Tears of Doubt
Disclaimer: I still don't own Inuyasha............WAAAAHHHHH "Somebody call the Wahhmbulance." But I do own Arashi and the plot of the story.
It's time to thank my reviewers for their support.
*Thousands of hands clap for the reviewers*
ROUGES HEART- Thanks for reviewing so many times in a row. Lov ya
SANOSA-I am very honored. Very, very honored..........hope I don't dissapoint.
WAIZU YORU AME OTOME-yep, a another Miroku. Thanks for reviewing.
GUARDIUN ANGEL15-Thanks for saying I'm funny. I'm glad to know that some people think I am.
Serenity971-Thanx for reviewing. I thought may be ya didn't like me anymore. I'm glad ya do.^_^
Yusukegurl16- I don't know if I will actually finish the whole story soon but I might.
Silver Goddess1- I'm glad ya like the story.
Slight warning mild lime. Not much. I'm not even sure if it's lime worthy.
?????????? Now without further ado (Is that how it's spelled........probably not) On with chapter 12.
****************************Chapter 12
Kagome looked at the little bottle and thought 'well goodbye barrier.' She lifted the container to her lips.
"WAIT!!!!!!!" Arashi yelled.
Kagome stopped and put the bottle down and asked, "What? What's wrong."
Arashi looked at her with a sheepish look and said, "Don't be angry with me, but that is the wrong bottle. I just remembered that the actual barrier dropping potion is under my home." Noticing that her face was getting red from anger he quickly said, "I have a good excuse. See this lady came over, she's a good lay but a thief, so I hid it."
Kagome looked at him with barely contained anger. She held up the black bottle and said, "So what's this stuff?"
Arashi smirked and said, "That happens to be the greatest potion ever invented. It's a mating potion, the person that drinks it instantly wants to mate." He then laughed and continued, "Though I've never actually tried it on humans, I know it works for them too."
Kagome got her bag and slammed it on Arashi's head and said, "Well now I know my bag works." Still feeling angry, she glared at him and said, "Where's the real potion? We have a lot of work to do in just a little time."
Arashi rubbed his head and thought, ' A woman with fire. If she wasn't Sesshomaru's I'd take her.' Feeling the room go icy he turned and looked at Kagome,' She looks angry.' he thought, so he said, "I'll go get the real potion." He dashed out of the cabin.
Shippo went over to Jaken and said, "Let's go help Arashi." he grabbed Jaken and dashed off after Arashi.
Kagome took deep calming breathes and looked at Sesshomaru, "You friend is not taking any of this seriously." She noticed him giving her the same look he gave before he kissed her the last time. "Sesshomaru, we need to talk about the kiss, well, kisses."
Sesshomaru continued to gaze at her without saying anything. He still hadn't sorted out just why he felt so attracted to her. She wasn't that beautiful, but for some reason, she seemed to be growing more and more beautiful everyday. No he didn't have a clue as to why he felt this way. 'Emotions are weak.' he thought.
Hearing no answer from him, Kagome closed her eyes and sighed. 'May be it was an accidental kiss or something.' She felt herself snatched up and pressed against him. Her eyes fluttered open. She heard him growl in her ear. "I told you to stop sighing."
He began nibbling on her ear. Then traveled down her jawline. Kagome was having a hard time breathing. She put her arms around him and felt his hard muscled back.
His mouth traveled to her lips and he began lightly nipping her bottom lip. Then he deepened the kiss. One of his arms supported her and the other roamed over her body. He lightly brushed her breast. She sighed and his mouth left hers. She was about to voice a complaint when he started kissing down her neck. He lowered her down on the futon.
Suddenly Sesshomaru stopped and raised up. "We will finish this later," he said. Kagome looked up at him with confusion. "Why are we stopping?" she asked, but was reminded where they were when she heard someone cough. Then she heard Arashi say, "If your going to cough do it somewhere else. I'm trying to watch........Hey why'd you stop?"
