Port Charles Court House.
Courtney Matthews Morgan was angry at so many things. Okay she was really mad at Billy, had she not come to town then her husband wouldn't have questioned his marriage. But Billy did tell him to fix things with his wife. If Billy hadn't come to town then Carly would still be with her family. Still Carly was making Sonny miserable now it was all worse. Course to be honest Billy got the worst of this mess. She was the one who ended up beaten, raped and off the wagon. And in her defense she didn't want to stay in the first place Sonny and Jason forced her. Had she left it all could have ended much worse.
Courtney didn't care. Her family was ruined and no matter how logical every nasty word she said to Billy would be in fact NASTY. Carly was her best friend and she did ask her to cut her some slack, the truth is Billy did drive Carly over the edge. But Billy stayed there and listened she heard the mean and hurtful things Courtney said all of PC did in that courtroom. Billy said nothing, Courtney didn't know weather or it was because she was being the bigger person or waiting for her to finish the bullshit spouting out of her. When she was done.
-You finished? Good you Port Charles girls really get me you know that. You live in this perfect fantasy world where shit should be good all year round. You blame the wrong people for your fuck ups and you forgive to easy for my liking. I came here and told you from go I wasn't a push over, fuck over or saint. Yeah Court I fucked for money so did you, ain't a bitch here who out of sorts, uncomfortable, or on the streets. You each got some poor dumb shit fallowing them around like a puppy. Tell me Court where can I get myself one? You all act like that, even Elizabeth guess she was braver then you all cause she stopped living that lie. Bottom line shit happens, bad shit, good shit, so..so shit but it does happen. Bad shit happens to good people, good shit happens to bad people. You can't cry about them, all you can cry about is you. I didn't cry for Jason or you or Sonny I cried for me. ALL I give a SHIT about is me.-
-What does that have to do with Carly?-
-Exactly it ain't got anything to do with her. Just like the shit that happened to her ain't got nothing to do with me. She brought that on herself and I will be fucked if I let you or anybody else blame me for her bullshit. I understand your family's a mess, I didn't make that way so don't put me in that spot.-
-So you don't care about us.-
-No Court I do care if I didn't I would have left you when this bullshit started. What I'm saying is I can't be responsible for other peoples thoughts or actions. I can't change what people did or going to do. I can't do anything but be the beautiful badass bitch that I am. So you and Carly can take a flying fuck for I give a goddamn.-
101
She sat in her office going over paper work. The whole point was to stay where she landed and deal with her life. Three years ago she didn't even know the name of this town as she left it. Now she wished she didn't stop on her way to New York. Courtney had been a friend and Billy really wanted to cut her some slack. But Billy was a firm believer in not cutting slack for anyone.
Jason stood in the door and watched her brood. He watches as she debated weather on not she was going to leave town. He didn't want her to but he knew she wanted to be with Alexis and Kristina. She wanted something more then being some guy's whore or enforcer. She just wanted to be and that meant leaving Port Charles. Jason then had to make it clear that she was still wanted.
Jason closed the door behind him and locked turn of his cell phone. Billy looked at him with questioning eyes. He kissed her long and deep, filled with passion and need.
-Jason.-
He silenced her and pressed her against the desk. Before Billy could really say too much his hands where everywhere. Billy groaned as his mouth sucked on her nipple. Someone knocked on the door, Billy cursed and pushed on Jason he didn't stop.
-Yeah ah what?-
-Boss you okay.-
Billy cursed Harry.
-Go away I'm thinking.-
-About what the state of life I need the books.-
-Harry! Go away.-
-Boss you having nooky in the office?-
Jason snorted on her stomach as he opened her jeans. Billy smacked Jason in the head hard enough to gets an ouch. He back away rubbing his red ear, Billy grabbed the books, opened the door and gave the books to her manager.
-Jackass.-
-I love you too.-
He made kissy face at her and she slammed the door. Billy turned around, Jason fully expecting her to send him home. She walked up to him ran her hand down his chest straight to his groin and squeezed. Jason gasped then groaned then looked at her this was long overdue and nothing about his was going to be gentle. They kissed hard a brutal tearing at each other clothes, Billy ran her tongue down his chest opening his jeans along the way and knelt in front of him.
-Christ.-
Billy took him in her mouth and began to suck and lick him like candy. Jason grabbed the edge of the desk and closed his eyes. He groaned deep in his throat and his body convulsed and he came. She stood up, stepped back and undressed Jason licked his lips. He was hard again and he and he wanted.
