Disclaimer: guess what everyone?! I do... not own Inuyasha.
Ah! Sorry I haven't updated in forever! Please don't kill me... please. Hopefully it will be worth the wait. Why do I say this? Because, KIKYO DIES! MWAHAHAHA!
And now...
~ Broken Love, Chapter Seven- Death of Someone He Never Loved ~
Inuyasha's Pov
Racing through the tree tops, my mind races as well. Kagome, my pour Kagome. I brought her to her death. I shake my head trying to block these thoughts from my mind. I focus instead, on Kikyo. I'm hunting her down. I will also bring her to her heath, but this one will be intentional.
Thinking back on our time together, I come to wonder why I ever cared for her. Then she seemed so wonderful, so perfect. She made her self seem that way; she still tries to do it now. I know very well that she has told many people, including myself and Kagome, things that were not true and are not true. She's a knifing wench and I hate her.
I was lonely back then; I can't blame myself for turning to her. I was shunned by everyone else. She thought it was disgusting that I was a Hanyou as well though. I was too blind by seclusion to see it then, but I understand perfectly now.
perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
"Keh!" I jump out of the trees and land on the ground with a soft thud. I am not surprised to see Kikyo walking away from me. My sent has led me right to her. I am lucky enough to be behind her, if I hadn't been; I would have never heard her utter a word. "That stupid mutt. He didn't even detect the fakeness in my voice. 'I love you Inuyasha!' yah right." Gods! I used to worship that girl. I would have done anything for her. I don't understand! How could I have not noticed that she was lying?! Sure, she's perfect when she's not telling the truth. She said I betrayed her, well she has betrayed me. She now has one more reason to die.
look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now I know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
"Is that so?" I came up behind her. Claws. Slash. Kikyo fell to the floor surprised. I didn't kill her yet. I wouldn't allow her a quick and painless death. She turned herself over and let herself lean on her arms to carry the weight of her body. I narrowed my eyes and kneeled down next to her, a small smile appearing on my face. "Well Kikyo, do you have anything to say to make me not want to kill you?"
Kikyo looked at me, her eyebrows raised and her mouth slightly open. "I...I..." she stuttered. I laughed at her and her stupidity. "Now, when it really matters you have nothing to say. I thought you were smarter then that Miss Kikyo."
Without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie
"Inuyasha, just remember something." Kikyo had found her voice. I leaned back, looking at her smugly. I knew nothing she would say could change my mind, but I found it funny that she was trying. I let her continue. "I welcomed you when nobody else did. I loved you, and I know for a fact that you loved me. Will you kill your first love?" "Keh! That's all you can come up with?" Kikyo stared at me coldly. "Kikyo, I can see right through you now." I said, giving her an equally cold glare. "I may have loved you before, but that was then, this is now." I stood and pondered my statement, thinking back to my judgments I came up with when I was on my way here. "Now that I think about it Kikyo, I don't think I ever did love you."
Kikyo stared. "What do you mean?! You did too love me and I know it! Do you have any reasoning for this? Any at all?!"
I nodded. "Well for one, I was very lonely at the time. I was venerable, naive. I would've loved anyone who even said 'Hello' to me. Second, love is said to be based on trust. I never trusted you. Kagome was the first person I trusted. Third, you are supposed to love someone as they are, you wanted me to change. Therefore I never loved you!"
I know the truth now
I know who you are
and I don't love you anymore
Kikyo still protested. "But you said you never stopped thinking about me. You said you would protect me!" "This is true. I had tricked myself into thinking I loved you because I had no one else. Now I have Kagome. I don't need you for support anymore." "But, why?"
I leaned down into her face to state the last words she would hear before she died. "Simply because this Kikyo." I smiled and said my next three words slowly and meaningfully. "I hate you." Claws. Slash. Dead. I saw Kagome's soul rise into the air. Kikyo disintegrated into dust. I followed the glow, bounding through the trees, thinking about my latest and best accomplishment. Realizing the truth, and killing the lies off.
