Author's Note: *sniff* I was very glad that there was people that is there when I was in a hurt stage . . . -_-;; geez, I didn't think I look so hurt and so much drama in response in my email. . .

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And since I am a very merciful and very kind author (whose anti in that? *glare*), I have made this chapter longer without many spaces . . . /\_/\;;

I am going to delay the original pairing until chapter 10 or 11 cause I am receiving countless email about Kouga (Geez. -_-;;) and Naraku (huh?!). Yes, dudies. That is true.

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On to the Chappy!

Diversity Of Love

April 2003

Chapter VII: Kikyo's sacrifices

"Oh, Sango. I can't believe that monster give us a surprise test!" Kagome said as she angrily combed her hair. 

"Ha! Really? You got 25 over 30. That isn't look failed for me." Sango replied. She and Kagome had a polite conversation while spoiling their free time. Kagome put her brush and turned to her friend.

"That isn't good enough!" Kagome snatched Sango's brush and brush Sango's hair herself, ignoring Sango's protest.

"Your twin didn't got the same score." Sango looked at Kagome in the bathroom's mirror, eyeing her sharply. "Tell me, Kaggy. Is your sister like that when you were young?"

"The truth is, no. The Kikyo now is not my twin sister anymore. The twin sister I know is responsible, kind and a loving sister. But ever since she broke up with her former boyfriend . . . " Kagome sighed and shook her head. Sango's not that stupid for her not to understand what that shook means. But that doesn't mean she will go and stop questioning either.

"Who's her former boyfriend?"

"Somebody named Kouga or Kola. I don't remember." Kagome stopped brushing Sango's hair and give back the brush to Sango. "All I know is Kikyo I know died 1 year ago."

"Why did you hate her so much?"

"Because she speaks to my mom like a stranger. She can even shout or yell. That's why I hate her so much. And--- Ouch! My ears are ringing!" Kagome was so busy telling her story that she forgot that the bell is only in the corner where she is standing. Sango chuckled as Kagome glared at her. Sango grab her back and search for something.

"Aha! There!" Sango tossed the pack of cotton at Kagome who caught it easily. Kagome gave her an odd look.

"You know, Kaggy. For you not to loss your sense of hearing, you should use that cotton. Put some in your ears. Every corner of this school has an annoying bell to remind you that it is that already time-- Oh Shit!" Sango grabbed Kagome's shoulder bag and tossed it to her. Kagome didn't catch it easily but she manages.

"Gosh! We're late!" Kagome's eyes widen and they run for their lives towards their next subject.

***

"I'm home!" Kagome said and continued humming. She notices that no one answers her and went in the kitchen for some food. When she arrived at her destination, she notices that someone left a letter and sticks it in the first door of their refrigerator.

Kagome,

Your gramps and me went to the mall to buy some fresh foods and some clothes for you and Kikyo.

Love,

Mom

Kagome opened the refrigerator and get some soda. She take three non-stop gulps and tossed some small chocolates in her mouth. 'At least our ref is always full. Amazing . . .' She heard the front door cracking, and the memories of the horror movie that she watched is coming back to her. She shivered. She brought down the can and slowly made it to the exit of the kitchen, but when she turned to the corner, she felt something cold. She can't help but close her eyes screamed to the top of her lungs.

She heard somebody says . . . "How shameful," And Kagome opened her eyes. She sighed when she had seen Kikyo standing, staring at her in the doorway.

"What are you standing there? Get out. I don't want to see your face now." Kikyo demanded.

Kagome glared at her. And said, "Kikyo I don't know what happened between you and your ex. But don't pass your anger to us. Go and kill your ex. Don't pass it to us, we don't need your anger here." And to Kagome's surprise, Kikyo glared back.

"Don't judge me, Kagome. You don't know any single detail about that relationship. So don't judge, I'm just having my revenge." Kikyo said as she looks at Kagome straight in the eye.

"Revenge? For what?" Kagome could see that Kikyo's eyes are kinda glassy. 'Did I say something?'

"Someday, Kagome. Someday." And Kikyo leaves a very confused Kagome standing in the kitchen, thinking about what she had just said.

***

When Kikyo arrived at her room, she shut the door and throws her books at her bed with all of her force. She was about to cry when her stupid sister said her ex's memory. But she can't, not in the front of her sister. But now, she can cry. She can and she could.

Why shouldn't she?

Flashback

She and Kouga had just celebrated their 1st anniversary. Kikyo was very happy to know that her first love is with her.

"Koa, I am very happy to be with you. I wish I could be with you like this forever." Kikyo's head was leaning in Kouga's shoulder as he drew her closer. He looked at her with a full of love eyes and leaned to kiss her. She could smell a faint whisky in him, of course. They just did celebrate.

"I am glad too . . . Kagome." Kikyo's eyes shot open as she look at him. So he just loves her because of Kagome? Because that Kikyo and Kagome is so much alike? Kikyo bit her lower lip to control the tears to spill and slap Kouga with all of her might.

"Don't call me Kagome, ever!!!" And with that, a sobbing Kikyo runs as fast as she can towards her house. And hide in the safeness of her room.

***

After that incidence, a beautiful and simple Kikyo became a slut. Kagome, her mom, and Gramps can't believe that she had change a lot. The way she dresses. The way she talks. The way she moves. Had all change and all of them are just a idiot clueless relatives about what had happened to their sweet and warm Kikyo.

End of Flashback

Kikyo angrily wiped her tears with the back of her hands. She doesn't want to remember all the bad and painful memories. That's why she had change, to try and escape her past.

That's the only way to forget all of it.

"And that's why, Kagome, you will never understand what I feel."

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To be continued . . .     

Ending Notes: *sniff* so that's why Kikyo became a not so good girl. And don't blame me. Blame my brain; it was the one who was thinking here.

-This chapter contains 5 pages and 1391 words. And I am so proud of it!

-Hey I am so very happy to know that you guys are very concerned of me. That's why I put some drama in this fic. Could you believe it? A humor fic becomes drama? Hahaha! Twisting of brain here.

-That was a very long chappy. I think I am going to write long chappy's now. Thanks to Me..'s advice {Bakasyon nga, province namn ako. Hirap hanap ng computer rent, mamatay-matay na ako sa init. *Sigh* unlike in manila, safe in the roof of my house. Buti ka pa, nasa bahay kah! Ako hindi! {Wala pang telepono d2 *sigh*} *sniff* Poor me! -_-;;}

-Just keep voting. I could make it a Sess/Kag. {I made a Kagsess fic more often.} Or an Inu/Kag, and Nar/Kag. And maybe a Kik/Kua {It's Kouga, just made a nick for him -.-;;} and a Kag/Kua. It depends on you.

-I will put the reviewers bulletin next chappy. /\_/\!

Your merciful and kind author,

**anne**