-Don't take them off. I like the feeling of jeans on my thighs.-
-Do you really?-
-No one every asked what I liked and yes I do. Skin later jeans now.-
Jason didn't reach he grab her lifting her up and impaling her.
-Oh fuck!-
Jason pressed her back to the wall and pumped into her hard. Billy could only gasped it felt so good. They continue until Billy groaned and arched her back, Jason continued to pump into as she road out her orgasm. He stopped letting her come down form it and then began to move again. She groaned out loud again as they began the dance.
Jason walked over to the desk and sat in the chair, Billy took over and she began to move, biting her lower lip. It was slow and sensual they way she moved and Jason sat back and watched. Would it have been like this with Liz, he had no doubt in his mind, they groaned together.
The floor was covered with the contents of her desk and their cloths the room was fill with the smell of sex. Deep groans of orgasm both apart and in unison. Now Billy lay on the desk with Jason between her thighs riding her hard sucking her nipple and squeeze and pinching the other. Billy's ankles are locked behind his naked back. All Billy could do was arch her back and meet his thrusts.
Jason looked into her eyes as they both exploded. They lay like that breathing hard against each other. Billy loved how he felt, most of her Johns where hairy fat pigs. Jason was all lean muscle and smooth skin, he weight felt warm and safe. Unlike the John who's bodies felt like bricks covered in smelly fat. Billy held him tightly to her running her hand over his strong back. His head berried in her neck.
Then the desk creaked. The looked up, then at each other, the corner leg broke and they crashed to the floor. They laughed and Billy grabbed her things and his and opened the door sticking her head out she looked around grabbing his hand.
-Harry!-
-What?-
-The desk broke.-
-I'm surprised it held out. I'll get ya a new one.-
-Get one YOU like.-
Harry was silent as he came down the hall all he could see was her messy short hair around the corner to the stairs to her apartment. She was glowing, he smiled.
-Sure thing boss. You'd think since your apartment was so close you go up there and break shit.-
-Jackass!-
He smiled. When they got up stairs she found that it was clean, and furnished. She never had time to do that before she slept on an old mattress with sheets and cleaned out the enough junk to have a small kitchen. The place looked like a decorator got to it.
-Harry.-
Guess he didn't want her to be reminded of the things that happened here. So she and Jason spent the rest of the night together. Harry sent food and never asked about her companion. He was a good friend. Jason was sleeping, he was a light sleeper but she wore him out. She packed her things and slipped out. No goodbyes he knew what to do. If he wanted her and his marriage went south he knew where to find her. Billy got on the plane and said goodbye to Prot Charles.
Alexis and Krissy meet her at the airport smiling and waving. She got her things and Alexis drove them to the house. Billy'd never seen anything like Greece she looked at her friend nicely tanned and glowing.
-So how was it.-
-Complete shit!-
-Okay.-
-Carly took Sonny to court as you may know. Carly claimed that he was cheating on her with get this not just you but me and oh Brenda during her brief stint here. She laid it on thick but the judge believed that actions speak louder then words. He got Morgan.-
Alexis took that in she began to wonder how long it would be before he'd come for her. She had no doubt in her mind that he would come for her.
-Lexy?-
-Hmm.-
-Fantasieslater.-
-What did you do?-
-Nothing.-
-You lie.-
-I slept with Jason.-
-Billy-
-I'm not perfect I never..-
-Pretended to be perfect, I want, what I want, when I want it, and I mean to get it you all keep mistaking me for her and I'm not I don't have to control myself cause I'm not a good person.-
Billy scowled at her.
-If that were true you wouldn't feel guilty.-
-I don't feel guilty.-
-Yes you docause you know you should have waited until Jason was sure he didn't want to be with Courtney.-
-Yeah there's that and..-
-What? What?-
-Um I don't think I'm in love with him.-
-WHAT?-
-He sexy god he's sexy and fuckable that a big plus fuckable but love. He knows what to do with his dick. AND-
Alexis eyed her best friend.
-Have you ever been in love?-
-What course, sure, course.-
-You haven't.-
-It all seems so complicated and the way you all go on.-
-Billy you are in love with Jason hard not to be. Men like him and Sonny and Jax they're just like that you fall in love with them.-
-I'm not though not like you and Sonny.-
-No one love is the same Billy. Think about it and when you see him again you know for sure.-
-He let her go Alexis, he let her go for Court. What if I don't compare.-
-Sonny let me go for Carly. I was never worry about weather I compared, I just believe he wasn't ready for my kind of my love. Now he is, don't compare just believe that when he's ready he'll come to you.-
[tbc]
AN: Don't know where I'm going from here but I hope your still with me. The Author.
