Chapter 2
Dear Diary, I'm so lonely without John here; it feels like a part of me has gone too. I miss him so much, especially at night when I'm all alone and all I want is to feel his loving embrace around me, I want to hear him whisper in my ear how much he loves me and how he'll never leave me. But he has and now I'm all alone. Of course I still have work but without him there to brighten the day with his smile it all just seems like a big waste of time.
Callie never knew her mum had felt like this about her dad, she knew they loved each other but she never knew the love was this strong, what had gone wrong?
Dear Diary, I am no longer alone, I have someone with me but not in the way I thought. I'm pregnant. I know its John's it has too be; there is no way it could be anyone else's. I have been feeling a bit off colour for a few weeks and when I mentioned it to Susan she suggested I buy a pregnancy test. I thought it would be negative- John and me are always careful- but its not and now I have a little thing growing inside me. It scares me so much to think that in 9 months (less than) I'll have a screaming baby to look after, but I'm not going to get rid of it. I've already made that mistake once and it was the biggest regret of my life, I'm not going to do it again
Callie was completely shocked by this. She could have had an older brother or sister (ok it would have been a half but what would that have mattered?) She couldn't believe her mum would ever get rid of an innocent child, her mum, the women who spent her days saving lives not destroying them. Callie had to find out why her mum had done that.
Dear Diary
I can't stop worrying about the baby. I wonder sometimes if it is going to be bipolar. How would I cope? I can barely look after myself let alone a newborn baby, epically if it did have bipolar. That was the reason I got rid of the first one, I don't know if I can do this. It wouldn't be fair on me or the baby or John. No I have to, I can't just keep running away, I have to try this and even if the baby is ill I'll still love it, it'll still be mine and John's baby. Omg John, he still doesn't know, I have to tell him, I wonder how he's going to react.
Abby wasn't the only one wondering, Callie was desperate to find out too. She frantically searched through the box looking for another diary of her fathers. Her efforts were rewarded when she found a tatty notebook with the words "Carter, Diary, 01" Shaking slightly Callie opened the first page and read on.
A/N: Sorry its short but my chapters generally are. Also does anybody know how you format the writing (italics, bold) I have it on in word but then when I upload it, it disappears.
Dear Diary, I'm so lonely without John here; it feels like a part of me has gone too. I miss him so much, especially at night when I'm all alone and all I want is to feel his loving embrace around me, I want to hear him whisper in my ear how much he loves me and how he'll never leave me. But he has and now I'm all alone. Of course I still have work but without him there to brighten the day with his smile it all just seems like a big waste of time.
Callie never knew her mum had felt like this about her dad, she knew they loved each other but she never knew the love was this strong, what had gone wrong?
Dear Diary, I am no longer alone, I have someone with me but not in the way I thought. I'm pregnant. I know its John's it has too be; there is no way it could be anyone else's. I have been feeling a bit off colour for a few weeks and when I mentioned it to Susan she suggested I buy a pregnancy test. I thought it would be negative- John and me are always careful- but its not and now I have a little thing growing inside me. It scares me so much to think that in 9 months (less than) I'll have a screaming baby to look after, but I'm not going to get rid of it. I've already made that mistake once and it was the biggest regret of my life, I'm not going to do it again
Callie was completely shocked by this. She could have had an older brother or sister (ok it would have been a half but what would that have mattered?) She couldn't believe her mum would ever get rid of an innocent child, her mum, the women who spent her days saving lives not destroying them. Callie had to find out why her mum had done that.
Dear Diary
I can't stop worrying about the baby. I wonder sometimes if it is going to be bipolar. How would I cope? I can barely look after myself let alone a newborn baby, epically if it did have bipolar. That was the reason I got rid of the first one, I don't know if I can do this. It wouldn't be fair on me or the baby or John. No I have to, I can't just keep running away, I have to try this and even if the baby is ill I'll still love it, it'll still be mine and John's baby. Omg John, he still doesn't know, I have to tell him, I wonder how he's going to react.
Abby wasn't the only one wondering, Callie was desperate to find out too. She frantically searched through the box looking for another diary of her fathers. Her efforts were rewarded when she found a tatty notebook with the words "Carter, Diary, 01" Shaking slightly Callie opened the first page and read on.
A/N: Sorry its short but my chapters generally are. Also does anybody know how you format the writing (italics, bold) I have it on in word but then when I upload it, it disappears.