Her eyes widened and she quickly raised up. 'I can't believe that I completely forgot all about them,' she thought then gasped. 'Wait a second, did Sesshomaru say we will finish this later?!' Then looking at the ground she thought, 'Do I want to finish?.......okay that was a stupid question, of course I do. Does that make me easy?'
Sesshomaru frowned lost in thought. 'How is it that she makes me lose control by just a sound or a glance?' He mentally shook his head clearing it. He looked at Arashi and said, "Did you bring the correct potion?"
Arashi quickly nodded his head and handed him the container. "I'm gonna go find me a woman." He started to leave but Sesshomaru stopped him.
"After we awaken Kagome's power, I don't care what you do," he said.
Arashi frowned then said, "fine........Kagome, drink this."
Kagome looked at the container and said," are you sure that it's the right one this time?" Arashi nodded his head. Kagome took the container from him and drank it all in one gulp.
Arashi motioned for Sesshomaru stay by Kagome.
"How much closer do you want me to be to her?" Sesshomaru asked.
Arashi said,"You have to be her rock, the one thing that keeps her grounded." Turning toward Kagome he said, "your going to feel very weightless when the barrier is gone. You will have to look for your power,"
Kagome glanced at him and slowly said, "so do I go into the light or stay away?" She was already starting to feel a little strange. She could hear other voices all around her, but they were faint.
Arashi quirked one of his eyebrows, then shrugged, "I don't know." He sat down beside her and said, "The only thing I can tell you for sure is, be careful of the voices you hear. Some will try to help you, but most will try to cause you harm. I can't tell you which voices to trust, so be careful alright, girly. Do not be decieved"
Kagome nodded, closed her eyes and said, "I hear them." Feeling a sudden chill course through her body, she shivered. Then she felt it. It was as if something suddenly shattered. 'the barrier is gone,' she thought. 'I feel like I'm floating away.'
She could hear the voices clearly now. 'Such angry voices,' she thought, 'why can't they leave? Are they trapped here?' Suddenly she felt someone grab her, It's grip was cold. It was pulling her trying to drag her out of her body. 'NO' she thought, ' I don't want to leave.'
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Sesshomaru was close to her so he felt her grow cold as death. He put her small hand in his larger one. Then he turned to Arashi and said, "What is happening. There is no warmth." His voice was calm, but inside he was terrified.
Arashi said, "She's not dead, but someone is trying to take her body from her." He faced Sesshomaru and said, "Talk to her. Don't let her forget who she is."
Even though no one orders the great Sesshomaru around, he did as Arashi said without a second thought. He began to talk to her about Shippo and all of her other friends. Then he said, "We need you to come back, Kagome."
'Come back to me Kagome. I need you,' he thought. Later he would dwell on that thought but for right now the only thing he worried about was getting Kagome back.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
It was so cold then suddenly Kagome felt it. It was like the sun coming out, lighting up the dark. She felt a warmth wash over her. The other soul that had her suddenly let go. 'I feel it,' Kagome thought, 'The power, I found it.' She felt so warm now. The voices stopped all except one voice and that was Sesshomaru's. She smiled and let the power flow through her. 'Sesshomaru was the key,' She thought. Realizing she felt like her old self, she opened her eyes and gazed into Sesshomaru's golden ones.
When She opened her eyes, Sesshomaru felt his heart leap in his chest. He crossed his arms in order to keep from pulling her to him. He wasn't sure if he'd be able to let her go again if he followed that urge.
Arashi grinned and grabbed hold of Kagome and hugged her fiercly, "I thought you were a goner, girly."
She slightly patted him on the back and said, "I thought I was too." Suddenly there was a big ball of fur on her face. Shippo had leapt on her face. "You scared me, I don't want you to ever leave," Shippo sobbed.
"I won't if I can help it okay, Shippo." Kagome said, then frowned when she felt Arashi's hands move to her butt, she kicked him as hard as she could.
"Owwwww, you kick hard girly," Arashi said grinning. If he'd been kicked where she was aiming, he wouldn't be grinning at all.
Sesshomaru glared at Arashi, then said to everyone in the room, "We will leave early, so get some sleep."
