Hey everyone! I'm finally sitting down to write the fifth chapter! Yeah go me! Anyways, I hope I didn't make Hermione too slutty or Draco too mean in the last chapter. I'd like to give a huge shout of thanks out to Natalie for helping me with this story and giving me ideas. YOU ROCK GIRL! hugs Natalie The song at the end is called "Have You Ever" by S Club7. Alright well on to the next chappie. Enjoy!
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Previously in chapter 4:
Harry drew back his arm, his hand formed in a fist, and punched Draco in the face, hard. The force of the punch was so great that Draco lost his balance and fell to the floor.
Hermione gasped, rushed over to Draco's side and bent down to help him up, still dressed in her bed sheet.
"You goddamn filthy whore! I never want to see you again, it's over!" Harry yelled to Hermione and he ran out of the room.
Chapter 5
Blood gushed from Draco's mouth and he quickly got up off the floor, with some help from Hermione. He should have expected that to happen and he cursed at himself in his head for not being ready. He shook a worried Hermione off him and walked to the bathroom to clean up. Harry had knocked out a couple of teeth but that was about it. He would have a nasty black and blue mark on the side of his face tomorrow though, that was for sure but he could easily hide that with a spell. He muttered a spell to clean up the blood, dressed into some blue jeans, stuck his waand then went back out to Hermione. She was sitting on the bed with the bed sheet still around her torso. He couldn't help but notice how beautiful she was. He had pleased his father and the Dark Lord, but for some reason he felt guilty. Of course he hated Potter and didn't care about what happened to him, but for some reason he didn't want Hermione to get hurt. He tried to shake off these feelings that he had suddenly developed. He was a Malfoy. Malfoy's were not allowed to love Mudbloods. He climbed onto the bed and started to kiss Hermione again. As they were making out he heard a squeal of disgust and he felt the force of a hand slap his cheek. He backed away in surprise and saw a very disgusted and surprised Hermione looking at him.
"Oh shit," he thought. "I forgot to give her some more love potion."
He reached into his pocket and brought out another vile of green liquid.
Hermione, however, thought fast and suddenly crushed her lips onto his grouping his back jean pockets. He kissed her back, shocked that she was kissing him since she wasn't on the potion. She found what she was looking for, pulled it out, broke the kiss, and pointed it at him threateningly. She had found his wand.
"What did you fucking do to me, Malfoy?" demanded Hermione as she backed away from him. "Tell me right now or I swear I will make you feel pain like you've never felt before."
He put his hands up, grinning evilly as he casually sneered, "Enjoyed your time with me Granger?"
Hermione walked or rather stumbled over to her dresser, tucking the bed sheet into itself around her, and grasping Draco's wand in her hand. She opened her drawer where her wand was stored, pulled it out, and pointed it at Draco.
"I will hurt you if you don't tell me what you did! What the fuck did you do?!?" yelled Hermione furiously as tears started to flow down her face.
"What do you remember?" asked Draco.
"You put the Imperious curse on me and made me take that fucking potion!" screamed Hermione.
"Maybe, maybe not," replied Draco. "Remember anything past that?"
"No," sobbed Hermione.
Part of Draco felt bad that he had made her cry but his Malfoy stone heart showed no mercy.
"You and I just had a little fun, Mudblood. That's all," he snapped. "Oh and just so you know, apparently you and Harry's relationship is over now. He came looking for you when you didn't show up for your little date and saw you and me together. You know Granger you're a really good kisser."
Hermione gasped and looked at Draco in horror. She stumbled back to the wall and leaned her back against it for support. When Draco took a step toward her, however, she regained her composure and pointed both wands at him.
"Don't you come near me Malfoy," spat Hermione.
"Or what?"
"I hate you. I hate you. I hate you," she repeated over and over.
"The feeling is mutual," sneered Draco as he took another step closer to her.
"You never really changed, did you Draco," spat Hermione.
Draco laughed and said, "No I didn't. You played right into my hands, Granger. You believed all that bullshit."
"You bastard," whispered Hermione.
"Well thank you, I take that as a comment," sneered Draco as he stepped another step closer to her.
"STUPIFY!" she suddenly bellowed.
