Disclaimer: I think it's in chap 1, but I'm not sure.

Summary: Lily Evans is a goody-goody at Hogwarts, to anyone who doesn't know her. They think she's nice, innocent and sweet. Their wrong. People may think Lily has no friends in Hogwarts, and knows no-one, but they have never seen her at 'La Rave'. She usually parties all night long, but they don't know that, or do they?

a/n: These ideas are Daisy Silks, she reviewed to this story before it was deleted.

spell: Thanks. So your new in fanfiction? Welcome!.

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The story starts on the day the go back to Hogwarts(well morning, actually, but you know what I mean).

Lily woke up at 9:07 in the morning. She lazily got up, and looked at the clock.

"Ah, it's only 9 in the morning. That's good." Said Lily. It was then that something in her brain clicked. It was the day she went back to Hogwarts! "Shit!" said Lily. "OK. EVERYBODY OUT I GOTTA GET READY FOR HOGWARTS!" screamed Lily.

Everyone started to leave. She pulled back one guy who looked about 18.

"Can you drive?" she asked him.

"Yeah." He said, tiredly.

"Alright you stay." Said Lily.

"Whatever." Came his reply.

Her Hogwarts things were all around the floor. She started throwing everything in the trunk. The guy just watched.

"What the hell are you doing, just sitting there? Put stuff in the trunk." Said Lily.

"Huh?" he asked.

"I said-" started Lily.

"I know what you said but 2 things. 1 I don't even know what Hogwarts is, or what stuff goes in there, and 2 I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE OR WHAT YOU WANT!" he said.

"I'm Lily Evans. Your going to drive me to the train station. Put anything on the floor in the trunk. God knows what my mother will do with it." Said Lily.

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"James, sweetheart, it's time to get up." Said his mother, shaking him softly.

"5 more minutes, mom." Moaned James, tiredly.

"It's 9. Wake up or you'll be late for Hogwarts." His mother replied.

"Alright, alright. I'm up." Said James, slowly lifting his head from his soft pillows.

"Good." She left the room.

James put his head back down and tried to get back to sleep.

"JAMES DON'T GO BACK TO SLEEP!" yelled his mother.

"Yes, mom." Said James, attempting to get up.

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"Thanks, whatever your name is." Said Lily.

"Whatever." said the guy driving a pink pick up truck, which was obviously painted when he was "not himself".

Lily went through the barrier. She spotted Serverus and Lucius. She "accidentally" dropped her trunk on both of them, making them fall down.

"What the hell did you do that for, bitch?" asked Serverus.

"Cuz I felt like it, slime ball." Answered Lily.

Lucius picked up Lily with one hand around her neck. She was comfortable, but you wouldn't know that.

"You didn't come to my party last night." Whispered Lily.

"Yes, because unlike you I need a few decent hours of sleep." Said Lucius, pushing up a little, so it looked like he was holding her tighter, but in reality he actually loosened his grip.

"Look, it's your fan club coming to save me." Said Lily, motioning to the murderers coming down the hall.

"Damn." Swore Lucius.

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(a/n: this is in both Lily and James' eyes, so when you read "Malfoy, Snape, and the poor girl" it's in James' eyes, and when you hear "Lucius, and Serverus" it's in Lily's eyes).

James, Sirius, Remus, and Peter were walking down the train when they saw Lucius Malfoy pushing some "poor girl" against a wall. She was "trembling" undernesth of him.

"Malfoy, you had better let that poor girl go." Said James bravely.

"For the first time in his life, I think Potter is right, Lily, you are poor." Muttered Sreverus so that only Lily, and Lucius could hear.

Lucius snickered. Lily had to hide a smirk, and looked scared.

"Malfoy, I told you to let her go." Said James.

"Oh and I am going to listen to you." Malfoy laughed.

"Yes, you are." Said James, threatening, as he pulled out his wand.

Malfoy dropped the girl.

"Good." Said James, and he and the murderers left.

When they were out of hearing range Lily glared at Lucius.

"'You know that when you dropped me it hurt more than when they were here." Said Lily, mentioning the murderers.

"Sorry." Said Lucius, not sounding sorry at all.

