Disclaimer: Guess what? Do I own Inuyasha? The answer is no. Only in my
dreams.
Okay, here you go. This is your third chapter. I hope you like it people!
And now.
~Broken Love, Chapter Three- Suicide with Roses~
Kagome Pov
Jumping out to the other side of the well, I look around and take in the sight of my home. Every aspect seemed perfect. If you looked at my house, and then looked at me right now, you would wonder why I was so sad. It seemed like I would be the happiest girl, but they wouldn't see what was on the other side of the well.
I feel sorry for my mother and Souta and Grandpa. They won't understand what has happened. If they could only know what I know and feel everything that I feel. All this sadness, all this hurt, I simply can't take it anymore.
Inuyasha can leave. He will go down with Kikyo and join the dead ones. It's funny to think that I will be doing the same thing. I wonder if his way will hurt. I know mine will. I am going to cause myself as much pain as possible in the beginning, so by the end I will feel nothing.
I look around and see that no one is here as I walk into my house. I laid my backpack on my bed and sat on the edge of it for a moment. As I sit, I think of all that has happened since I met Inuyasha. He has caused me to feel this way. I hope he suffers for making me do this to myself. I wonder if he'll ever even know.
Oh well. He never cared before. Why should he care now? It is so weird. Last night I had thought I had told Inuyasha everything I felt. Now I feel like there was so much more. But he will never know now.
I get up and walk to the kitchen. I open a drawer and extract a knife. As I turn, I hit a rose that is sitting on my counter lightly. I reach up and touch my arm where it hit me. It surprises me to find that the small scrape on my arm is bleeding drastically.
I throw the knife back in the drawer and grab the rose carefully. If I am going to die, it might as well be with beauty. I walk with the rose to the Goshinboku. I will make my death where Inuyasha was pinned. I will be pinned there too, in a sense.
My mind flashed to Inuyasha and suddenly I felt him there. I unexpectedly realized that Inuyasha was on the other side at the Goshinboku. At the same time, I knew that Inuyasha could feel me as well.
"Well Inuyasha, I'm here. Hold on to me as long as you can. I know you know that I won't be here for long. You know I will be dead soon. All I want to say is I love you and I'm not afraid to die.
Hold onto me love You know I can't stay long. All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid.
"Can you hear me Inuyasha? Can you feel all you've done to me?" I shrieked and he heard me. I knew he did.
Can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms?
I'm holding off as long as I can. I want Inuyasha to feel all he has done to me. I want him to know that he doesn't know everything and he never will. "It will end tonight Inuyasha."
Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet rapture and light it ends here tonight.
I'll miss the winter. It was so fragile like me. You made me like this Inuyasha. You made me not be able to deal with life. I will always be hiding in the corners of the forest.
I'll miss the winter A world of fragile things Look for me in the white forest Hiding in a hollow tree (come and find me)
I can feel Inuyasha crying. He is sad for me. Should I stop this while I'm still alive?
I know you hear me I can taste it in your tears.
No, I can't I must go through with this. I must end it here. I bring the rose to my arm and slash it. I stop right before my wrist. Holding my last breath and thoughts.
Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet rapture and light it ends here tonight.
I did it. I slit my wrist with the thorns of the rose. I close my eyes and I feel the pain. The blood flows freely everywhere and I find myself wishing I had not done this. But I know the truth. I feel Inuyasha leave the tree's side. "You really don't care Inuyasha? You must not because you left my side again!" I scream this aloud.
Closing your eyes to disappear You pray your dreams will leave you here But still you wake and know the truth No one's there!
As I look around one last time, I suddenly see Inuyasha. I can hear his thoughts, because I am so in tune with everything. He races to my side and I can see his beautiful face. He is scared. I can sense it. "Say good night Inuyasha. Don't be afraid because I am not."
Say good night Don't be afraid
"Kagome. Kagome don't leave." he whispers. I can no longer see straight, but I know that there is a long time to wait. At least I am with Inuyasha one last time. Though I am saddened by him, I truly do love him. He calls my name as I close my eyes. "Kagome! Kagome no!
Calling me calling my name as you fade to black.
Sorry to leave you hanging. I normally don't so don't kill me. Besides, if you do kill me, who will right the stories? He he he!
