Chapter 13
"Harry!"
He opened his eyes. Eowyn was bent over him, her own
beautiful eyes widened in shock and concern as she looked at him.
"What has come over him?" he heard another voice say. He tried to
raise his head, and saw that Legolas and Gimli had joined them. Aragorn was nowhere in sight.
"I - I..." Harry tried to get used to using his voice.
"Harry?" whispered Eowyn. "What
happened?"
Suddenly, she looked up at the others.
"We must get him to the room. He needs to lie down, and..." her voice
tailed off as Legolas and Gimli
nodded.
Harry felt himself being hoisted aloft, and found he could keep consciousness
no longer. His head rolled back, his eyes closed, and the darkness rushed in to
claim him.
Harry opened his eyes as he heard quiet
voices around him. His vision was blurred; he did not have his glasses on.
He blinked twice, before he heard someone say his name.
"Harry!"
It was Eowyn, instantly at his side.
"How are you feeling?"
Harry nodded, trying to smile, but felt his forehead throb and fell back on the
bed he was lying on.
"Where...my glasses?" he asked, clumsily stringing the words
together.
"Here," Eowyn reached over and Harry saw
they lay with his wand on a little table next to his bed. "They came off
when you fell," she said, handing them to him. "Your wand fell out of
your robes, too."
Harry nodded. He put his glasses on and saw Legolas, Gimli and Aragorn a little way off, watching him. He felt a
little uncomfortable lying there, and was glad of Eowyn's
presence.
"I - I heard shouting," he mumbled, remembering. "Someone was
hurt...or in trouble..."
"Rest, Harry," smiled Eowyn. "You
heard only yourself."
Harry lay back, troubled. He had sounded so small, he remembered. So afraid...
He looked away from Eowyn
to the table on which his wand lay. He remembered the magic that he had
attempted, and how it had not worked. His sudden anger with Eowyn
as she questioned him as to why not...the sudden, terrible pain in his scar...
"Do you want something to eat?" asked Eowyn.
Harry nodded, sitting up once more. Eowyn looked over
to the others and beckoned them forward, which they did so, carrying trays of
food and dragging stools. Harry could not help but noticed that Gimli had rather more food than anyone else.
"Here," said Harry, clambering out of bed. "I'm not ill; I feel
fine. Don't crowd around the bed just for me...we've got a table."
"Harry-" Eowyn began, but Harry shook his
head.
"I feel OK, Eowyn. Please, I don't need to stay
in bed."
Eowyn fell silent and nodded. The group of five
gathered around the small table, with Gimli elbowing
for more space.
Harry helped himself to some of the food, taking a large portion of the bread and meat before him. The food was strangely old fashioned in his eyes, but tasted far better than anything the Dursleys had ever prepared. It was not the overdone style of Hogwarts feasts, either...it was simple, necessary food. Harry smiled as he ate, finding himself happier with every bite. He looked around the table at everyone with increasing fondness, and found that he no longer felt awkward, but happy...and somehow, more willing to talk with the others as a normal person.
It was Aragorn who at last broke the
silence.
"Harry," he began, "Forgive me for questioning you, but I must
ask you what happened."
"It - it's OK," Harry said, managing a smile. "Eowyn asked to see me do magic-"
"See you do magic?" Legolas asked
curiously. "You can just perform a simple act immediately?"
"Pretty much," Harry nodded.
When Legolas still looked confused, Eowyn spoke up.
"From our discussions, I have gathered that their branch of magic is
rather different to ours," she said. "They have certain, definite
words to perform small, specific tasks."
"They do not have to concentrate on what they will? How can this be?"
"I would imagine it has been very much simplified," Eowyn replied. "So few are magical in their world. The
non-magical do not even know of the magical, they remain separate and
hidden."
"Do they not fully understand the importance of their magic, Eowyn?" Legolas asked.
"I do not honestly think so," said Eowyn.
Harry did not understand what they were talking about. Magic was specific and
organized; it always had been.
"Anyway," he started again. "I decided to show her a spell to
make things float. But...Eowyn took off her necklace,
and I tried, but it didn't work."
"The spell failed?" Aragorn asked.
"Yes. And then-"
He half-glanced at Eowyn, remembering the way he had
shouted at her. Guilt tumbled over him as he looked at her, beautiful,
perfect...so trusting. He had done her wrong.
"Then?" Aragorn prompted.
Eowyn saw Harry's glance.
"Please, Harry, do not feel ashamed," she said with a smile.
"You did me no wrong. Tell Aragorn what passed."
Harry could not tell the overwhelming sense of gratitude that rushed over him.
He realised with shock that he could feel a lump in his throat at Eowyn's wonderful attitude. He swallowed.
"Eowyn asked me why...why the magic had not
worked," he began, trying to keep his voice steady. "And I-"
Eowyn took his hand. It helped to clear things.
"I felt so angry," Harry said in a strangely hushed voice. "I
don't know what came over me. I shouted at you," he said suddenly, looking
at her. "I'm really sorry."