Arashi yawned and said, "Hey Sesshomaru, is that our cue to leave you and Kagome alone?" Without waiting for an answer he picked up Shippo off Kagome and grabbed Jaken then left with them both.
Kagome walked up to Sesshomaru and said, "I heard you talking to me. You brought me back."
Sesshomaru turned to Kagome and leaned over and kissed her gently. "Goodnight, Kagome," he quietly said and walked out of the room.
Kagome sat down on the futon and thought, 'I'm think I'm falling in love with him. I don't want to be hurt though.' She layed back and realized that she needed to get to sleep, but sleep doesn't come to those who have a lot to think about.
Eventually she drifted off to sleep, unaware that they were being watched bye hate-filled eyes.
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please REVIEW. My brain has now stopped working. In case any of you are wondering. Arashi means Storm in Japanese.
Recommended story for today is: Stone Gardens - Mistress Storm Crow
A great story about a AU: Inu/Kag story. really good story. I think this authoress has stopped writing this for a while, so we need to review and encourage so she will write more.
Sorry but no quote today. But I do have something new on here. Wouldn't ya'll like to know what's happening on Inuyasha in Japan well I have some episode reviews that I got in a magazine called 'NewType'. I'll write down what it says in the magazine.
****************************SPOILERS*********************************** Quoted Episode 137
"A man named Akitoki Hojo (who turns out ot be an ancestor of Kagome's friend Hojo) seeks advice from Kaede. He was supposed to make an offering on Hakurei Mountain, but the mountain collapsed, and now he doesn't know what to do. The offering was a weapon called the "Kenkon no Naginata," and it has been passed down through generations in his clan."
______________________ Episode 138
"Akitoki and Inuyasha's group are on the way to a shrine to make an offering of the Kenkon no Naginata. It turns out that the Kenkon no Naginata is a name given to two blades, one of which is in Akitoki's possession. The other blade had been enshrined on Hakurei Mountain, and it is said that when the blades are combined they will summon great disaster. However, the collapse of the mountain has freed the demon lord Hoshiyomi, who originally made the weapons. Now he wants them back."
Disclaimer: I still don't own Inuyasha............WAAAAHHHHH "Somebody call the Wahhmbulance." But I do own Arashi and the plot of the story.
It's time to thank my reviewers for their support.
*Thousands of hands clap for the reviewers*
ROUGES HEART- Thanks for reviewing so many times in a row. Lov ya
SANOSA-I am very honored. Very, very honored..........hope I don't dissapoint.
WAIZU YORU AME OTOME-yep, a another Miroku. Thanks for reviewing.
GUARDIUN ANGEL15-Thanks for saying I'm funny. I'm glad to know that some people think I am.
Serenity971-Thanx for reviewing. I thought may be ya didn't like me anymore. I'm glad ya do.^_^
Yusukegurl16- I don't know if I will actually finish the whole story soon but I might.
Silver Goddess1- I'm glad ya like the story.
Slight warning mild lime. Not much. I'm not even sure if it's lime worthy.
?????????? Now without further ado (Is that how it's spelled........probably not) On with chapter 12.
****************************Chapter 12
Kagome looked at the little bottle and thought 'well goodbye barrier.' She lifted the container to her lips.
"WAIT!!!!!!!" Arashi yelled.
Kagome stopped and put the bottle down and asked, "What? What's wrong."
Arashi looked at her with a sheepish look and said, "Don't be angry with me, but that is the wrong bottle. I just remembered that the actual barrier dropping potion is under my home." Noticing that her face was getting red from anger he quickly said, "I have a good excuse. See this lady came over, she's a good lay but a thief, so I hid it."
Kagome looked at him with barely contained anger. She held up the black bottle and said, "So what's this stuff?"
Arashi smirked and said, "That happens to be the greatest potion ever invented. It's a mating potion, the person that drinks it instantly wants to mate." He then laughed and continued, "Though I've never actually tried it on humans, I know it works for them too."
Kagome got her bag and slammed it on Arashi's head and said, "Well now I know my bag works." Still feeling angry, she glared at him and said, "Where's the real potion? We have a lot of work to do in just a little time."
