritz Darkstorm and Elektra
Copy Right of Kodiak Bard, Caroline Hannah Lance, Katherine Gordon, and Flora Isley are NOW sole property of SE Fictions, and any other character not appearing in DC Comics or WB Pictures. Rhea Leann Black is property of DDE Fictions. Kayla Black is property of Dritz Darkstorm
Dedication: To Jo from Everywherechat.com for your inspiration to carry on. To all the writers of Birds of Pre Online my friends and family at Birds of Prey Archive Community, the fellow birds at Words of Prey Message Board.
This is the first week back from the hospital, only spent two weeks there, everyone stopped by to help me. This isn't exactly the easiest time for me, but I'm getting through it. My Mom has become my rock; I think our relationship is better now than it has been in years.
My recovery emotionally will take time I know that. Two weeks ago I was a mess, now I am just a cleaner mess as my Mother puts it. Your probably itching to know just how I managed to become sane.
Well my Mother and Aunts all helped me. They told me their stories of love and loss, tragedies and sorrow. Seriously I don't know what I do with out them. Not enough for you? Heh, then you can read my journal. No you can't not in this season you don't.
Right now the gang and me are heading to Miami. Yes Miami! This is so rocking, but of course it's for the newly devised Batman Task Force. Auntie Barbara is giving us information as we speak.
"Los Diablo's main head quarters are in Miami. I'm sending this information to the local resident there, Deborah Jo Gardens or Lady Shark. She works as an undercover operative for many agencies, one to name is Interpol." Barbara Gordon informs us as we drive down the Florida Coast.
"Lady Shark?" Flora questions "Yes Flora Tulip Isley" Barbara answers in a more Drill Sergeant tone. "Don't get Mrs. Bitch on me" Flora retorts, which is going to cost her "That's a 1,000 dollar fine Miss Mouth" Barbara deducts.
"Ouch" I reply teasingly "If it weren't for what happened two weeks ago I'd take 1,000 dollars from you as well Rhea" Barbara responds
The beautiful Miami Coast is just that, the sun gazing down on the water, and all the hot Cuban boys. Are men on my mind? Yes, and so is sex but we won't go there for the sake of this episode. I notice Kathy has her nose in another graphic novel
"What adventure does May Parker or Spider-Woman get into this time?" I ask rather annoyingly "Its not Spider-Woman its Elektra the III mind you, and it's a crossover with the Evolutionary Mutant X Men" Kathy explains. That girl is always into Anime, Fantasy, Science Fiction and what have you. She loves to read, got that from her mother; she loves to tinker with mechanics she got that from her father.
I try not to think about two weeks ago, if I do I will fall back into my hell, which sometimes I think I am still in my hell. I could have become a mother; I could have done other things. What am I saying, all hope is lost, all that I've worked for is gone.
Looking out again, my mind is at ease but my soul isn't it wrestles my heart. "We're here," Barbara announces, slowly getting out of the car, I lean up against it. That's it I need a smoke, where the hell is my pack. Searching endlessly now, digging through my pockets, checking my purse and ERUEKA! In my back pocket….
Pulling out the Marlboro box out of my back pocket, open it to find only 3 smokes left, shame there aren't anymore, looks like I'll be giving Florida some money going to need a carton or two just to be on the safe side.
Taking one out, putting the butt end on the tip of my lips, grabbing my lighter from my front pocket. And presto, I have a cigarette, letting out smoke I wait for the others. "You'll all, have separate hotel rooms shall you choose to stay together is your choice" Barbara informed handing us all our packets.
Captain Renee Montoya offered me time off, but as stubborn as my mother I declined, my Mother wonders why I even took the position under Montoya. She doesn't know that Montoya is a great woman, well she does but Mom has this weird thing against her.
"Are you gonna be okay Rhea?" Barbara asks coming to me, I nod my cigarette between my middle and index finger, of my right hand my left hand rubbing my temples. "If at anytime you wish to go home its okay" she reassures me, Barbara is so concerned it's like having my Mother here but not.
Putting put my cigarette temporarily, I quickly get to my room, and my things are already put in place. I close all the drapes, and any sign of light. I sit on my bed headboard to the wall, as is my back to the headboard. Listening to the silence my heart sinks.
I relight the cigarette and continue to smoke it. My now ex-boyfriend never knew of the miscarriage, just like I never knew I was pregnant. Guess everyone is getting hurt. I'm so lost right now and my mother is my only light and she isn't here. Just then my phone rings, I think about it, should I let it ring?
No it's going to annoy me. "Rhea" I answer my Mother is on the other side. I want to cry right now, but it hurts to cry at this point. "Angel?" she answers, "Mommy" I cry putting out my cigarette again, putting it in the ashtray she hears me cry.
"Oh my baby angel, I love you so much, you might have lost your baby but I'm afraid I'm going to lose mine" she cries, it hurts to hear her cry for me. In the past two weeks she and I have become the rocks for each other.
"Mom" I cry I don't think I can get the words past my throat.
"Angel, I prayed for so long for us to find each other. I didn't spend 27 hours in labor for nothing, I didn't spend 20 minutes delivering my daughter just so she could be in torment" She begins I can hear her crying.
"Baby, you're my only daughter, I know your lost in the dark, but hold on to my love I know your broken hearted but what keeps you strong?" She asks me; right now I'm balling in tears and everything hurts again. "Visions of you hugging me keeping me safe and warm, you held my hand and showed me life, and I've never been the same" I answer, she cries
"Sweetheart do you know how many times I thought I lost you?" she questions
"You saw through the dark Mom, you saw all that I am made to be, you looked into my eyes, you found me, and have kept me safe ever since." I answer again my soul is aching right now you wouldn't know my pain. A friend said its just a phase sometimes I feel like its more than a phase.
"Angel it hurts, everything hurts doesn't it?" She questions but silence is my answer she knows it does. "I love you, you're my baby angel. I am your mother, I will always love you, no matter what happens and no matter what you do your mine and you can do no wrong you know that" She continues
"You were the only one that believed in me" I respond
"Baby I'm here, you should go and get to work, I love you," She says hanging up.
Her words are something that I need so badly. She is the friend I thought I would never have, and I know that she will love me forever. Moms are great for cheering their kids up.
A knock comes to my door; I realize my make up is smeared but its Helena, Hannah, and Kathy. So I don't have anyone important to impress. "Hey" they say in unison, I smile and cry. They cry walking in and turning on the lights. By them turning on the lights in the room it turned the lights on in my heart.
"I think you need us" Kathy said looking to me, she is so sweet. "Yeah I do need you guys" I'm going to agree with them. Helena told me Flora was out with Dizzy, Kodiak came in minutes later. It became this big group therapy session.
All sorts of secrets were spilled, well just the ones on Lady Shark. "We need to be down at the beach by noon tomorrow" Hannah instructs "Flora will be here" she points out, "Kodi and I will be down here" Helena points out, I get the sweet location by the Life Guard's booth. Maybe some hottie will have to come and save me.
"Ready for Miami?" Kathy asks me, now of course I'm ready. "Hello! Its Miami who isn't ready?" I question and everyone laughs. I'm feeling much better now. My mother is a genius, a pure genius no matter what anyone else says.