Greece was a beautiful adventure, but Alexis was going nuts. Port Charles was looking old and ragged he wanted to be in Greece. He had to learn the hard way what it took to care for a baby but Jason was there and soon he was old hat. Carly demanded he be the bigger person and let her see Morgan.



-Hey baby boy how are you?-

-He's been good. Went to the doctor to this morning?-

-Is he okay?-

-Yes usual check before a trip.-

-Where to the islands?-

-Greece.-

-No your not.-

-I have soul custody I can do what I want.-

-My son will not be raised bye that psycho.-

-That's the pot calling the kettle black isn't it? You don't get to decide and if you want to continue to see your son you will not give me trouble on this.-

-No Sonny I'll tell Lorenzo.-

-Carly do you really want to start this shit all over again? Ask your self do you want to put Michele through that? You've lost everything because you can't control yourself.-



She was silent. It was like being slapped the thought her son in that woman arms. The thought of Sonny with her as well.



-So you and her tighter and Morgan and Kristina suppose to play happy and perfect.-



Sonny looked her.



-I won't entertain that, your hurt cause you lost it all with a gamble that what happens when you gamble. We won't be gone long, Alexis doesn't even know where coming.-

-Is Jason going?-

-He may why?-

-Billy there?-

-If its not one thing its another.-

-She your sister Sonny.-

-I've learned the hard way people fall in love and out of love all the time.-

-She's your sister where's your loyalty.-

-I can only hope that she and Jason can fix this. If they can't I can only hope they find true love somewhere else.-

-You expect me to believe this Buddhist Corinthos crap? Your pissed, but you won't hurt saint Billy or blame her for her part. She promised Court that she and Jason would stay away from each other. He fucked her before she left.-



Sonny took it in. Now he knew why Billy left three weeks early.



-I'll talk to Jason.-

-That's what I thought.-

-About coming with me.-

-What?-

-You and I know Jason better then that. He wouldn't have done that to Courtney if he didn't believe it was over. No matter what Courtney my have thought. I think the same thing happened to Elizabeth, she didn't take that well either. Women.-



Carly looked ready to kill him. Sonny was on to her, she wanted him distracted before seeing Alexis, she knew he wouldn't go to Alexis unless his mind was completely on her. So he wouldn't let her get to him. He would resolve this with the people in question alone not with Carly around instigating fights. Jason came in and turned cold.



-Hey Jase.-



He just nodded, that hurt the most, Jason was her rock her anchor he could forgive her anything. That what made her see what she did was too much even for Jason.



-Are you going with Sonny to Greece for Saint Billy?-

-None of your business.-

-You hurt your wife you remember her don't you.-

-Yeah she's the blond right, Sonny sister.-



Sonny tried not to snort. Billy must have given detailed lesson on sarcasm.



-That's funny. She's hurting.-

-I know she sent me away. She told me goodbye. She said it was over.-

-She's hurting and you jump into bed with that whore.-

-Okay time for you to go we're going to be late for the plane.-

-Sonny.-

-Give Alky my best. Bye.-



Sonny put her on the elevator and stood there while the doors closed. He looked at a fuming Jason.



-So. You and Billy?-

-She just left. Not word I thought you where going to Greece not her.-

-Where Alexis goes she goes she feels protective of her.-

-Sonny.-

-Jason she promised my sister that she wouldn't come between you and your marriage.-

-She didn't-

-Did have you wedding ring on?-

-Yes but.-

-Jason you know how you are about your word. She's the same you can' expect less.-

-IT'S ALWAYS LIKE THIS!-



Sonny blinked for the first time Jason Morgan was not in control. Morgan whaled at the fright, Sonny picked up his son and took him to his crib staying there until Morgan was asleep. He was sure neither he nor Jason was going to sleep. Jason had held a lot in including losing Elizabeth. He came back down and sat down as his friend paced.