It never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool
Kagome, I'm on my way.
Ah! Sorry I haven't updated in forever! Please don't kill me... please. Hopefully it will be worth the wait. Why do I say this? Because, KIKYO DIES! MWAHAHAHA!
And now...
~ Broken Love, Chapter Seven- Death of Someone He Never Loved ~
Inuyasha's Pov
Racing through the tree tops, my mind races as well. Kagome, my pour Kagome. I brought her to her death. I shake my head trying to block these thoughts from my mind. I focus instead, on Kikyo. I'm hunting her down. I will also bring her to her heath, but this one will be intentional.
Thinking back on our time together, I come to wonder why I ever cared for her. Then she seemed so wonderful, so perfect. She made her self seem that way; she still tries to do it now. I know very well that she has told many people, including myself and Kagome, things that were not true and are not true. She's a knifing wench and I hate her.
I was lonely back then; I can't blame myself for turning to her. I was shunned by everyone else. She thought it was disgusting that I was a Hanyou as well though. I was too blind by seclusion to see it then, but I understand perfectly now.
perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
"Keh!" I jump out of the trees and land on the ground with a soft thud. I am not surprised to see Kikyo walking away from me. My sent has led me right to her. I am lucky enough to be behind her, if I hadn't been; I would have never heard her utter a word. "That stupid mutt. He didn't even detect the fakeness in my voice. 'I love you Inuyasha!' yah right." Gods! I used to worship that girl. I would have done anything for her. I don't understand! How could I have not noticed that she was lying?! Sure, she's perfect when she's not telling the truth. She said I betrayed her, well she has betrayed me. She now has one more reason to die.
look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now I know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
"Is that so?" I came up behind her. Claws. Slash. Kikyo fell to the floor surprised. I didn't kill her yet. I wouldn't allow her a quick and painless death. She turned herself over and let herself lean on her arms to carry the weight of her body. I narrowed my eyes and kneeled down next to her, a small smile appearing on my face. "Well Kikyo, do you have anything to say to make me not want to kill you?"
Kikyo looked at me, her eyebrows raised and her mouth slightly open. "I...I..." she stuttered. I laughed at her and her stupidity. "Now, when it really matters you have nothing to say. I thought you were smarter then that Miss Kikyo."
Without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie
"Inuyasha, just remember something." Kikyo had found her voice. I leaned back, looking at her smugly. I knew nothing she would say could change my mind, but I found it funny that she was trying. I let her continue. "I welcomed you when nobody else did. I loved you, and I know for a fact that you loved me. Will you kill your first love?" "Keh! That's all you can come up with?" Kikyo stared at me coldly. "Kikyo, I can see right through you now." I said, giving her an equally cold glare. "I may have loved you before, but that was then, this is now." I stood and pondered my statement, thinking back to my judgments I came up with when I was on my way here. "Now that I think about it Kikyo, I don't think I ever did love you."
Kikyo stared. "What do you mean?! You did too love me and I know it! Do you have any reasoning for this? Any at all?!"
I nodded. "Well for one, I was very lonely at the time. I was venerable, naive. I would've loved anyone who even said 'Hello' to me. Second, love is said to be based on trust. I never trusted you. Kagome was the first person I trusted. Third, you are supposed to love someone as they are, you wanted me to change. Therefore I never loved you!"
I know the truth now
I know who you are
and I don't love you anymore
Kikyo still protested. "But you said you never stopped thinking about me. You said you would protect me!" "This is true. I had tricked myself into thinking I loved you because I had no one else. Now I have Kagome. I don't need you for support anymore." "But, why?"
I leaned down into her face to state the last words she would hear before she died. "Simply because this Kikyo." I smiled and said my next three words slowly and meaningfully. "I hate you." Claws. Slash. Dead. I saw Kagome's soul rise into the air. Kikyo disintegrated into dust. I followed the glow, bounding through the trees, thinking about my latest and best accomplishment. Realizing the truth, and killing the lies off.
It never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool
Kagome, I'm on my way.