A streak of blue light emitted from the end of her wand she was grasping and hit Draco straight in the chest. His unconscious body fell to the ground with a thud. She stood there breathing hard, sighed a sigh of relief, and threw down his wand by his body.
"I told you not to come any closer to me," she said angrily.
She burst out crying, however, when she thought about Harry. Draco said that Harry had saw them together and she was wondering what they were doing besides kissing. She quickly got dressed out of her bed sheet and into a pair of jeans, a white tank top, and put on some purple fuzzy slippers. She then ran out of her room and in the direction of the Gryffindor common room. She had to talk to Ginny.
HARRY'S POV
I stormed out of the Head's common room with angry tears streaming down my face. How could she do that to me? She cheated on me with my worst enemy, Draco Malfoy. It was embarrassing not to mention self demeaning to me. I stormed into the Gryffindor Common room, slamming the portrait behind me with a great force. Seamus who was sitting reading a book by the fireplace jumped up in surprise.
"Harry! Why are you back so soon?" asked Seamus.
I ignored Seamus and stormed up to my room slamming the door shut and flopping down on my bed. Anger surged through my body and I found it was getting hard to control. I had to let my anger out, and just then the perfect place came to mind. I stormed out of my room making as much noise as I could, stirring everyone and having some peek out of their dormitory to see what all the commotion was about. As I was about to leave, Seamus spoke to me.
"Harry, what's the matter mate? What happened?" asked Seamus.
I turned around with my face flustered and shouted, "Hermione was late to our date so I went up to check on her. I got there and found her and Draco Malfoy getting ready to fuck each other, ok? They were both kissing and half naked on her bed. Satisfied? Good. Now FUCK OFF and leave me alone!"
I didn't wait for a response or any comfort from Seamus. Instead I stormed out of the room with the eyes of the Gryffindors on my back. I slammed the portrait behind me and ran up to the Astronomy Tower which was still set up for the date that Hermione and I were supposed to have. I dashed up the stairs and plopped down in one of the seats at the table for two. I put my elbows on the table, put my head in my hands and my eyes welled up with tears. Finally I couldn't take it anymore, I had to let this anger out. I got up, yelled at the top of my voice and overturned the table sending the ceramic plates, silverware and the glasses flying. I took a chair that I had transformed and hit it against the wall, breaking the legs of the chair. I walked over to the table I overturned, broke off a leg, and bashed the crap out of the already broken ceramic plates. Sweat formed on my brow and I picked up a glass in my hand. I was about to throw it up against the wall but suddenly the scene that I saw earlier that night unfolded right before my eyes. I squeezed the glass that I held in my hand tightly. I didn't realize that I had been squeezing it so hard because the next thing I knew it shattered. Pain shot through my hand as pieces of glass stabbed into my flesh. I saw blood, lots of blood and dropped the glass, backing away in horror to the stairs only to bump into something that felt very much like a person. I whirled around and there was Ron who all of a sudden burst out laughing. He had something hidden behind his back and a weird look in his eye, almost if he were pocessed. I stood there panting, sweating, and bleeding, wondering why the hell Ron was laughing.
"Hello Harry," sneered Ron as he approached me. "Nice seeing you again mate."
"Ron, what the hell is so funny?" I asked curiously as I eyed the arm that was behind his back and backed away from him towards the far wall.
"Hermione cheated on you with Draco Malfoy," Ron laughed and my face changed from a curious look to a very angry look.
"That's none of your fucking business," I snapped as I pulled out my wand and my face turned red.
"Oh but it is Harry," replied Ron as he came closer towards me and my back finally hit the wall.
Suddenly I felt an incredibly strong force grab me by the neck and lift me off of my feet and against the wall. I grabbed whatever was holding me with both hands, dropping my wand in the process, gasping and panting for breath. The hand that I had cut up so badly throbbed in pain as I looked down and saw that it was Ron that held me.
"Accio wand," Ron chanted and my wand flew to his outstretched hand. He pocketed it.
"R-R-Ron, let me down," I choked out.
I became frightened when he let out an evil laugh and said, "Harry did you not figure it out yet? Haven't you noticed that I have been avoiding you and hanging out with the Slytherins? I helped set all this up, this whole plan was partly my idea. Draco did a great job don't you think? Of course I owe all my gratitude to the Dark Lord for he was the one who found me when I was lost, when I was alone. He resurrected me into a stronger more confident person. He gave me power. And now here I am, with Boy Wonder struggling helpless in that power. I wanted to be recognized Harry that's all I wanted. I wanted to be someone. Of course you got all the recognition for defeating the Dark Lord all those times, but now I will get the recognition."