Arashi rubbed his head and thought, ' A woman with fire. If she wasn't Sesshomaru's I'd take her.' Feeling the room go icy he turned and looked at Kagome,' She looks angry.' he thought, so he said, "I'll go get the real potion." He dashed out of the cabin.
Shippo went over to Jaken and said, "Let's go help Arashi." he grabbed Jaken and dashed off after Arashi.
Kagome took deep calming breathes and looked at Sesshomaru, "You friend is not taking any of this seriously." She noticed him giving her the same look he gave before he kissed her the last time. "Sesshomaru, we need to talk about the kiss, well, kisses."
Sesshomaru continued to gaze at her without saying anything. He still hadn't sorted out just why he felt so attracted to her. She wasn't that beautiful, but for some reason, she seemed to be growing more and more beautiful everyday. No he didn't have a clue as to why he felt this way. 'Emotions are weak.' he thought.
Hearing no answer from him, Kagome closed her eyes and sighed. 'May be it was an accidental kiss or something.' She felt herself snatched up and pressed against him. Her eyes fluttered open. She heard him growl in her ear. "I told you to stop sighing."
He began nibbling on her ear. Then traveled down her jawline. Kagome was having a hard time breathing. She put her arms around him and felt his hard muscled back.
His mouth traveled to her lips and he began lightly nipping her bottom lip. Then he deepened the kiss. One of his arms supported her and the other roamed over her body. He lightly brushed her breast. She sighed and his mouth left hers. She was about to voice a complaint when he started kissing down her neck. He lowered her down on the futon.
Suddenly Sesshomaru stopped and raised up. "We will finish this later," he said. Kagome looked up at him with confusion. "Why are we stopping?" she asked, but was reminded where they were when she heard someone cough. Then she heard Arashi say, "If your going to cough do it somewhere else. I'm trying to watch........Hey why'd you stop?"
Her eyes widened and she quickly raised up. 'I can't believe that I completely forgot all about them,' she thought then gasped. 'Wait a second, did Sesshomaru say we will finish this later?!' Then looking at the ground she thought, 'Do I want to finish?.......okay that was a stupid question, of course I do. Does that make me easy?'
Sesshomaru frowned lost in thought. 'How is it that she makes me lose control by just a sound or a glance?' He mentally shook his head clearing it. He looked at Arashi and said, "Did you bring the correct potion?"
Arashi quickly nodded his head and handed him the container. "I'm gonna go find me a woman." He started to leave but Sesshomaru stopped him.
"After we awaken Kagome's power, I don't care what you do," he said.
Arashi frowned then said, "fine........Kagome, drink this."
Kagome looked at the container and said," are you sure that it's the right one this time?" Arashi nodded his head. Kagome took the container from him and drank it all in one gulp.
Arashi motioned for Sesshomaru stay by Kagome.
"How much closer do you want me to be to her?" Sesshomaru asked.
Arashi said,"You have to be her rock, the one thing that keeps her grounded." Turning toward Kagome he said, "your going to feel very weightless when the barrier is gone. You will have to look for your power,"
Kagome glanced at him and slowly said, "so do I go into the light or stay away?" She was already starting to feel a little strange. She could hear other voices all around her, but they were faint.
Arashi quirked one of his eyebrows, then shrugged, "I don't know." He sat down beside her and said, "The only thing I can tell you for sure is, be careful of the voices you hear. Some will try to help you, but most will try to cause you harm. I can't tell you which voices to trust, so be careful alright, girly. Do not be decieved"
Kagome nodded, closed her eyes and said, "I hear them." Feeling a sudden chill course through her body, she shivered. Then she felt it. It was as if something suddenly shattered. 'the barrier is gone,' she thought. 'I feel like I'm floating away.'
She could hear the voices clearly now. 'Such angry voices,' she thought, 'why can't they leave? Are they trapped here?' Suddenly she felt someone grab her, It's grip was cold. It was pulling her trying to drag her out of her body. 'NO' she thought, ' I don't want to leave.'
