Pretending.Again
I fear you'll turn your back on love again. And I feel despair kissing our lips again, And I feel despair holding our hearts again.
HIM, Again.
Xu sat at the terminal hopefully, focusing on the screen and guiltily ignoring the other people trying to talk to her as she scanned for a name.
'Come on Dark Carbuncle where are you?' she muttered to herself.
It had been two days since her encounter with dark Carbuncle, the girl she believed to be Selphie.
Although she was having doubts now she had seen Selphie bouncing happily around Garden the day before, but that was Selphie's way wasn't it?
In her own room Selphie was giving in to the temptation of talking to the mysterious girl that had given her something to think about.
She was still numb from Irvine dumping her and acted like nothing was wrong but she had only felt right, felt anything, during that short time she had spoken to Poison Girl.
She had restrained herself feeling guilty that she was using whoever she was, possibly leading her on in some way, but that selfish urge for that feeling again was too strong. Selphie switched on the terminal and entered the Fade to Black chatroom as Dark Carbuncle.
Xu's eyes lit up as the name flashed up on her screen but she held back from typing a message right away in case she scared her again.
'Hey! Ur back! I thought I scared u off!' Xu typed after a moments contemplation.
'( No just been busy U know how it is.' Selphie replied.
'So sorted things with ur ex?' Xu asked trying to be casual, feeling guilty at the hope Selphie and Irvine hadn't got back together.
'Kinda. We just pretend nothing's happened and act as friends.' Selphie told her.
'So you don't avoid him?' Xu inquired.
'Not intentionally, but I don't go out of my way to see him either.' Selphie admitted.
'Neways what I really need is some time with the girls!' she added.
'What do you have in mind Selphie? ;)' Xu joked and the cringed as she realised what she had said.
There was a moment of silence before Selphie replied 'So you figured out who I am? Do I know you?'
'Yes.' Xu admitted simply.
'Quistis?' Selphie asked.
Xu felt a brief stab of hurt that Selphie didn't think of her first. 'You think Quistis has lesbian tendancies?' she joked.
'Maybe. That thing with Squall may have put her off men! Lol Ok if ur not Quistis, who are you?' Selphie answered playfully.
'Card Queen Hearts' Xu replied enigmatically.
Selphie gasped 'No way!' she said to herself.
'Xu?' she typed.
'Yeah' she admitted.
'Still want to come over? ;)' Selphie typed mischievously.
I fear you'll turn your back on love again. And I feel despair kissing our lips again, And I feel despair holding our hearts again.
HIM, Again.
Xu sat at the terminal hopefully, focusing on the screen and guiltily ignoring the other people trying to talk to her as she scanned for a name.
'Come on Dark Carbuncle where are you?' she muttered to herself.
It had been two days since her encounter with dark Carbuncle, the girl she believed to be Selphie.
Although she was having doubts now she had seen Selphie bouncing happily around Garden the day before, but that was Selphie's way wasn't it?
In her own room Selphie was giving in to the temptation of talking to the mysterious girl that had given her something to think about.
She was still numb from Irvine dumping her and acted like nothing was wrong but she had only felt right, felt anything, during that short time she had spoken to Poison Girl.
She had restrained herself feeling guilty that she was using whoever she was, possibly leading her on in some way, but that selfish urge for that feeling again was too strong. Selphie switched on the terminal and entered the Fade to Black chatroom as Dark Carbuncle.
Xu's eyes lit up as the name flashed up on her screen but she held back from typing a message right away in case she scared her again.
'Hey! Ur back! I thought I scared u off!' Xu typed after a moments contemplation.
'( No just been busy U know how it is.' Selphie replied.
'So sorted things with ur ex?' Xu asked trying to be casual, feeling guilty at the hope Selphie and Irvine hadn't got back together.
'Kinda. We just pretend nothing's happened and act as friends.' Selphie told her.
'So you don't avoid him?' Xu inquired.
'Not intentionally, but I don't go out of my way to see him either.' Selphie admitted.
'Neways what I really need is some time with the girls!' she added.
'What do you have in mind Selphie? ;)' Xu joked and the cringed as she realised what she had said.
There was a moment of silence before Selphie replied 'So you figured out who I am? Do I know you?'
'Yes.' Xu admitted simply.
'Quistis?' Selphie asked.
Xu felt a brief stab of hurt that Selphie didn't think of her first. 'You think Quistis has lesbian tendancies?' she joked.
'Maybe. That thing with Squall may have put her off men! Lol Ok if ur not Quistis, who are you?' Selphie answered playfully.
'Card Queen Hearts' Xu replied enigmatically.
Selphie gasped 'No way!' she said to herself.
'Xu?' she typed.
'Yeah' she admitted.
'Still want to come over? ;)' Selphie typed mischievously.