TR: hello ^^ thanks for the reviews, ok enough wit da chitchat on with the
fic!
Bakura: RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGHHHTTTTTTTT!!! Now your gonna talk more...
TR: no I'm not
Bakura: Yes you are
TR: no I'm not! ...
Bakura: yes you are! ....
Ryou: *sighs as they keep bickering* on with the fic...
Chapter 11: ~*Breaking*~
Memories began to surface as the images of Ryou lying in the hospital kept reappearing. Bakura's own past started haunting him with the pain suffering he had gone through with his father. The punishments for every mistake he did and every beating every night came to him. He couldn't take for long so Bakura sat against the wall in alleyway between the hospital and a drug store. He cradled his head tried to stop them.
~Flash back~
In a dark, cramped house, Bakura as a boy was sitting on the ground cringing at the pain in his stomach, trying to hide from his father who stood in front of him with his hand raised ready to thrash at him again. "You are a weakling," his father scowled, "you'll never survive out there as a thief!" He swung his hand hard against Bakura face, sending him flying a foot away from where his first was.
His father advanced and kicked him several times until Bakura was huddling in the corner. He stood up and looked his father in the eyes. "You'll never know if you keep beating me!" Bakura fought back "you're the one making me weaker and weaker." His father narrowed his eyes and replied harshly. "That is all a lie, it takes discipline and harshness to toughen up someone, to prepare them for what's going to happen in the real world."
"LIE!!!" Bakura yelled out.
That night he was beaten down and the message that his father had said was brainwashed into his head. That is why...
~Flash back end~
'That is why I'm like this' Bakura thought looking up at full moon. To him it was beautiful, it made him feel relax and safe. 'Now I'm confused.' He shook his head. Zora told him that if he trusted Ryou more, than Ryou would grow more to trust him and that's where his strength would come in. '"in time"' she had said. But his father had told him that punishing for mistakes would do it.
"What are you doing out here?" Bakura quickly looked up at who had spoken. It was Yami, Yugi's dark side. Bakura growled lowly and rolled his eyes. "What do you want pharaoh?" Yami walked closer and looked down at him. Bakura glared at Yami. "Shouldn't you be in there looking after your aibou?" he asked. "Why would I," Bakura responded quickly. Yami sighed and sat down.
Bakura scowled his he did. "Because without him you wouldn't be here now." "I can wait for my next host." He said. Yami closed his eyes and looked at Bakura in the eyes, but he looked away quickly. "You're just being stubborn with your feelings with people, that's your weakness, rejection from everyone."
"Silence!!" Bakura shouted. His voice echoed through the ally loudly. "I'm not afraid of anyone!" He hissed. "I'm not saying that, what I'm saying is that you're afraid to get close with anyone," Yami said, "look what you do to Ryou; every time you feel you're getting close with him, you beat him to make him stay away." "It's not only for that reason, did you see what those foolish mortals did to him!" he stopped arruptently, "and I made it worse for him..." he realized.
Bakura growled more quietly and then stopped. He looked into Yami's eyes to make sure he wasn't bluffing to get him to change. It hit him, the truth. He lost 5000 years of trust for anyone, only for himself. He was selfish and cruel. He never cared for anyone because of his dam father. Bakura leaned his head against the wall and crossed his arms.
'Maybe I should go back,' he thought and for the first in his life, he hesitated. Yami put a hand on Bakura's shoulder and he flinched. He turned around. Yami turned to go; he stopped before turning the corner and said, "Whenever you're ready, come." And he faded away. Bakura's stubbornness came back, but he shook it off. With a last glance at the moon, he took off.
When he returned to Ryou's room, no one was there. He saw that the mess he had made was picked up and put into its place. He looked at Ryou, his aibou was breathing still, but was still sleeping. Bakura crossed the room and looked out the window. Yugi and his friends were walking away room the hospital on their way home. He stared after them until he heard something loud behind him.
Bakura looked back to see Ryou moving his head from side to side, with his mouth open gasping and wheezing for air. He tried to sit up but his ribs kept him from doing so. Ryou's hands clutched the mattress, trying to breath. He ran over to Ryou's side not knowing what to do. He eyes searched all around for anything to help.
He found a button on the sidewall that was marked "EMERGENCY." Bakura slammed his fist against it. It set off an alarm that screamed out all over the room. Bakura heard loud footsteps racing toward the room. He retreated to the Millennium Ring as the doctors came into the room. The doctors check Ryou over. Bakura strained his ears to hear what they were saying. One of the them shouted out something, but Bakura couldn't quite hearing then the doctor shouted again as he left in the room
"--Respiratory arrest!! He is going into respiratory arrest!" Bakura panicked. He desperately tried the mind link. It worked! //Ryou...//
/Help! I can't wake up, somebody please, wake me up...! /
//Ryou! Hold on!! //
/.../
Ryou went silent trying to regain his breathing. 'Ryou hold on!'