"Well, thank you so much, my knight in shinning armor, the love of my life, ewww not like that!" said Lily referring to the wink Lucius gave her.

Serverus and Lucius helped her up and she embraced them.

"God, Lily your acting like you haven't seen us in years. You came over to my house yesterday. By the way, there's gonna be a wicked party in Slythren common room at 10:00 tonight." Said Lucius, after gasping for air.

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(a/n: I wanted to stop here, but I decided to continue, cuz I'll probably forget what I gonna write unless I write it now.)

Lucius was right. The party was wicked, and out of control. Serverus made sure that Lily got to Gryfendore common room, but didn't know what she was going to do in there...........................

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The marauders snuck out to a new club that was in Homesmade. It was awesome. Lights, music, hot girls, anything a guy could want. He couldn't understand why Sirius and Remus left so early. That was until he heard a voice booming through the walls.

"WHO IN HERE CAN SHOW SOMW IDE?" it was a ministry official.

James grabbed his invisible cloak and disappeared. Her didn't reappear until he reached the common room. (A/n: this is the part that daisy silk gave me). He had just token off of his cloak when little Lily Evans came stumbling into the common room muttering. She fell over a few times.

"Hey, are you ok?" asked James.

"Well that all depends on what you mean. If you mean do I feel ok, then yes I do, but if you mean am I really ok, then no, I'm not." Said Lily laughing.

James went over to her, looking at her strangely.

"Hi!" said Lily, giggling happily, and hiccupping.

"Hi." Said James, suddenly shy. "Are you sure your ok?" he asked.

"Of course I am." Said Lily, in a fit of giggles.

James was just about to go up to his room. Suddenly while she laughing she started puking.

"Your not ok." Said James, taking out his wand.

He cleaned up the puke. He then noticed she wasn't wearing her robes. She was wearing a black top with red edges that tied up in the front with black string, and a purple skirt that trailed on the floor. Her red hair trailed down her back, and her bright green eyes stuck out like emeralds. In his eyes she was beautiful. Just then she puked again.

"Do you love your life?" asked Lily, suddenly.

"No." answered James, curtly.

"Me either." Said Lily, giggling. "Can I tell you a secret?" asked Lily, seriously.

"Yeah, sure." Said James, not knowing what she was going to.

"K," said Lily, giggling. She soon became seriously, though. "My mom tries to kill me."

"Lily." Said James(a/n: He found out sometime after the "thing" with Malfoy) seriously. "I know your drunk, and you shouldn't tell lies."

"You don't believe me?" asked Lily, looking like she was going to cry. "Well I don't care." She was laughing now. "I remember the first time." Said Lily, suddenly serious.

"First time?" asked James wondering what he had got himself into.

"I was 4. That probably wasn't the first time, it was just the first time that I knew of.(Bitter laugh)I walked into the kitchen when my ever-so- loving mother(sarcastic) was making my lunch, chicken soup(giggle). Then I saw(a/n: did u no that saw is was backwards? I just found that out. The blonde hair dye is sinking in from a few years ago)that there was a strange bottle on the counter(bitter laugh). I asked mum what it was and she quickly tried to hide it, but not before I saw a label on it with a scull. I was a smart kid(laugh), and went to the counter store the next day. I saw the same bottle on the shelf that mom had put in my food. I went up to the counter(giggle) and asked the man, Mr. Wheasley, what it was. He looked at me(giggle) and asked why? I said because that was what my mom put in my food and was wondering what kind of spice it was(bitter laugh). He said not to take anymore food from my mother, and that he was going to give me my meals until I could cook myself, which he was also going to teach me. I love that man more than anyone in the world, because he showed me that life wasn't fair and he was generally kind, and loved me back(puke, then flipped her hair back). I love all of my friends, and they love me back, and we all know that. We are the only people who we can actually depend on, But you knew that." Said Lily laughing, "Or at least you do now." She added. She then began sobbing, and crying her eyes out.

James brought her close and whispered soothing words to her. All the while thinking 'and I thought I had it bad because people judge me, when people poison her. And I thought she was innocent....'

a/n: When Lily was talking those () were what she was doing. His thoughts are probably more daisy silk's than mine.