Now please, please, review. Please?
Okay, here you go. This is your third chapter. I hope you like it people!
And now.
~Broken Love, Chapter Three- Suicide with Roses~
Kagome Pov
Jumping out to the other side of the well, I look around and take in the sight of my home. Every aspect seemed perfect. If you looked at my house, and then looked at me right now, you would wonder why I was so sad. It seemed like I would be the happiest girl, but they wouldn't see what was on the other side of the well.
I feel sorry for my mother and Souta and Grandpa. They won't understand what has happened. If they could only know what I know and feel everything that I feel. All this sadness, all this hurt, I simply can't take it anymore.
Inuyasha can leave. He will go down with Kikyo and join the dead ones. It's funny to think that I will be doing the same thing. I wonder if his way will hurt. I know mine will. I am going to cause myself as much pain as possible in the beginning, so by the end I will feel nothing.
I look around and see that no one is here as I walk into my house. I laid my backpack on my bed and sat on the edge of it for a moment. As I sit, I think of all that has happened since I met Inuyasha. He has caused me to feel this way. I hope he suffers for making me do this to myself. I wonder if he'll ever even know.
Oh well. He never cared before. Why should he care now? It is so weird. Last night I had thought I had told Inuyasha everything I felt. Now I feel like there was so much more. But he will never know now.
I get up and walk to the kitchen. I open a drawer and extract a knife. As I turn, I hit a rose that is sitting on my counter lightly. I reach up and touch my arm where it hit me. It surprises me to find that the small scrape on my arm is bleeding drastically.
I throw the knife back in the drawer and grab the rose carefully. If I am going to die, it might as well be with beauty. I walk with the rose to the Goshinboku. I will make my death where Inuyasha was pinned. I will be pinned there too, in a sense.
My mind flashed to Inuyasha and suddenly I felt him there. I unexpectedly realized that Inuyasha was on the other side at the Goshinboku. At the same time, I knew that Inuyasha could feel me as well.
"Well Inuyasha, I'm here. Hold on to me as long as you can. I know you know that I won't be here for long. You know I will be dead soon. All I want to say is I love you and I'm not afraid to die.
Hold onto me love You know I can't stay long. All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid.
"Can you hear me Inuyasha? Can you feel all you've done to me?" I shrieked and he heard me. I knew he did.
Can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms?
I'm holding off as long as I can. I want Inuyasha to feel all he has done to me. I want him to know that he doesn't know everything and he never will. "It will end tonight Inuyasha."
Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet rapture and light it ends here tonight.
I'll miss the winter. It was so fragile like me. You made me like this Inuyasha. You made me not be able to deal with life. I will always be hiding in the corners of the forest.
I'll miss the winter A world of fragile things Look for me in the white forest Hiding in a hollow tree (come and find me)
I can feel Inuyasha crying. He is sad for me. Should I stop this while I'm still alive?
I know you hear me I can taste it in your tears.
No, I can't I must go through with this. I must end it here. I bring the rose to my arm and slash it. I stop right before my wrist. Holding my last breath and thoughts.
Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet rapture and light it ends here tonight.
I did it. I slit my wrist with the thorns of the rose. I close my eyes and I feel the pain. The blood flows freely everywhere and I find myself wishing I had not done this. But I know the truth. I feel Inuyasha leave the tree's side. "You really don't care Inuyasha? You must not because you left my side again!" I scream this aloud.
Closing your eyes to disappear You pray your dreams will leave you here But still you wake and know the truth No one's there!
As I look around one last time, I suddenly see Inuyasha. I can hear his thoughts, because I am so in tune with everything. He races to my side and I can see his beautiful face. He is scared. I can sense it. "Say good night Inuyasha. Don't be afraid because I am not."
Say good night Don't be afraid
"Kagome. Kagome don't leave." he whispers. I can no longer see straight, but I know that there is a long time to wait. At least I am with Inuyasha one last time. Though I am saddened by him, I truly do love him. He calls my name as I close my eyes. "Kagome! Kagome no!
Calling me calling my name as you fade to black.
Sorry to leave you hanging. I normally don't so don't kill me. Besides, if you do kill me, who will right the stories? He he he!
Now please, please, review. Please?