"You-won't-be-recognized-in-a-good-way," I gasped and again he grinned.
"Harry the world is changing. More and more people are coming to the Dark Side. So I give you this offer. If you tell me right now that you want to join the Dark Lord, I will let you down and embrace you like a brother and spare your life. Of course I will give you a Truth Potion to see if you were lying to me or not. If you lie to me Harry you will die. If you refuse my offer, you will die," said Ron.
I struggled for awhile in mid air trying to shift myself to get a breath of oxygen into my lungs. I felt my body becoming numb and I was becoming lightheaded.
"So what will it be," Ron asked.
"Never," I whispered and Ron set me down on the floor so suddenly that I lost my balance and fell to the floor.
I got up shakily, gasping for air, and suddenly felt myself being pulled into a rough hug.
"Goodbye then, mate," Ron whispered into my ear.
As Ron was hugging me he thrust what he had behind him into my back. I gasped in shock and pain as all of my weight fell into him. Ron staggered back, pulled it out and dropped it to the floor in a clatter. He stepped back from me causing me to fall to my knees on the floor. A silver dagger with snakes running up and down the handle lay on the floor beside me covered in my blood. I looked up at Ron and saw how dark and evil he looked. My life flashed before my eyes, those horrible days with the Dursleys, the first day I went to Hogwarts and met Ron, meeting Hermione, all my adventures I had with my two best friends, the day I fell in love with Hermione, and finally tonight when Hermione had cheated on me with Draco Malfoy. Ron bent down, kissed my cheek, and left. He had given me the kiss of death. My whole body was in pain and I suddenly realized that I had to get out of the Astronomy Tower. I needed to get some help. With what strength I had left I pulled myself across the floor slowly using my feet and my good hand. Every pull was agony but I slowly inched myself to the top of the stairs and then proceeded to crawl down them. Finally, after much pain and what seemed like an eternity, I got to the door, pushed it open and collapsed in the corridor panting hard. Everything was spinning and I was going in and out of consciousness. I had lost a lot of blood.
"Potter!" yelled a stern voice that I recognized as Professor McGonagall's. "Why were you, oh my God."
I saw her look from where I came from, for the door was wide open, then at me.
"We have to get you to the Hospital Wing immediately," I heard her shriek.
I blacked out and knew no more.
Hermione ran down the corridor to the Gryffindor Common Room and screamed the password to the Fat Lady.
"Well there's no need to be rude," she heard the Fat Lady mutter as she ran through.
"Well, well, look who it is. Hermione Granger," came a voice from a stuffed armchair that faced the fireplace.
Hermione stopped and whirled around to face whomever addressed her. Seamus Finnegan got out of the chair and came around to face her.
"What did you do to Harry," Seamus snapped suddenly and Hermione panicked. "I want to hear your side of the story."
She didn't remember that much at all. She remembered Draco trying to kiss her and making her take a love potion, and then waking up and actually making out with him but that was about it.
"Seamus you have to listen to me. I'm not really sure what happened but I," she started as she started to back away from him but bumped into some Gryffindors who were all starting to congregate around her.
"BULLSHIT!" he yelled interrupting her and she flinched. "That's bullshit! How could you not remember fucking Draco Malfoy?!? Was he a good fuck Hermione? Did you enjoy it? Was he better than Harry? Wait you wouldn't know would you cause you never fucked Harry!"
Tears poured down Hermione's face as the Gryffindors surrounded her and she fell to the floor. She didn't remember doing any of that, she was confused and she hated the feeling. She hated not remembering what she had done after Malfoy had given her the love potion. She started sobbing as different Gryffindors started yelling at her for cheating on Harry. She collapsed on the floor in a ball hoping they would all go away, wanting them to just bugger off, and was relieved when she heard a familiar voice outside of the group that had formed around her.
"Ok, ok break it up! What's going on here? Let me through," the voice said and she instantly recognized it as Ginny's.
"Ginny!" she screamed in relief.