"Harry, I have already said...you did me no wrong."
She put her other hand on his shoulder.
"This moment you described," Aragorn said suddenly. "The anger
that came over you. What did it feel like?"
"Overpowering," Harry replied honestly. "It was uncontrollable,
horrible; I needed to shout, to release it."
Aragorn nodded slowly. He did not speak for a moment, resting his hands on the
table. Eowyn squeezed Harry's hand as they waited for
him to speak. Legolas looked intently from Harry to
Aragorn, and Harry had the impression that Legolas
understood with perfect clarity the situation. Gimli,
however, continued to eat the food in front of him...he seemed particularly
keen on the salted pork, which Harry detested. At last, Aragorn looked up, and
straight into Harry's eyes. He spoke without hesitation.
"Tell me what you saw."
Harry looked down at his lap. He closed
his eyes, recalling that terrifying scene that had blazed before him.
"There was..." he began, remembering. "A volcano. A - a huge one. It was active, bubbling..."
Harry saw, out of the corner of his eye, Aragorn exchange a glance with Legolas. He carried on, sure an explanation would come.
"There were...creatures," he continued. "Huge, dark, flying
monsters...and an eye..."
He shuddered as he thought of it. He saw Aragorn and Legolas
exchange another look.
"An eye?"
Harry looked down at his lap and nodded.
"Yes. An eye."
He shuddered as he remembered it.
"Can you...describe it?"
It was Legolas this time that spoke. Harry remained
looking down, but saw out of the corner of his eye Legolas
and Aragorn exchange the most fleeting of looks. It angered him.
"I don't think I should," he said suddenly. "I think you should
start telling me what you know, as you both clearly do."
Aragorn took a steady breath in, and Eowyn tightened
her grip on Harry's shoulder. He smiled at her, but noticed she looked
concerned.
"What is it?" he asked her.
"What you saw..." she said uncertainly. "I could not know for
certain, but..."
"What? What did I see?"
Eowyn opened her mouth to answer, but as she did so, Aragorn spoke.
"Harry. I - I do have my suspicions-"
"Suspicions?" said Harry, angrily cutting Aragorn off. "Tell me
what they are."
Aragorn looked at Harry across the table, and Harry felt a mixture of shame and
anger. Yes, he wanted to be told what was going on, but suddenly he understood
he was being unreasonable.
"I'm sorry," he mumbled.
"Please, Harry, don't be," said Legolas,
his deep, caring eyes staring into Harry's. Harry found that he couldn't help
but like Legolas, and listened to what he said.
Aragorn spoke again.
"The eye that you saw, Harry..."
"It was aflame," he replied, remembering it with a shiver. "I
was huge, orange, burning..."
He looked down once more, remembering the terror he had felt, how he had
shouted, tried to get away...
Eowyn lowered her head, and Aragorn took a deep breath. Legolas' stare became more pronounced, and even Gimli stopped eating to look at Harry. Their expressions
mirrored each other.
Harry was horrified.
"I saw...him?"
Aragorn would not look at him. He nodded.
"You saw him and his fortress, situated at Mount Doom."
"But...how? Why?"
Harry was trembling all over. He knew this meant something huge, and he dreaded
to know what.
Aragorn spoke quietly.
"Gandalf the White warned me of this...the part of him that is Albus Dumbledore knew. In your world, you could look into Voldemort's mind through that scar on your forehead...the
tables have been turned, Harry. Voldemort can look
into your mind through the scar, and now that he and Sauron
are one..."
Harry understood. They could both look
into his mind.
He took a deep shuddering breath, shaking all over. Eowyn
put her arm around him and he fell against her, trembling. The horror of it was
too much to feel. He closed his eyes...he did not want to look at them, their
sympathy, their worry. He wanted to lie there forever,
against Eowyn, blocking them out, blocking out the
entire world, all the worlds that could ever exist. The heat of it built
up inside him more than he could bear...he was burning inside...
Suddenly, a finger ran across his forehead, tracing the scar, cooling the
sudden, painful heat. He opened his eyes. Eowyn
looked into his, as she placed the back of her hand over his forehead.
"There is a third eye there," she murmured softly to him. "And
it will be used, Harry, in every way."
Harry did not understand, but her compassion held him together, as he forced
himself to look at her.
And she smiled. It was the smile that broke Harry's heart, that last ray of
hope in a world of dark. Harry felt his eyes fill with tears.
"We will get through this, Harry," Eowyn
whispered. "You and I will get through this together. I swear it."
The tears ran freely as Eowyn held Harry against her,
letting him weep all the fear and pain that had burnt inside him, letting it
seep away with his tears. Eowyn placed a hand on the
back of Harry's head as she held him, supporting him, and knowing him. Harry
wept that day for all the people that he had ever known, for all those that had
suffered at the hands of such evil, for those he had never met, those he would
never know. They had seen each other's deepest grief and fear, and between
Harry and Eowyn a deeper understanding was woven, a
love, a friendship, a unity...that was born to last forever.