Courtney Matthews Morgan was angry at so many things. Okay she was really mad at Billy, had she not come to town then her husband wouldn't have questioned his marriage. But Billy did tell him to fix things with his wife. If Billy hadn't come to town then Carly would still be with her family. Still Carly was making Sonny miserable now it was all worse. Course to be honest Billy got the worst of this mess. She was the one who ended up beaten, raped and off the wagon. And in her defense she didn't want to stay in the first place Sonny and Jason forced her. Had she left it all could have ended much worse.
Courtney didn't care. Her family was ruined and no matter how logical every nasty word she said to Billy would be in fact NASTY. Carly was her best friend and she did ask her to cut her some slack, the truth is Billy did drive Carly over the edge. But Billy stayed there and listened she heard the mean and hurtful things Courtney said all of PC did in that courtroom. Billy said nothing, Courtney didn't know weather or it was because she was being the bigger person or waiting for her to finish the bullshit spouting out of her. When she was done.
-You finished? Good you Port Charles girls really get me you know that. You live in this perfect fantasy world where shit should be good all year round. You blame the wrong people for your fuck ups and you forgive to easy for my liking. I came here and told you from go I wasn't a push over, fuck over or saint. Yeah Court I fucked for money so did you, ain't a bitch here who out of sorts, uncomfortable, or on the streets. You each got some poor dumb shit fallowing them around like a puppy. Tell me Court where can I get myself one? You all act like that, even Elizabeth guess she was braver then you all cause she stopped living that lie. Bottom line shit happens, bad shit, good shit, so..so shit but it does happen. Bad shit happens to good people, good shit happens to bad people. You can't cry about them, all you can cry about is you. I didn't cry for Jason or you or Sonny I cried for me. ALL I give a SHIT about is me.-
-What does that have to do with Carly?-
-Exactly it ain't got anything to do with her. Just like the shit that happened to her ain't got nothing to do with me. She brought that on herself and I will be fucked if I let you or anybody else blame me for her bullshit. I understand your family's a mess, I didn't make that way so don't put me in that spot.-
-So you don't care about us.-
-No Court I do care if I didn't I would have left you when this bullshit started. What I'm saying is I can't be responsible for other peoples thoughts or actions. I can't change what people did or going to do. I can't do anything but be the beautiful badass bitch that I am. So you and Carly can take a flying fuck for I give a goddamn.-
101
She sat in her office going over paper work. The whole point was to stay where she landed and deal with her life. Three years ago she didn't even know the name of this town as she left it. Now she wished she didn't stop on her way to New York. Courtney had been a friend and Billy really wanted to cut her some slack. But Billy was a firm believer in not cutting slack for anyone.
Jason stood in the door and watched her brood. He watches as she debated weather on not she was going to leave town. He didn't want her to but he knew she wanted to be with Alexis and Kristina. She wanted something more then being some guy's whore or enforcer. She just wanted to be and that meant leaving Port Charles. Jason then had to make it clear that she was still wanted.
Jason closed the door behind him and locked turn of his cell phone. Billy looked at him with questioning eyes. He kissed her long and deep, filled with passion and need.
-Jason.-
He silenced her and pressed her against the desk. Before Billy could really say too much his hands where everywhere. Billy groaned as his mouth sucked on her nipple. Someone knocked on the door, Billy cursed and pushed on Jason he didn't stop.
-Yeah ah what?-
-Boss you okay.-
Billy cursed Harry.
-Go away I'm thinking.-
-About what the state of life I need the books.-
-Harry! Go away.-
-Boss you having nooky in the office?-
Jason snorted on her stomach as he opened her jeans. Billy smacked Jason in the head hard enough to gets an ouch. He back away rubbing his red ear, Billy grabbed the books, opened the door and gave the books to her manager.
-Jackass.-
-I love you too.-
He made kissy face at her and she slammed the door. Billy turned around, Jason fully expecting her to send him home. She walked up to him ran her hand down his chest straight to his groin and squeezed. Jason gasped then groaned then looked at her this was long overdue and nothing about his was going to be gentle. They kissed hard a brutal tearing at each other clothes, Billy ran her tongue down his chest opening his jeans along the way and knelt in front of him.
-Christ.-
Billy took him in her mouth and began to suck and lick him like candy. Jason grabbed the edge of the desk and closed his eyes. He groaned deep in his throat and his body convulsed and he came. She stood up, stepped back and undressed Jason licked his lips. He was hard again and he and he wanted.