When Ginny saw that it was Hermione who was being picked on she yelled, "Leave Hermione the fuck alone! Get out of here! SCRAM!"
Ginny was known around Hogwarts as having the worst of the Weasley temper so they all fled and went back to their dormitories.
"I only wanted to ask her a few questions," muttered Seamus as he walked away.
Ginny threw him an evil glare which he saw and he threw up his hands.
"Sorry for being so curious," he said as he walked back to his chair at the fireplace. "Just looking out for my best mate."
"So am I. I'm going to listen to her side of the story," hissed Ginny and then she turned to Hermione.
"Come on hun, let's go talk in my room," Ginny said as she offered her hand to Hermione to help her up.
Hermione took Ginny's hand gratefully and she pulled herself up off the floor. Hermione became unstable from crying so hard and started to sway.
"Whoa there," said Ginny as she grabbed on to Hermione's shoulders. "This way hun."
Ginny gently steered Hermione back to her room, giving angry glares at those Gryffindors who dared look out of their dorm rooms. When they got inside she sat Hermione down on her bed, closed, locked, and put a sound proof spell on the door for those who tried to listen in to their conversation.
"Now what happened Hermione," Ginny asked.
Hermione suddenly burst out crying and told Ginny everything from the beginning. She told her about three months ago when Draco kissed her and told her that she thought he had changed. She told her about her date with Harry and how she was getting ready for it when Draco came in and started to act really horny. Then she proceeded in telling her how he locked her in her own room and started to kiss her against her own free will.
"...then he pinned me down and was going to give me a love potion, but I refused and he put the Imperious on me. I don't know how much later it was but I woke up and he was making out with me, so I stole his wand and made my way to my dresser where I took my own wand out and stunned him," Hermione concluded.
"Oh you poor thing!" cooed Ginny as she brushed a strand of Hermione's hair away from her tearstained face. "You don't remember Harry coming in at all?"
Hermione shook her head, put her head in her hands and said, "Ginny I feel so used."
"So you don't know what he saw then?" asked Ginny and Hermione shook her head again.
"Well I have some bad news for you sweetie," whispered Ginny and Hermione took her head out of her hands and looked at Ginny with concern sketched on her face.
"Tell me," she whispered.
"Well I was down at the Hospital Wing just a little while ago helping Madame Pomfrey with some healing potions and while I was there Harry was brought into the Hospital Wing. He was barely alive," Ginny said sadly and Hermione gasped.
"Oh my God what happened?"
"Well apparently he was attacked. Stabbed in the back by someone, they're not sure who yet but they'll figure it out when he wakes up. If he wakes up. He lost a lot of blood. He was up in the Astronomy Tower for some unknown reason and that's where they think he was stabbed. They went up there to explore and it was a mess. Apparently he put up quite a struggle and was left for dead. He managed to crawl down the stairs and into the corridor where Professor McGonagall, who was walking to the Teacher's Lounge, spotted him and took him to the Hospital Wing," Ginny explained.
"How do you know this Ginny?" Hermione asked curiously.
Ginny blushed and said, "I was eavesdropping. I pretended to mix potions but I was actually listening intently to the conversation."
"I have to go see him," Hermione panicked as she started to cry again. "Oh and Draco is stupefied up in my room. I want to sleep tonight so we should probably take him to the hospital wing, even though I don't want to touch that bastard."
"Come on Hermione, I'll help you take him to the Hospital Wing and while we're there we can visit Harry," said Ginny as she unlocked and opened the door.
When they opened the door, a few Gryffindors quickly backed away and pretended that they were just innocently talking.
"Nosy bastards," Ginny whispered under her breath as she held out her hand to Hermione. "Come on let's go."
Hermione took Ginny's hand, walked with her to the Head dormitories, and went up to her room. When they got there Hermione started to cry again when she remembered what happened.
"Shhh Hermione, it's ok sweetie," comforted Ginny as she enveloped her into a hug. "Here you get one of his legs and I'll get the other. I don't care if he gets a fucking concussion he's too heavy for just the two of us to carry down the stairs."
Hermione nodded and the two of them walked over to where the unconscious Draco lay.
"You fucking bastard!" yelled Hermione suddenly as she started to kick him. "You ruined everything!"
Ginny waited patiently until Hermione was done and said, "Ready?"