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Sesshomaru was close to her so he felt her grow cold as death. He put her small hand in his larger one. Then he turned to Arashi and said, "What is happening. There is no warmth." His voice was calm, but inside he was terrified.
Arashi said, "She's not dead, but someone is trying to take her body from her." He faced Sesshomaru and said, "Talk to her. Don't let her forget who she is."
Even though no one orders the great Sesshomaru around, he did as Arashi said without a second thought. He began to talk to her about Shippo and all of her other friends. Then he said, "We need you to come back, Kagome."
'Come back to me Kagome. I need you,' he thought. Later he would dwell on that thought but for right now the only thing he worried about was getting Kagome back.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
It was so cold then suddenly Kagome felt it. It was like the sun coming out, lighting up the dark. She felt a warmth wash over her. The other soul that had her suddenly let go. 'I feel it,' Kagome thought, 'The power, I found it.' She felt so warm now. The voices stopped all except one voice and that was Sesshomaru's. She smiled and let the power flow through her. 'Sesshomaru was the key,' She thought. Realizing she felt like her old self, she opened her eyes and gazed into Sesshomaru's golden ones.
When She opened her eyes, Sesshomaru felt his heart leap in his chest. He crossed his arms in order to keep from pulling her to him. He wasn't sure if he'd be able to let her go again if he followed that urge.
Arashi grinned and grabbed hold of Kagome and hugged her fiercly, "I thought you were a goner, girly."
She slightly patted him on the back and said, "I thought I was too." Suddenly there was a big ball of fur on her face. Shippo had leapt on her face. "You scared me, I don't want you to ever leave," Shippo sobbed.
"I won't if I can help it okay, Shippo." Kagome said, then frowned when she felt Arashi's hands move to her butt, she kicked him as hard as she could.
"Owwwww, you kick hard girly," Arashi said grinning. If he'd been kicked where she was aiming, he wouldn't be grinning at all.
Sesshomaru glared at Arashi, then said to everyone in the room, "We will leave early, so get some sleep."
Arashi yawned and said, "Hey Sesshomaru, is that our cue to leave you and Kagome alone?" Without waiting for an answer he picked up Shippo off Kagome and grabbed Jaken then left with them both.
Kagome walked up to Sesshomaru and said, "I heard you talking to me. You brought me back."
Sesshomaru turned to Kagome and leaned over and kissed her gently. "Goodnight, Kagome," he quietly said and walked out of the room.
Kagome sat down on the futon and thought, 'I'm think I'm falling in love with him. I don't want to be hurt though.' She layed back and realized that she needed to get to sleep, but sleep doesn't come to those who have a lot to think about.
Eventually she drifted off to sleep, unaware that they were being watched bye hate-filled eyes.
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please REVIEW. My brain has now stopped working. In case any of you are wondering. Arashi means Storm in Japanese.
Recommended story for today is: Stone Gardens - Mistress Storm Crow
A great story about a AU: Inu/Kag story. really good story. I think this authoress has stopped writing this for a while, so we need to review and encourage so she will write more.
Sorry but no quote today. But I do have something new on here. Wouldn't ya'll like to know what's happening on Inuyasha in Japan well I have some episode reviews that I got in a magazine called 'NewType'. I'll write down what it says in the magazine.
****************************SPOILERS*********************************** Quoted Episode 137
"A man named Akitoki Hojo (who turns out ot be an ancestor of Kagome's friend Hojo) seeks advice from Kaede. He was supposed to make an offering on Hakurei Mountain, but the mountain collapsed, and now he doesn't know what to do. The offering was a weapon called the "Kenkon no Naginata," and it has been passed down through generations in his clan."
______________________ Episode 138
"Akitoki and Inuyasha's group are on the way to a shrine to make an offering of the Kenkon no Naginata. It turns out that the Kenkon no Naginata is a name given to two blades, one of which is in Akitoki's possession. The other blade had been enshrined on Hakurei Mountain, and it is said that when the blades are combined they will summon great disaster. However, the collapse of the mountain has freed the demon lord Hoshiyomi, who originally made the weapons. Now he wants them back."