Harry
awoke with a start. He shook his head, as though trying to clear it; to detach
it from the experience he had just had. Despite his efforts, he felt those
meaningful words echoing through his mind.
When you see the sun lower opposite you, look to the sky. Behold, you will
find answers...
He would find answers? Well, that would be something, over hearing virtually
nothing informative over the whole of the summer.
But what day; when would he see the sun lower opposite him? Any day?
That couldn't be right; they wouldn't know when to...to talk to him...
Harry lay in his bed, deep in thought, until the first light of the morning sun
shone through his window, and the birds celebrating the coming of the day could
be clearly heard outside.
"Right," Harry muttered to himself. "All right then. I'll make
sure today is the day. I'll watch the sun set this evening, and I'll look to
the sky. And someone will give me some answers!"
Harry got
up that morning feeling strangely triumphant. At last, he might have some
answers! He was extremely curious though, but he was trying to put all his
thoughts on hold. Any doubts might make him rethink his decision to watch the
sun set and look to the sky.
He went down to the kitchen to pour himself some orange juice, to find that he
was the only one up. He took his juice into the garden, finding himself looking
up at the sun.
Tonight, I'll watch you set, he thought firmly to himself. Tonight I
am going to get some answers!
Harry
found himself in the garden most of the day. Normally, he would have retreated
to his room by now, but some strange part of him felt it was necessary to watch
the sun, just in case it suddenly set while he wasn't watching.
Uncle Vernon seemed extremely suspicious. He kept shooting Harry nasty looks
from out of the windows and Harry knew he was wondering what he, Harry, might
be up to.
Harry sighed. It was one thing after another.
He paced
around the garden, not noticing the well-kept grass beneath his feet. As well
as continuously looking up at the sun, he kept checking his wand in his jeans
pocket, as though reassuring himself it was still there and hadn't momentarily
disappeared. He didn't know what to expect; whether it was going to be good or
bad. All that he knew was that he had to do something. He couldn't be cooped up
for another moment...he needed to know what was happening in the world...and to
somehow find out who had taken the other part of his letter.
He turned around suddenly to see Aunt Petunia walking towards him. She had been
acting extremely oddly all summer, avoiding him like the plague, not catching
his eye, keeping her distance.
But she was looking at him now. And there was a strange look in her eyes...
Harry
watched her walk towards him without moving or speaking. Finally she reached
his side.
"Harry," she whispered suddenly, taking him by surprise.
"Tonight is the night."
"W-what?" he asked her in a quiet but urgent voice.
"Tonight," she repeated.
Harry understood exactly what she meant, but what he didn't understand at all
was...
"How do you know this?"
"There's no time, Harry," she replied without taking her eyes off
his. "I will make sure you are alone in this house for the time. Tonight
is your only chance, Harry."
Harry knew he simply had to accept it. He nodded.
"Thank you."
"I have not finished," she replied straightforwardly. "Yet this
last piece of information is from another."
"What...what is it?" Harry asked quietly, all sure he knew who it
would be from...
"He says...Do what you think is right..."
And with that Aunt Petunia strode away. Harry watched her go. He did not move,
he did not call her back, seek to know more. Just as she did not turn around.
It was
Uncle Vernon who came to tell Harry that they were going out without him. Harry
simply nodded; he could not speak. The support of his aunt was the strangest
thing in the world...
He watched Uncle Vernon head back into the house and suddenly saw his Aunt
watching him from the kitchen window. Their eyes locked and stayed for several
moments, until Harry saw Uncle Vernon reach her. They spoke briefly, and Uncle
Vernon headed into the hall, out of sight to Harry.
Aunt Petunia turned back to Harry. She raised her hand. What was it? A salute?
A farewell? A gesture of friendship? Harry raised his own hand.
Aunt Petunia smiled sadly, and turned to walk out of his life.
Harry swallowed. Perhaps it was a mixture of all three.
He heard
their car drive away and sat on the grass for a while, deep in thought. He
could hardly believe what his aunt had done for him...
The sun was getting lower. Harry watched it with anticipation. Now was the time
to start gathering up everything he needed.
He made his way into the house, stopping at the kitchen for a glass of orange
juice. Suddenly his eyes fell on a note by the toaster.
A note...and a package...
Harry set
the glass and the carton down next to the fridge. He walked over, uncertain of
what to expect.
He took the large piece of paper between his fingers, not looking at it.
Finally, he forced himself to read the letters upon the page...
Dear Harry
This is, from me, a final farewell. I do not, from where our paths are leading
us, think we will see each other again. Although I have kept it hidden from you
for so many years, this does sadden me.
There are...things, I have to tell you, Harry, things I do not find easy to
say. I know you may have believed you discovered the entire truth last year,
but you did not. Who I am has been kept from you.
I am a witch. I have, however, renounced the ways of that world and returned to
this world. My reasons for doing this I will keep to myself. If we ever do meet
again, I will tell you.
Few know this. Vernon himself does not. Of course, my parents knew, and my
sister knew, but they are dead in this world as you know. There are only three
living souls on this earth who do know.
One, now, is you. The second is Albus Dumbledore. The third, is Lord
Voldemort...
Lord Voldemort fears me. I cannot tell you why, just as I cannot tell you why I
returned to this world. I keep to my word, however...if we meet again, I will
tell you.
I now ask you to open the package. I shall not tell you what it contains; you
will know when you see it.
Harry, please believe me when I tell you I never wanted things to end, or even
to begin, like this. You are unique, you are special, you are wonderful even,
and I want to tell you that I love you. I always have done. I just could not
tell you before now.
Sometimes it hurt me to look at you. The eyes looking back at me were
Lily's...I could not bear to be reminded of it all. It was so much easier to
push you away; keep you in the dark.
I am sorry, Harry. So sorry. I hope that one day you can understand, and
forgive me. I leave you on this note; repeat my given message.
Do what you think is right.
Petunia
Harry
stood still for a moment, staring at the letter as the words jumped out at him.
A final farewell...I love you...I'm sorry...Lord Voldemort fears you...I am
a witch...
How, how could this be? The aunt that he'd hated, rejected, despised for all these
years truly felt that way about him. He continued staring at the letter.
She loved him...
An involuntary tear formed in Harry's eye. He let it fall, roll down his cheek
as he gazed, unblinking, at the letter that, in truth, completely changed his
entire world...
The secrets; the lies. They had to end. Petunia...she had realised that. She
had known it was necessary to tell him. The borders had to be broken.
Harry's gaze fell upon the parcel.
