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DISCLAIMER: I DONT OWN INUYASHA OR ANYTHING ELSE.

As I said saquin and darkrain fused there wonderful minds to create this fic. Its being told as kagome would tell it, from her POV. This is not going to be a lemon in the end, sorry.

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Ch. 1 'Love and death'

The first love is always said to be the true love, but when it dies it can rip your whole world apart.

I was young, about 16. At first it was Inuyasha, but obviously he wasn't the one. Kikyou would never leave his heart.

He had a brother, and at first I found him emotionless and crude, but as time grew I slowly fell in love with him.

His eyes hypnotizing, his face memorizing. I couldn't get my mind off him. He stuck in my mind, glued there with a deep desire.

His past with me, drenched in the filth of their blood a horror, yet he accepted me. I was sad if he went away, even for moment.

But happy when he laid next to and held me silently. Even if we were cast into hell, I would still be faithful.

It was a great relationship, but it seemed so short.

That night before he had went home, saying something about having business to tend to, I stayed behind to wait for him.

I waited for three nights and days to past, I thought he would be back by then. He wasn't ...

On the fourth night I decided to walk over and see what was taking so long.

As I approached the edge of his lands I saw a red and white spot on the side of the path. I raced over, my heart heavy, my feet weary. As I drew closer I could tell who it was.

Sat up on a tree with arrows and swords pierced threw his flesh, was Sesshoumaru. I knelt down to him, touching his face. It was ice cold and his eyes were nothing but vacant amber haze.

The tears poured from my eyes, like a stream of guilt and sorrow. Each tear a mere memory of him.

I should've known his slayer would be close by but I didn't seem to care. His killer stood behind me, proud of his kill.

"At least you don't have to worry about him breaking up with you."

A disgusting voice echoed threw my ears with a boiling hatred.

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Damn I spelled DarkRain's name wrong on the summary, o well she dont mind! Do u like?? Sessy is dead, waaaaa!!!:( please review. And I know some characters might be ooc. im not perfect u know. Thanx to all u reviewers. ill update as soon as I can.

Saquin*-.-* Darkrain ~-.-~ bye bye!!!! Come back soon!