Tears of Doubt
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha.
Oh my gosh I'm so sorry people. I had a major writer's block. One minute I'm happily typing then the next I'm screaming Noooooo. Now I'm back I hope I'm back for good. :D
****************** Chapter 4:
"Mom I'm home," yelled Kagome as she walked in the front door.
"Oh hi, Dear, how are all your friends?" came her mom's reply from the kitchen. Kagome walked into the kitchen, "They're all great," she replied and grabbed up a cookie from the table. She was just about to put it in her mouth when her mother said, "Not before dinner."
She put the cookie down and looked at her mom who at the moment was checking on something in the oven and thought,' some things never change.'
"Mom?"
"Yes, Dear?"
"I need some advice." Mrs. Higurashi turned to her daughter and smiled, "That's what I'm here for. It's about boys isn't it?"
Kagome looked at her mom oddly, "Mom, I've always wondered are you psycic?"
"Oh good heavens no," she said as she walked over and made herself comfortable in the chair closest to Kagome, "I was a young girl once myself, you know. Now sit down and tell me what's going on."
Kagome seated herself next to her mom and told her about Inuyasha and Kikyo, and how she had told him she loved him.
"Well love does make things complicated," Mrs. Higurashi sighed, "but it's worth every moment. The good and the bad."
"When I was a young girl, I met a man that seemed so perfect in every way and I just knew I would marry him someday. So I told my best friend about my dreams to one day marry that man," she sighed wistfully, "my friend, he just scoffed at me and told me I was stupid."
Kagome huffed, "Well he doesn't seem like a very good friend to me."
Mrs. Higurashi laughed lightly, "He didn't to me either at the time," she smiled at Kagome, "it took me a long time to realize that he was just worried about me."
She frowned then continued, "You see the man I adored so much was, what you would call, a player."
"My friend tried to warn me in his own way but I didn't listen,"
"When did you find out what he was, Mom?" asked Kagome, who had leaned foward in her seat.
"After we had dated for a while and I was so sure that I was in love with him, I would have done anything to have him love me back."
"We went to a party and after a while of dancing I got a little thirsty and I went to to the bar to get a bottle of water and when I came back he was kissing another girl."
Kagome who had really been getting into the story, scooted her chair closer to her mom and asked, "What did you do?"
"I left the party and went home and cried," she said, then smiled lost in a memory, "My friend, he came over to cheer me up and he never said another word about it, he just held me in his arms as I cried."
"Awww," said Kagome, "What ever happened to your friend?"
"I married him," said Mrs. Higurashi, her eyes shinning with love. "The point of this story is that be careful and make sure that it's true love before you make the big leap."
"Mom, how did you know it was true love?" asked Kagome.
"Well It's hard to explain. I know he wasn't perfect far from it really, but he made me feel alive and beautiful."
She smiling mischieviously, "we had a big fight once, I can't even remember what it was about or how long we fought but," still grinning she said, "the best part was definetly the making up."
"So how did you make u....." Kagome started, then stopped and looked at her mom and simply said, "Oh."
"We had been dating for well on two years when that happened. That was the night you were concieved. He asked me to marry him the very next day." Mrs. Higurashi said with a sad look on her face, "I miss him so much it hurts sometimes but I know he would want me to remember all the good times."
"Mom..." started Kagome, then she looked down at the table then back up at her mom with a few tears in her eyes, "I don't know what to do."
Mrs. Higurashi opened her arms as Kagome went to her and began weeping. She hummed a song that she used to sing to her when she was a child. It had a soothing affect and Kagome stopped crying and they just sat there for a few minutes.
"I have to check on the casserole, why don't you get cleaned up for dinner."
"Okay, " said Kagome as she walked to the door then paused and turned around, "Thank you for the advice mom," she whispered, then continued walking to the bathroom. She glanced out the window.
Well, I wonder if Sesshomaru is mad, she thought, as she watched the sun setting outside.
~*~*~*~*~
"Where is she?" Sesshomaru calmly asked the four people in front of him.
"She's gone," said Inuyasha with a smug look on his face.
Sesshomaru's eyes went to Inuyasha, "When I ask a direct question I expect to get a direct answer. I do not ask a question a second time." He said and popped his knuckles.
"I will not hesitate to kill you one by one until you tell me," promised Sesshomaru
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Thanks for reading I'll write another chapter soon. Syonara
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha.