-Elizabeth was like.... peace, with Robin it was the firsts, for feeling of love, the first feeling of angst and worry, the first feelings of betrayal. It was all so hard and all I wanted was for it to be not hard but normal. Elizabeth was normal, peace but I so unsure of it. Courtney was passion and deep longing love. But still felt like something had passed me by. She didn't ask for much just that I don't lie to her. I did that for Courtney but not her. Elizabeth said she always felt like she got half of what people had to give like they where holding out for something better. Lucky, me, Zander... I just.-



-Lost her?-

-Let her go. I gave her half I didn't try and I didn't see. She got jerked around by so many and I was just one of them.-

-Billy's Billy.-

-Yeah but its like Liz's shadow remains. Like that same shit that kept us apart is doing it now I can't take this anymore.-

-You could let it go.-

-I did and even then I found my way back to her. Think about it, Robin, Carly, Courtney.-

-Billy.-

-I don't know what to do Sonny. I want everything that is Billy and what ever left of Elizabeth. I know what I want and I mean to get it.-

-Good for you, but Jason she is my sister. We've got three hours before the plan leaves.-



Jason nodded. Courtney waited what was this going to be about, more about how he and Billy are going to be together.



-I'm sorry.-

-For what running to her.-

-I don't feel like I failed you.-

-Oh really.-

-I feel like I failed her on more then one occasion.-

-And my pain's a chance to make it up?-

-No, but if you want to see it that way.-

-It's all on me, save it I've had that speech from Billy. You can't be responsible for anything or anybody but you? Bullshit.-

-To be honest it completely true you can't change what anyone else does but you can only change you.-

-What is with you people that good way of getting out of it isn't it?-

-No. I slept with her that was wrong. I can't and wont take it back, I am sorry. That I can do, I can't however make you not mad at me anymore. That's YOUR choice.-

-And Billy? What about her actions the she did to Carly?-

-She didn't do anything and you know it.-

-She set out to destroy Carly and my family.-

-Build another one, this time try not to base it on lies and false hope.-

-False... you son of a bitch.-

-I don't want to fight I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I can't do anything else.-

-You can be my husband keep your promise to me.-

-No I can't and you know it.-

-Then go Jason just go.-

-Good bye Courtney.-



She couldn't believe he was going to do this walking away from her like this. He couldn't he knew it was wrong, all he had to do was turn around and rebuild but it would always be there. He slept with Billy could she deal with that? No she couldn't and she didn't half to Billy taught her that much.



They sat on the plane in silence, Jason had told him about the conversation with Courtney. Sonny could only hope that his sister took Jason words to heart. He watch Morgan sleep and thought about Alexis there was so much to say before they even do things she couldn't say and things she couldn't do.



Alexis had lied to him and she knew how lying would make him angry but he did things that put her in that position, and her child came first. Kristina's dead, his daughter near death all do to the name Alcazar. They would say what they didn't when they hated each other when seeing their way back to each other was inconceivable.



Sonny looked out over the crowd as he and Jason made there way through customs. Billy stood smiling at the exit, Jason kissed her soundly it surprised her.



-Where Alexis?-

-She doesn't know your coming I didn't tell her.-

-Why?-

-Don't know same reason you didn't tell me about Jason.-



Jason looked at her.



-Fine drop me off at her place we need time alone and its obvious you two do as well.-



It was nice flat big a spacious Sonny looked around as Morgan slept quietly in his sister's room. He heard the door open and the padding of little feet. His one-year-old daughter stopped short and stared at him. He smiled and bent down she back away and turned.



-Mama!-

-What is it Kristina?- Alexis said picking up her baby girl.

-Ma.-

-Ma? Man?-

-More like Daddy.-



Alexis almost drop her daughter, he was here Sonny was standing in front of her and their daughter.



-Alexis you in there?-

-Yes Sonny. Kristina this is Dada, dada Krissy.-

-Dada?-

-Yes nina, I'm your papi.-



[tbc]



AN: Its coming Cara its coming. The Author.