TR: well this one was longer than last time ^^ but sad, for both Ryou and Bakura I mean. I hope you like this R&R please ^^
Bakura: RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGHHHTTTTTTTT!!! Now your gonna talk more...
TR: no I'm not
Bakura: Yes you are
TR: no I'm not! ...
Bakura: yes you are! ....
Ryou: *sighs as they keep bickering* on with the fic...
Chapter 11: ~*Breaking*~
Memories began to surface as the images of Ryou lying in the hospital kept reappearing. Bakura's own past started haunting him with the pain suffering he had gone through with his father. The punishments for every mistake he did and every beating every night came to him. He couldn't take for long so Bakura sat against the wall in alleyway between the hospital and a drug store. He cradled his head tried to stop them.
~Flash back~
In a dark, cramped house, Bakura as a boy was sitting on the ground cringing at the pain in his stomach, trying to hide from his father who stood in front of him with his hand raised ready to thrash at him again. "You are a weakling," his father scowled, "you'll never survive out there as a thief!" He swung his hand hard against Bakura face, sending him flying a foot away from where his first was.
His father advanced and kicked him several times until Bakura was huddling in the corner. He stood up and looked his father in the eyes. "You'll never know if you keep beating me!" Bakura fought back "you're the one making me weaker and weaker." His father narrowed his eyes and replied harshly. "That is all a lie, it takes discipline and harshness to toughen up someone, to prepare them for what's going to happen in the real world."
"LIE!!!" Bakura yelled out.
That night he was beaten down and the message that his father had said was brainwashed into his head. That is why...
~Flash back end~
'That is why I'm like this' Bakura thought looking up at full moon. To him it was beautiful, it made him feel relax and safe. 'Now I'm confused.' He shook his head. Zora told him that if he trusted Ryou more, than Ryou would grow more to trust him and that's where his strength would come in. '"in time"' she had said. But his father had told him that punishing for mistakes would do it.
"What are you doing out here?" Bakura quickly looked up at who had spoken. It was Yami, Yugi's dark side. Bakura growled lowly and rolled his eyes. "What do you want pharaoh?" Yami walked closer and looked down at him. Bakura glared at Yami. "Shouldn't you be in there looking after your aibou?" he asked. "Why would I," Bakura responded quickly. Yami sighed and sat down.
Bakura scowled his he did. "Because without him you wouldn't be here now." "I can wait for my next host." He said. Yami closed his eyes and looked at Bakura in the eyes, but he looked away quickly. "You're just being stubborn with your feelings with people, that's your weakness, rejection from everyone."
"Silence!!" Bakura shouted. His voice echoed through the ally loudly. "I'm not afraid of anyone!" He hissed. "I'm not saying that, what I'm saying is that you're afraid to get close with anyone," Yami said, "look what you do to Ryou; every time you feel you're getting close with him, you beat him to make him stay away." "It's not only for that reason, did you see what those foolish mortals did to him!" he stopped arruptently, "and I made it worse for him..." he realized.
Bakura growled more quietly and then stopped. He looked into Yami's eyes to make sure he wasn't bluffing to get him to change. It hit him, the truth. He lost 5000 years of trust for anyone, only for himself. He was selfish and cruel. He never cared for anyone because of his dam father. Bakura leaned his head against the wall and crossed his arms.
'Maybe I should go back,' he thought and for the first in his life, he hesitated. Yami put a hand on Bakura's shoulder and he flinched. He turned around. Yami turned to go; he stopped before turning the corner and said, "Whenever you're ready, come." And he faded away. Bakura's stubbornness came back, but he shook it off. With a last glance at the moon, he took off.
When he returned to Ryou's room, no one was there. He saw that the mess he had made was picked up and put into its place. He looked at Ryou, his aibou was breathing still, but was still sleeping. Bakura crossed the room and looked out the window. Yugi and his friends were walking away room the hospital on their way home. He stared after them until he heard something loud behind him.
Bakura looked back to see Ryou moving his head from side to side, with his mouth open gasping and wheezing for air. He tried to sit up but his ribs kept him from doing so. Ryou's hands clutched the mattress, trying to breath. He ran over to Ryou's side not knowing what to do. He eyes searched all around for anything to help.
He found a button on the sidewall that was marked "EMERGENCY." Bakura slammed his fist against it. It set off an alarm that screamed out all over the room. Bakura heard loud footsteps racing toward the room. He retreated to the Millennium Ring as the doctors came into the room. The doctors check Ryou over. Bakura strained his ears to hear what they were saying. One of the them shouted out something, but Bakura couldn't quite hearing then the doctor shouted again as he left in the room
"--Respiratory arrest!! He is going into respiratory arrest!" Bakura panicked. He desperately tried the mind link. It worked! //Ryou...//
/Help! I can't wake up, somebody please, wake me up...! /
//Ryou! Hold on!! //
/.../
Ryou went silent trying to regain his breathing. 'Ryou hold on!'
TR: well this one was longer than last time ^^ but sad, for both Ryou and Bakura I mean. I hope you like this R&R please ^^