"Yeah, what do I tell Madame Pomfrey?" asked Hermione as she wiped her tears away with a brush of her hand.
"Tell her that he attacked you and you were defending yourself so you stunned him," said Ginny and Hermione nodded.
Ginny took one leg, Hermione took the other, and they both dragged him downstairs letting his head bang on the stairs on the way down. Finally the two girls got to the bottom of the stairs and dragged him out to the corridor.
"Alright can't carry him anymore. He's too heavy," complained Ginny. "Let's put a lightweight spell on him."
Hermione nodded, chanted the spell, and walked with Ginny to the Hospital Wing with Draco's body dragging along behind them randomly hitting whatever was in its way. When they got there they dropped him on the floor and left him for Madam Pomfrey to deal with. Hermione saw Harry lying on his stomach on a bed and immediately rushed to his side forgetting about Draco. His shirt was off and she saw the gaping wound in his back. He looked horrible, he was scratched up really badly and his left hand, even though it was bandaged thickly, was bleeding through the bandage. Madame Pomfrey came to his side and poured some potion in his wound, not realizing that Hermione was there.
"Is he gonna be ok?" Hermione whispered.
"Miss Granger! I'm trying to save Mr. Potter's life so if you will please leave! I need to concentrate!" yelled Madame Pomfrey as she ran over to get some more potion.
"S-S-Save his life?" she stuttered but Madame Pomfrey ignored her and poured some more potion in Harry's wound.
"Yes, here will you pour a spoonful of this potion down his throat?"
Hermione nodded, took the potion from Madame Pomfrey, and uncorked the beaker.
"You'll need to force it down his throat. He still has some muscle coordination so if you put it in his mouth and shut it he should swallow," she explained and Hermione nodded again.
Hermione took the spoon from off of the table by the side of his bed and filled it up with the potion, and then she set the beaker down on the table. Hermione brushed aside a piece of Harry's raven black hair away from his pale, sweaty face, gently opened his mouth, shoved in the potion, held his jaw shut, and waited until he finally swallowed it.
"I'm so sorry Harry. I swear I would never intentionally cheat on you. I don't know what Draco did to me but I swear I'll get this all figured out. I love you more than anything. Please don't leave me," Hermione whispered as she gently kissed his lips.
"Hermione," yelled Ginny suddenly. "H-H-Hermione I don't think he's breathing!"
Harry awoke and found himself surrounded in a gray mist.
"Hello?" he called out into the emptiness.
"Harry," called a feminine voice. "Harry is that you?"
He squinted through the mist and saw a ghostly feminine figure approaching him. She stopped a couple feet in front of him and smiled. His voice caught in his throat when he saw who it was.
"M-M-Mom?" he choked out and she nodded.
"My you've turned into a handsome man. You look a lot like your father," his mom said in a soft voice.
"Where am I?" Harry asked.
"You're in a world between the living and dead," she said.
"Hold on here comes your dad. He wants to see you," she whispered as she turned around and held out her hand.
Harry saw a hand grasp his moms and a man with hazel green eyes and raven hair appeared by her side.
"Hello son," his dad.
"D-D-Dad?" Harry gasped and his dad smiled and nodded.
"Doesn't he look like you sweetie?" his mom asked his dad and his dad nodded.
"Son, you're going back in a few minutes. It's not your time to die yet," his dad explained.
"You mean I'm not dead?" he asked.
"No you're dead, but you're being sent back," explained his father.
"Why?" he asked. "I have no reason going back to that fucked up world. My girlfriend cheated on me and my best friend betrayed me. Can't I just die and be with you guys?"
"No son you must go back. You still have a purpose that you haven't fulfilled yet," explained his mom.
"And what is that? Why are you guys here?" Harry asked and he saw his parents face's fall.
"Son come a little closer," sighed his father and Harry did so.
His mother and father separated from each other and stepped aside so Harry could see. Harry gasped when he saw many ghosts of people floating around. Cedric Diggory saw him and waved. He waved back awkwardly.
"They are trapped in this world with us," explained his mom waving her hand at all the souls that were walking around. "This is the world of trapped souls. We need someone to free our souls, to avenge the one who murdered us. Only then will we be free."
"Voldemort," Harry whispered and his mom nodded.
