Do not own CCS either. Also this is short, because of the writer's block
and all. ^.^
~oOo~
The plane ride is interesting.
Nakruru had begged and pleaded until she got the window seat, and now had her face plastered against the window, watching as the lights of Hong Kong drew nearer. Funny how much she reminds me of Sakura on her first trip here. Simply overwhelmed by everything she sees.
Spinel is still hiding in my bag. Funny how he takes to it with more ease then Kero ever did. In some ways it's convenient, in others it's just a little depressing.
I tried sleeping on the plane at first, but that wasn't even an option. Every time I close my eyes I see Eriol's piercing blue eyes. Telling me to just forget everything. To come back to him. That he's fine, and we can be happy forever.
The house is in the control of a realtor. No, I didn't sell it. He'll handle the renting of it to people that can use it more at this time. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm never going back there. Ever. And selling it would be just stupid. From a profit point of view.
I'm on my 6th cup of coffee though, all the caffeine is going to get to me eventually, but I have to find her. The last thing I remember is being at her wedding.
Watching her dance up the isle in the wonderful white dress. I've never watched that tape since. Any tape. It'd be a crime to my memory. There's no way that a simple camera could have captured that much beauty. For all the time I spent, taping and reliving Sakura's life through film, and her wedding was the one thing that could stop it.
Just by closing my eyes, I can remember that day, and how happy she was to be married. It is a little painful to think of what could have been, but I'm sure she's happy...
And for the first time, I question what I'm doing. Perhaps forgetting it all was better.
I'd have a family. I'd have some one who I thought loved me. And at the very least I wouldn't be constantly dreaming of someone who would never...
Why would I want to pollute Sakura's happy life with mine...
The plane will be landing soon. I really don't know what will happen. I don't even know what I hope will happen. Time will simply tell.
~oOo~
The plane ride is interesting.
Nakruru had begged and pleaded until she got the window seat, and now had her face plastered against the window, watching as the lights of Hong Kong drew nearer. Funny how much she reminds me of Sakura on her first trip here. Simply overwhelmed by everything she sees.
Spinel is still hiding in my bag. Funny how he takes to it with more ease then Kero ever did. In some ways it's convenient, in others it's just a little depressing.
I tried sleeping on the plane at first, but that wasn't even an option. Every time I close my eyes I see Eriol's piercing blue eyes. Telling me to just forget everything. To come back to him. That he's fine, and we can be happy forever.
The house is in the control of a realtor. No, I didn't sell it. He'll handle the renting of it to people that can use it more at this time. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm never going back there. Ever. And selling it would be just stupid. From a profit point of view.
I'm on my 6th cup of coffee though, all the caffeine is going to get to me eventually, but I have to find her. The last thing I remember is being at her wedding.
Watching her dance up the isle in the wonderful white dress. I've never watched that tape since. Any tape. It'd be a crime to my memory. There's no way that a simple camera could have captured that much beauty. For all the time I spent, taping and reliving Sakura's life through film, and her wedding was the one thing that could stop it.
Just by closing my eyes, I can remember that day, and how happy she was to be married. It is a little painful to think of what could have been, but I'm sure she's happy...
And for the first time, I question what I'm doing. Perhaps forgetting it all was better.
I'd have a family. I'd have some one who I thought loved me. And at the very least I wouldn't be constantly dreaming of someone who would never...
Why would I want to pollute Sakura's happy life with mine...
The plane will be landing soon. I really don't know what will happen. I don't even know what I hope will happen. Time will simply tell.