Disclaimer: I thought that if i brabed the people that own Teen Titans they would give it to me. Yeah they gave me three to five ... years in jail. That means I still don't own Teen Titans. I will just have to wait until I get out.

Author note: Ok this is my first story so be kind and review. Also this is a Raven/Robin if you don't like that then you don't have to read.

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The first chapter (i am so excited)

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As the early morning light spreading across the sky one lone figure, clad in a dark blue cloak with a black shirt and jeans, sat atop the Titan Tower. The figure was Raven, know as the Ice Queen of the Titans, out for her morning mediation. She liked to get up before the other Titans and sit on the roof when the air was crisp and cold. This was when the tower was silence and all was peaceful. It wasn't that she did care for the other Titans in some strange way, it was just easier to concentrate without them around.

Once she was done mediating she reflected on why others thought of her as an Ice Queen. Most people just thought she was cold hearted, but this was not true. The truth was Raven couldn't show her emotions for fear her powers would get out of control, and having telekinetic powers unchecked isn't a good thing. So Raven keep to herself so she couldn't hurt others. To her it was better if people did get to close, for then she wouldn't have to suppress her feelings from them.

When the sun was fully in the sky Raven headed back down to her room for the second part of her morning. This part non of the other Titans knew about. For each morning she would write the thoughts and feelings she couldn't express to others in her journal. Locking her door behind her, Raven when to retrieve the journal behind the hidden panel in the wall. Once open she reached her arm in to grab the book but came back empty handed.

"OK, I just left it on my desk last night and forgot to put it away." Raven tried to calm herself. Walking across her room she found the desk top desk bare of any book at all. Searching through the drawers proved useless also.

Numbly chewing on her lips she tried to calm herself and think where it could be. Now I know I got it out last night to do some writing and then I ... No! Oh no, I couldn't have left it in the living room for the others to find.
Walking around a little Raven thought back to last night. I went to the living room so I could watch the sun set without getting wet from the rain storm. Then Beast Boy and Cyborg came in to play that stupid video game. Then I when to my room for some late night mediation and sleep. Crap, I bet one of the boys saw it on the table and read it. Now they're going to tease me for it. I might as well face them now and get my journal back.

Walking out of her room to go find B.B and Cyborg, Raven walked right into solid muscle.

"Hey, what's the hurry Raven? Breakfast won't be done for another half hour, and even then I'm not sure you will want it with Beast Boy cooking this morning." Robin, the Titan's leader, ask a slightly blushing Raven.

Raven wasn't blushing from the short walk, no it was for a more embarrassing reason. For Raven the Ice Queen had a crush on the boy wonder. Luckily, as usual, she had her hood up so he didn't see her face change a slight shade of pink.

"Sorry, Robin I will watch out where I am going next time. Now if you will excuse I have some thing I have to do." With that Raven once again ran off to find B.B. and Cyborg.

Stand in the hallway Robin thought to himself, Why does she always wear her hood up, she has such a beautiful face, she doesn't need to hide it. Wait, did I just think Raven was beautiful. What am I doing think that, I should be think about Starfire. She is the one I want to date. But, do I really want her, I mean she is sweet and all but way to demanding. Hey now Robin, this is nonsense it was only one side thought nothing to worry about, just go find Star.

Pulling himself from his thought he found Starfire walking towards him. Putting a smile on his face Robin went to talk to her.

"Morning Star sleep well?"

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Walking into the kitchen Raven found B.B. and Cyborg arguing over meat as usual.

"Look, B.B. I need meat and you need to cook me my meat if you want to keep yours attached to your bones!"

"Now listen here Cyborg, I will not cook you a dead animal corpse. I don't care how much you threaten me."

"Umm, guy I need to ask you a question before you ripe each other apart." Raven put in before things got ugly.

"Oh, hey dark girl what can we do for you?" Cyborg was the first to answer.

"Well, I was wondering if either of you happened to find a white book on the coffee table last night before you went to bed."

Looking at her with blanks faces until B.B. answered for them both.

"Sorry Rae, neither of us saw a book on the table, though we could help you look for it."

"No! I mean that is okay guys I can find it myself. You go back to fighting over breakfast. Running off Raven didn't notice the confused look on both of her teammates' faces.

"That was strange I never seen dark girl upset over her books like this before."

"Yeah, well maybe this one is like her mirror and if she loses it she goes crazy and kills us all." B.B. dramatically stabbed him self and fell over while sticking his tongue out at Cyborg.

"Aww man, you should be stabbed and soon."

"At least I don't eat charred flesh."

"No, you just eat sewage." The two soon forgot about the book and Raven as their old argument returned.

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"Oh and a good sun rising to you too Robin. You haven't seen friend Raven have you, I must speak with her it is most urgent."

"Sorry Star you just missed her but you might be able to catch her in the kitchen."

"Glorious new I will go to seek her out. Fair well friend Robin."

In her rush to find Raven, Star happened to drop a white book. Unknown to Robin was the one Raven was searching for.

"Star wait you dropped you book. Oh, never mind I give it to her later. I wonder if she'll mind me read a little."

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Midnight Ivy