"That is why you must go back son. You must free our souls," his dad said.
"You're going back now the mist is clearing up," said his mom. "We love you Harry."
"Wait! What am I supposed to do? I'm not strong enough to conquer him by myself!" Harry yelled out but he didn't know if his parents had heard him or not. A white bright light surrounded him and the last thing he saw was his parents waving at him before he squeezed his eyes shut to block out the light. He then felt himself fall into darkness once again.
"He's not breathing!" Hermione screamed. "Madame Pomfrey he isn't breathing!"
"Get out of the way! Out of the way!" exclaimed Madame Pomfrey and they quickly backed away.
Hermione watched in horror as she whipped out her wand and started to shock Harry's body with spells. His body convulsed on the bed as she performed spell after spell to revive him. Ginny put her arm around Hermione and she buried her head into Ginny's shoulder and cried.
"Come on breathe Potter breathe," gasped Madame Pomfrey as she waited for the last spell to take effect.
Finally after much suspense, Harry gasped in a huge gasp of air and his back heaved up and down as his lungs filled with oxygen. The two girls squealed in excitement and Madame Pomfrey collapsed in a chair next to Harry's bed in exhaustion.
"It's a miracle," she said. "Girls, it's really late you should get some sleep. I can take care of Harry. I assure you if anything drastic happens to him I can handle it."
"Ok," the two of them said together.
"Oh, Madame Pomfrey, Draco Malfoy is lying over there on the floor. He tried attacking me so I stupefied him," said Hermione as a matter of factly.
"I'll take care of him. Would you mind setting him onto one of the empty beds please?" asked Madame Pomfrey as she started attending to Harry again.
"Yeah, sure," said Hermione as she looked at Ginny. "Will you help me, Gin?"
Ginny nodded, bent down and grabbed Draco's arms. Hermione picked up his legs and the two of them moved him to an empty bed and carelessly dropped him onto it.
"That should be good enough," said Ginny and Hermione nodded in agreement.
The two of them left the Hospital Wing but not before Hermione glanced once more at Harry. They walked in complete silence down the corridors until they got to the place where they went their separate ways.
"So you gonna be okay, Hermione? Wanna spend the night on the floor in my dorm?" asked Ginny and Hermione shook her head.
"Thanks Ginny, but I'll be fine," she said.
"Alright I'll see you in class tomorrow," said Ginny and Hermione nodded.
"Bye."
Hermione walked down the corridor to the Head's Dorm.
"Apple Crisp," she said in a depressed tone.
The portrait swung open and she walked into her and Draco's common room. She walked up to her room but when she got there the whole incident with Draco came to mind. She walked back downstairs and collapsed on the coach. Millions of thoughts flooded her head and it was hard for her to get to sleep but finally after a lot of pondering over whether or not Harry would ever forgive her she fell into a deep sleep.
Two weeks later.
HERMIONE'S POV
I walked down the corridor, with my head down to avoid all the staring eyes, and tried to block out the harsh whispers. News spread fast around Hogwarts so now almost everyone in the school knew about what happened between Draco Malfoy and I. I saw a group of Slytherins ahead of me and quickly dodged into an empty classroom. I knew if I passed them they would make rude insults at me and probably make me break down and cry. They had been doing that for two weeks now. Draco had been revived almost right away the day after the incident and had gone around the school bragging how he had used me and that I had been a bad fuck. Of course I didn't remember fucking him and I tried telling people that he had fed me a love potion but they didn't believe me. They all thought I was making up excuses and believed the Slytherin Prince. Every day was torture with him since we shared a common room. I would usually either lock myself in my room and not come out until I had to, or I would go to Ginny's room and stay there for awhile. Whenever he came across me in the common room, which wasn't often, he would blow a kiss at me and then smile evilly or say some smart ass comment. Harry was still in the hospital wing and was fortunately getting better. He was kept for an extra week since he did die but was brought back to life, so he could regain his strength back. Ginny went to the Hospital Wing a lot to help Madame Pomfrey mix potions so she would update me on his progress. He had woken up from his unconscious state a long time ago but I couldn't get up enough guts to go and face him. I didn't think he would want to talk to me. I knew he hated me and I wasn't sure he would believe me if I told him Draco gave me a love potion. I was depressed there was no denying it. Everyone hated me for cheating on Harry, my grades dropped, my personal hygiene got worse because I just didn't care anymore, and my parents told me that they were thinking of getting divorced. I thought strongly of suicide and finally decided to go see Harry. If he didn't believe me then I would commit suicide, because no life at all would be better than a life without Harry. I peeked out of the empty classroom, made sure no Slytherins were coming, turned in the direction I had came from and headed towards the Hospital Wing.
