Hi ppls. Im so freakin bored its not even funny. hits laughing fangirl with brick Anywayz, I just read some really good yyh yaoi fanfiction, almost started crying (not on fanfiction.net though) So, my mind is kinda still set on Kurama and Hiei leaving each other, so dont expect this to be the happiest chapter..

Tainted Love, chapt 3

Silence...

Never had Riku could have ever imagined the pain which silence could bring. Not knowing what the other was thinking, not knowing what they were going to do, how was Sora to respond? Riku could feel a part of him melt off with the time the immense silence stole. He felt Sora get up from his side. No! Was he leaving?! Please God, no..

"Well, is that it? Is there nothing more to this Sora? I need something Sora, I want to kn--" Sora turned to look at Riku, who trailed off.

The sound of a shutting door..

Sora closed the door, and walked out of the room. All he could think about was, All my fault. He would care more about himself if it wasnt for me. He even said it himself. Only me.. Maybe this wouldn't of happened if I wasn't here. Maybe he would have stuck up for himself if I didn't haunt his mind... Sora sat on the stairs, holding his knees to his chest. He bit his lip, trying to supress his emotions, forcing the tears back.

Riku didn't understand the pain it caused Sora, the horrible pain when your friend puts everything, everyone, especially you, over themselves. Even although Sora wouldn't admit that he would give his life for Riku, hell, he would give everyone and everything up as long as Riku lived on... But it just hurt so much to see it, especially from someone more in need then you have ever been in, in your entire existance.

"I can't hide from it though." Sora decided. Sora got up and went up the stairs back into his room. He took in a deep breath and walked in.

Riku didn't notice Sora as he re-entered the room. He just lay there on his side, sobbing. This pain.. This is worse then any other pain. I'd rather have my stepdad beat me then this! At least the physical pain would take away from the emotional. All this time. The one person that kept me through this.. The one person that I thought would care...

"Riku?"

Riku jumped slightly, and quickly wipped away at his tears with his arm.

"I'm sorry for leaving."

"But, why did you leave? You have no idea how horrible I felt when I heard the door shut." Sora sat down, once again, by Riku's side.

"It just hurts Riku, It hurts alot, seeing you like this. You don't seem to realize that you are important. You need to care for yourself just as much as you care for me, if not more.. just the thought of you not fighting because of me.."

"What the hell gave you that idea? I fought, Sora. I fought because of you.. Not only for you, but for me to see you again, for things to be like they were, if not better."

"Riku, thanks, it means alot to me that--

The phone blaring its ring startled the two boys causing Sora to slightly jump.

"I'll be right back Riku."

Sora got up and ran out of the room, almost tripping over his feet while going down the stairs.

He raced into the kitchen and looked at the caller i.d. The name didn't show up. Sora shugged and picked it up anyways.

"'ello?" Sora asked waiting for a response.

"Sora?"

That voice... Sora knew that voice, and it haunted him to no end to hear it.

"Tatsuki?" Sora clenched his fists from the rage, trying not to hint of it in his voice, but he didn't want nothing more then to slit the man's throat.

"Ya, I was wondering, have you seen Riku? He has been missing for a day or so now and I can't think of anyone else besides you that would know where he is."

Sora's fists got tighter. His knuckles turned white from the pressure of the anger balled up in his fists.

"Nope, not a clue, I have actually been wondering myself why he hasn't been around."

"Oh..." Tatsuki's voice trailed off and he let out a drunken hiccup.

"Maybe Kairi would know, have you tried her yet?" Sora didn't mind giving forth Kairi's name at the time. He knew that as long as she was clueless to the situation she couldn't accidentally squeal about the where abouts of Riku.

"Naa, I haven't I'll call her up--

"Good, you do that." Sora cut in trying to get off the phone as soon as possible.

"SOOOOORA?? Who's on the phone??" Riku called from upstairs curiously .

OH FUCK! Riku chose the worst possible time to talk....

"Who was that? Is that Riku???" Tatsuki asked releasing another hiccup.

"No, thats my cousin... Nick, he's visiting from up north.. Well, I got to go, hope to hear about Riku's where abouts soon, call me once you get any information! Bye!!"

Click.

Sora hung up the phone before Tatsuki could even response. He wipped his brow, and put down the phone and pulled the plug out of the wall in case Tatsuki were to call again. Sora stood, back against the wall, and let himself slowly slide down to the floor to a sitting position. What was he to do if Tatsuki came over? What would he tell Riku? He didn't want to lie to Riku but he didn't want to worry him either.. If Tatsuki were to come over.. well, Riku would definantly be hidden, but if he were to find him.. Sora tensed up and nerves caused a naseating pain in his stomach. He sat up and ran to the bathroom as fast as he could. He slammed the door open and ran to the toilet seat and let his stomach contents release itself into the toilet. He gagged and spat until there was nothing left. Slowly, he stood up and wipped his mouth on his sleeve.

Sora turned to the doorway, where Riku stood.

"Are you ok? What happened Sora?"

"Nothing Riku, my stomach is just alittle queasy, I'm fine though."

"Ok Sora.." Riku replied doubtfully. "Who called?"

Silence....

"Uh, My Mom.." Sora looked down to the floor avoiding Riku's gaze. Yeah.. my Mom...

So ends chapter 3 (finnally!) I have been workin on this chapter for a loooong ass time now, as u might of noticed... ehehehee... '.'; man, im nervous at the time. my school sux and i am suspended and might be expelled! but at the time i have so much caffiene in my system i dont really care!! kicks empty soda bottles that litter the ground weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! well, hope to see your beautiful reviews soon! ba byes for now