-Don't take them off. I like the feeling of jeans on my thighs.-
-Do you really?-
-No one every asked what I liked and yes I do. Skin later jeans now.-
Jason didn't reach he grab her lifting her up and impaling her.
-Oh fuck!-
Jason pressed her back to the wall and pumped into her hard. Billy could only gasped it felt so good. They continue until Billy groaned and arched her back, Jason continued to pump into as she road out her orgasm. He stopped letting her come down form it and then began to move again. She groaned out loud again as they began the dance.
Jason walked over to the desk and sat in the chair, Billy took over and she began to move, biting her lower lip. It was slow and sensual they way she moved and Jason sat back and watched. Would it have been like this with Liz, he had no doubt in his mind, they groaned together.
The floor was covered with the contents of her desk and their cloths the room was fill with the smell of sex. Deep groans of orgasm both apart and in unison. Now Billy lay on the desk with Jason between her thighs riding her hard sucking her nipple and squeeze and pinching the other. Billy's ankles are locked behind his naked back. All Billy could do was arch her back and meet his thrusts.
Jason looked into her eyes as they both exploded. They lay like that breathing hard against each other. Billy loved how he felt, most of her Johns where hairy fat pigs. Jason was all lean muscle and smooth skin, he weight felt warm and safe. Unlike the John who's bodies felt like bricks covered in smelly fat. Billy held him tightly to her running her hand over his strong back. His head berried in her neck.
Then the desk creaked. The looked up, then at each other, the corner leg broke and they crashed to the floor. They laughed and Billy grabbed her things and his and opened the door sticking her head out she looked around grabbing his hand.
-Harry!-
-What?-
-The desk broke.-
-I'm surprised it held out. I'll get ya a new one.-
-Get one YOU like.-
Harry was silent as he came down the hall all he could see was her messy short hair around the corner to the stairs to her apartment. She was glowing, he smiled.
-Sure thing boss. You'd think since your apartment was so close you go up there and break shit.-
-Jackass!-
He smiled. When they got up stairs she found that it was clean, and furnished. She never had time to do that before she slept on an old mattress with sheets and cleaned out the enough junk to have a small kitchen. The place looked like a decorator got to it.
-Harry.-
Guess he didn't want her to be reminded of the things that happened here. So she and Jason spent the rest of the night together. Harry sent food and never asked about her companion. He was a good friend. Jason was sleeping, he was a light sleeper but she wore him out. She packed her things and slipped out. No goodbyes he knew what to do. If he wanted her and his marriage went south he knew where to find her. Billy got on the plane and said goodbye to Prot Charles.
Alexis and Krissy meet her at the airport smiling and waving. She got her things and Alexis drove them to the house. Billy'd never seen anything like Greece she looked at her friend nicely tanned and glowing.
-So how was it.-
-Complete shit!-
-Okay.-
-Carly took Sonny to court as you may know. Carly claimed that he was cheating on her with get this not just you but me and oh Brenda during her brief stint here. She laid it on thick but the judge believed that actions speak louder then words. He got Morgan.-
Alexis took that in she began to wonder how long it would be before he'd come for her. She had no doubt in her mind that he would come for her.
-Lexy?-
-Hmm.-
-Fantasieslater.-
-What did you do?-
-Nothing.-
-You lie.-
-I slept with Jason.-
-Billy-
-I'm not perfect I never..-
-Pretended to be perfect, I want, what I want, when I want it, and I mean to get it you all keep mistaking me for her and I'm not I don't have to control myself cause I'm not a good person.-
Billy scowled at her.
-If that were true you wouldn't feel guilty.-
-I don't feel guilty.-
-Yes you docause you know you should have waited until Jason was sure he didn't want to be with Courtney.-
-Yeah there's that and..-
-What? What?-
-Um I don't think I'm in love with him.-
-WHAT?-
-He sexy god he's sexy and fuckable that a big plus fuckable but love. He knows what to do with his dick. AND-
Alexis eyed her best friend.
-Have you ever been in love?-
-What course, sure, course.-
-You haven't.-
-It all seems so complicated and the way you all go on.-
-Billy you are in love with Jason hard not to be. Men like him and Sonny and Jax they're just like that you fall in love with them.-
-I'm not though not like you and Sonny.-
-No one love is the same Billy. Think about it and when you see him again you know for sure.-
-He let her go Alexis, he let her go for Court. What if I don't compare.-
-Sonny let me go for Carly. I was never worry about weather I compared, I just believe he wasn't ready for my kind of my love. Now he is, don't compare just believe that when he's ready he'll come to you.-
[tbc]
AN: Don't know where I'm going from here but I hope your still with me. The Author.