"Hermione!" I heard a voice call from behind me. "Hermione wait up!"
I stopped and turned around to see Ginny Weasley running down the corridor towards me.
"There you are, Hermione. I have to go to the bathroom before Transfiguration. I saved us a desk with my stuff at the front of the classroom. Class starts in five minutes...," started Ginny.
"...and you're walking in the opposite direction of the classroom. Where are you going?"
"I'm going to see Harry," I said as I turned and started to walk away.
"Wait," said Ginny as she put a hand on my shoulder. "You're not going to Transfiguration?"
"No I'm not. I don't care about school anymore," stated Hermione as a matter of factly.
"You don't care about school? What the hell Hermione! You always used to care about school!" Ginny yelled.
"I'm going to see Harry," I said sternly. "I need to talk to him."
Ginny sighed and said, "Are you going to be okay? Want me to come with you?"
"And have you miss Transfiguration? No Ginny you go ahead and go to class. Take notes for me will you. I have to talk to Harry alone," I sighed. "Plus I don't think I could face Draco and the rest of the Slytherins today. I'm not in the mood."
"Alright I'll go to class, but Hermione I want you to know that I will always be here to talk to you. So if anything is bothering you I want you to feel comfortable telling me," Ginny said.
"Thanks Ginny. I'll keep that in mind," I said as I gave Ginny a very fake smile and walked towards the Hospital Wing.
When I got to the door of the Hospital Wing butterflies flew around crazily in my stomach and I debated whether or not to go inside. Finally, I took a deep breath, opened the door and walked in. Harry was lying on his side, reading a Quiddich magazine so he didn't realize that I had come in. I examined him and saw that he did in fact look much better. I slowly walked over to his bed, every step I took I felt like I had lead weights in my shoes and it seemed to take a long time to get over to him.
"Hey Harry," I choked out as I sat down in a chair next to his bed and looked at my hands.
I knew that he had heard me because his face looked angry, but he continued reading his magazine and acted like I was totally invisible.
"I was just, um, wondering how you were doing," I said in a low voice as I twiddled my thumbs in my lap.
A few more minutes of uncomfortable silence passed by until Harry finally spoke.
"Why should you care how I'm doing," he said obviously trying to control the anger in his voice.
"Well, b-b-because," I started as I looked down.
"Why are you here Hermione?" he suddenly snapped still not looking up from his magazine.
"I wanted to know how you were feeling," I replied innocently.
A few more awkward minutes of silence passed until he finally put down his magazine, looked at me coldly and spoke to me.
"I'm fine," he growled.
He then picked up his magazine and started reading again.
"Actually I came here to tell you something," I started and Harry suddenly slammed down his magazine.
"Tell me what? That Draco was a good fuck? That you never really loved me but pretended to because you actually loved Draco?" Harry yelled suddenly.
I opened and closed my mouth trying to find something to say back to him and tears started to form in my eyes.
I finally choked out, "Harry, please he forced himself on me, he made me drink a love potion. He,"
"I saw you!" Harry yelled, interrupting me. "You were enjoying it! When I showed up in that room you acted like you didn't even know or care who I was!"
"I'm telling you the truth! He fed me a love potion!" I screamed as tears poured down my face.
"Get out Hermione," he growled. "Get out of my sight."
My world came crashing down around me when he said those words and I realized that I wouldn't be getting him back. I got out of the Hospital Wing as quickly as I could. I couldn't bare the thought of living without him and decided that I would commit suicide. Tonight.
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna to change the way the world goes round Tell me...
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry?
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking?
I should know, 'cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I finally realized
It was forever that I found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round Tell me...
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry?
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking?
I should know, 'cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even thought the moment's gone
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round Tell me...
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry?
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking?
I should know, 'cos I loved and lost the day I let... Yes I loved and lost the day I let... Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go.
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