CHAPTER 3: Tokiya's story
It's been too long..far too long for me to pretend everything is okay. For years, I shielded myself from the world. I hid the sadness the envelopes my sould, but now it's happening again. I feel so stupid. I feel like an a**hole. I shouldn't do this to her nor she shouldn't do this to me.
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Before people called me ice man, the cold soul, the man with masks, but I refuse to let those insults come over me. Until finally I realized I was too lonely. I said to myself: "Release yourself from this hell house"
She, Fuuko, gave me the strength to practically live. I admit her being a pesk sometimes, but whenever she's not around I..miss..her. So when I finally decided to tell her how I feel, I found out she was with Raiha. Yes, "was"! I don't know what happened to them though.
Once again, I lost a special someone. I decided to close the door, again. Cursing myself how stupid I am for thinking she feels the sameway for me. The nagging, the playful punches, the advices and comforts, those were not 'romantic love' for her. It was just brotherly love.
I thought to myself that I should forget her. At that momment, I was in the brink of falling when Tomoko came. She wasn't the person I expected to comfort me, but she has always been another of my fangirls. *sigh* I thought I could use her, to wash away the pain that Fuuko gave me. Soon after we became a couple, I realized she brings me happiness. Not yet love. I guess she'll never do. That's because, I want another person.
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The lunch incident, oh that, really made me lose control. *brushes bangs away*
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A/N: So that's the story why you might think Tokiya's OOC. Next chap will be Fuuko's story! (Sorry this is short)
It's been too long..far too long for me to pretend everything is okay. For years, I shielded myself from the world. I hid the sadness the envelopes my sould, but now it's happening again. I feel so stupid. I feel like an a**hole. I shouldn't do this to her nor she shouldn't do this to me.
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Before people called me ice man, the cold soul, the man with masks, but I refuse to let those insults come over me. Until finally I realized I was too lonely. I said to myself: "Release yourself from this hell house"
She, Fuuko, gave me the strength to practically live. I admit her being a pesk sometimes, but whenever she's not around I..miss..her. So when I finally decided to tell her how I feel, I found out she was with Raiha. Yes, "was"! I don't know what happened to them though.
Once again, I lost a special someone. I decided to close the door, again. Cursing myself how stupid I am for thinking she feels the sameway for me. The nagging, the playful punches, the advices and comforts, those were not 'romantic love' for her. It was just brotherly love.
I thought to myself that I should forget her. At that momment, I was in the brink of falling when Tomoko came. She wasn't the person I expected to comfort me, but she has always been another of my fangirls. *sigh* I thought I could use her, to wash away the pain that Fuuko gave me. Soon after we became a couple, I realized she brings me happiness. Not yet love. I guess she'll never do. That's because, I want another person.
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The lunch incident, oh that, really made me lose control. *brushes bangs away*
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A/N: So that's the story why you might think Tokiya's OOC. Next chap will be Fuuko's story! (Sorry this is short)