Disclaimer: I do not own TMNT. lol I wish I did though, cuz then I'd have Mikey and Raph and all the others and have pizza party's every night (If I could afford it).
Here's a song written by me. I think this fits Mikey's thoughts of pain and anguish with his brothers, especially Raphael.
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I Don't belong here-

There's no place where I belong

There's no place for me to go to

There's no one to take me in

I'm a failure till the world ends

That's what you've always said

and I've been betrayed by my closest friends

Who could blame them at all?

I'm just not worth it at all...

So I am taking the fall

I wish this had never happen to me

Things are worse now than they ever use to be

I remember a time I tried not to cry

Nowadays I hurt even more inside

The pain my friends gave me left me scars

Saying I'm weirder than a thing from mars

For that's what've you always call me

Now the pain I hold deep inside...

It's tearing me apart until I die!

And now I see...that I do not belong here anymore!

And maybe I never did before

I don't know where I should go

Should I leave here tonight?

Should I wonder out beyond home and hope to die?

Should I go now right away or stay?

And suffer around miserably?

And always be called the fool?

Please give me the answer

I could become so very mean...

I could hurt those who are just like me

Out of spite or Jealousy

I could act out my pain

With anger and blood that's slain

I could be very cruel and cold

And my heart will turn icy cold

And mope around everyday

And say the old me has gone away

Forever and that could be true.

If that's what you want me to do?

All my hope will fade

Even the hopes I've once made

In Lonely Blood, death calls out

As I stand in the cold rain and pout

In the midst of Battle and battle BGM

It's good when it ends for moment

But the battles within me still rages on

Rain strikes all around me

The only true one person I want to see

This day is becoming very dimming

All the colors could go away

Black and white I'll see everyday

But there's one thing that makes me real

That I can cry and I can feel

I bet that fact you never knew...

But the worst thing is to cry in front of you...

I wish I belonged here with you

But then again, maybe it's just because of you

…I don't belong here…

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I know it sounds weird, but if you knew the plan of my fic. I'm hoping I'll get to write, you'd see that it'll fit. I wrote this out of inspiration of seeing how the others treat Mikey. sniff It makes me cry. Oh, sure... They show some feelings (like brothers do. Heck! They probably not even related), but they mainly show negative things (they barely laugh at his jokes and make fun of him and do all sorts of mean things. They don't even show any signs of worry. lol I've only saw Raphael show more signs than any of them) . The only one that actually showed feelings and that he cares, even though he is very mean to him, is Raph. lol Maybe it's just me... Maybe I'm just CRAZY! What am I saying? This sucks! I can't write diddley.

Raphangela

P.s: Okay, the person he wants to see is death (to die). "This day is becoming very dimming" means his life is getting even worse, depressing, and feels like he can't go on.