Oh my gosh I'm so sorry people. I had a major writer's block. One minute I'm happily typing then the next I'm screaming Noooooo. Now I'm back I hope I'm back for good. :D
****************** Chapter 4:
"Mom I'm home," yelled Kagome as she walked in the front door.
"Oh hi, Dear, how are all your friends?" came her mom's reply from the kitchen. Kagome walked into the kitchen, "They're all great," she replied and grabbed up a cookie from the table. She was just about to put it in her mouth when her mother said, "Not before dinner."
She put the cookie down and looked at her mom who at the moment was checking on something in the oven and thought,' some things never change.'
"Mom?"
"Yes, Dear?"
"I need some advice." Mrs. Higurashi turned to her daughter and smiled, "That's what I'm here for. It's about boys isn't it?"
Kagome looked at her mom oddly, "Mom, I've always wondered are you psycic?"
"Oh good heavens no," she said as she walked over and made herself comfortable in the chair closest to Kagome, "I was a young girl once myself, you know. Now sit down and tell me what's going on."
Kagome seated herself next to her mom and told her about Inuyasha and Kikyo, and how she had told him she loved him.
"Well love does make things complicated," Mrs. Higurashi sighed, "but it's worth every moment. The good and the bad."
"When I was a young girl, I met a man that seemed so perfect in every way and I just knew I would marry him someday. So I told my best friend about my dreams to one day marry that man," she sighed wistfully, "my friend, he just scoffed at me and told me I was stupid."
Kagome huffed, "Well he doesn't seem like a very good friend to me."
Mrs. Higurashi laughed lightly, "He didn't to me either at the time," she smiled at Kagome, "it took me a long time to realize that he was just worried about me."
She frowned then continued, "You see the man I adored so much was, what you would call, a player."
"My friend tried to warn me in his own way but I didn't listen,"
"When did you find out what he was, Mom?" asked Kagome, who had leaned foward in her seat.
"After we had dated for a while and I was so sure that I was in love with him, I would have done anything to have him love me back."
"We went to a party and after a while of dancing I got a little thirsty and I went to to the bar to get a bottle of water and when I came back he was kissing another girl."
Kagome who had really been getting into the story, scooted her chair closer to her mom and asked, "What did you do?"
"I left the party and went home and cried," she said, then smiled lost in a memory, "My friend, he came over to cheer me up and he never said another word about it, he just held me in his arms as I cried."
"Awww," said Kagome, "What ever happened to your friend?"
"I married him," said Mrs. Higurashi, her eyes shinning with love. "The point of this story is that be careful and make sure that it's true love before you make the big leap."
"Mom, how did you know it was true love?" asked Kagome.
"Well It's hard to explain. I know he wasn't perfect far from it really, but he made me feel alive and beautiful."
She smiling mischieviously, "we had a big fight once, I can't even remember what it was about or how long we fought but," still grinning she said, "the best part was definetly the making up."
"So how did you make u....." Kagome started, then stopped and looked at her mom and simply said, "Oh."
"We had been dating for well on two years when that happened. That was the night you were concieved. He asked me to marry him the very next day." Mrs. Higurashi said with a sad look on her face, "I miss him so much it hurts sometimes but I know he would want me to remember all the good times."
"Mom..." started Kagome, then she looked down at the table then back up at her mom with a few tears in her eyes, "I don't know what to do."
Mrs. Higurashi opened her arms as Kagome went to her and began weeping. She hummed a song that she used to sing to her when she was a child. It had a soothing affect and Kagome stopped crying and they just sat there for a few minutes.
"I have to check on the casserole, why don't you get cleaned up for dinner."
"Okay, " said Kagome as she walked to the door then paused and turned around, "Thank you for the advice mom," she whispered, then continued walking to the bathroom. She glanced out the window.
Well, I wonder if Sesshomaru is mad, she thought, as she watched the sun setting outside.
~*~*~*~*~
"Where is she?" Sesshomaru calmly asked the four people in front of him.
"She's gone," said Inuyasha with a smug look on his face.
Sesshomaru's eyes went to Inuyasha, "When I ask a direct question I expect to get a direct answer. I do not ask a question a second time." He said and popped his knuckles.
"I will not hesitate to kill you one by one until you tell me," promised Sesshomaru
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Thanks for reading I'll write another chapter soon. Syonara