Disclaimer: I really wish that I had the money to buy it, but NO my mom wouldn't spare one million dollars for me to buy Yu-Yu Hakishou. Oh well, I don't care as long as I can write fanfiction.

A/N: Hi, this is my first Yu-Yu Hakishou fic. I hope that you like it. I am really looking forward to seeing what you think of it. R&R PLZ!

MEMORY ALERT, MEMORY ALERT, MEMORY ALERT, MOMORY ALERT, MEMORY ALERT

I looked for him everywhere. How could he just disappear like that. No way, not possible, not the great Yoko Kurama, no way.

"Yoko, where are you?" I yelled. The tears welled up in my eyes when I remembered last night.

flashback

I stared into his beautiful golden eyes. "Yoko…"

"Sh…" He hushed me. "Don't speak."

He leaned down closer, closing the space between our faces. Our lips met and I felt heat rush to my face.

He wrapped his arms around me waist, and I placed my hands on his shoulders.

His tongue entered my mouth, and I felt as though I would melt in his arms. His mouth moved down my neck making me purr in pleasure. He moved his face up and focused again on my mouth again.

I moved my arms up further and pushed back his hair, it glistened brightly in the light of the moon.

He pulled back. Then gently placed his lips on my cheek, I felt a dull pain. When his mouth moved away, I looked at my cheek to see a small rose bud on it.

I knew what this meant, he had chosen me, above all others, to be the one to be with forever, his mate.

end flashback

The tears fell and burned my face. I fell to the ground and sobbed.

Where was he? He had just disappeared without a trace, leaving nothing to give us a clue to what happened to him.

My heart was broken, to never heal,

I was never to love again,

Just to be alone forever,

A lone figure fading off in the distance,

Not to be remembered,

To be forgotten,

To be forever sad…

That was my destiny.

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I woke up in the same spot where I had cried. I must've fallen asleep here.

I decided it would be a good idea to go back to the rest of the clan. The thief clan, that is.

I walked to the entrance to see Korone standing there, looking worried.

"WHERE WERE YOU?" He screamed.

"Just in the forest, seeing if Yoko was coming back," I tried to convince myself that he was going to come back, that he had just gone on a mission without the rest of us.

"Kaysa…" Korone stuttered. He knew something I didn't, where Yoko was.

"Korone! Tell me! Where is he? Where is Yoko?"

"Kaysa, Yoko… is dead."

I thought I had run out of tears to shed, but I was wrong. "No, no, no, it can't be, there must've been some mistake, Yoko, he couldn't be dead, couldn't!"

"Kaysa, he was shot by a spirit hunter…" I drowned out the details of how it happened. It was to painful to hear them, how it happened. I didn't know what I'd do. Yoko was the person I cared about most, what gave me reason to live, now he was gone.

"It'll be okay," Korone tried to comfort me, but nothing he did could help. Yoko was dead.

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A/N: Yeah, it's sorta sad. But don't worry, it'll be happy by the end. I also really what you to still review. If I don't get any what's the motovation to write more?