Summary of this chapter- Mary tries to shows Simon and Matt what she goes through each day.

Story Type- AU, Angst

Warnings- mentions of rape, sex, and lanuage

Disclaimer- I do not own 7th Heaven or Subway, or Pepsi… I do own Katrina Maria and Angie and the story!

AN- Thank you so much Josie! This one is for you!

Story-

Last chapter…

"Mary Camden?" a voice asked. She looked around to see Jimmy Moon, grown.

"Mary, you will not leave that door. You will not run away again," Annie said sternly.

"Runaway!" that pissed off Mary. "I'm sorry; you guys are the one that shipped me away. You guys didn't want to deal with you screwed up child!" she yelled, tears trickled slowly down her cheek.

"This is your grandchild, Katrina Maria Camden," Mary said softly.

"Do you remember me telling you about Angie, my friend up here?"

"Yeah," Jimmy answered, concerned.

"Well, that guy that raped her got out. She is in a coma and terribly beating up," Mary said, crying.

"Angie passed away. She died peacefully in her sleep," Mary said.

She opened it slightly to see Matt and Simon.

"Will you ever forgive us?" Matt asked.

"I am already starting on it. It's hard, ya know, but I think it will take time. Funny thing is I had forgiven you before I went down to Glenoak," Mary said, wiping a tear that was hidden by a soft laugh. Jimmy started rubbing her back softly at the rate of her steady heart.

10:00 the night before

"Matt, I can't believe this…" Sarah said, hand cupping her mouth.

"God, this is all my fault. I should have…"

"Matt, stop it!" Sarah screamed at him. "You always do this!"

"What, you don't…"

"I'm going to tell you what I know. Ever since I've known you, something bad happens to your family and it's your fault. For one dame moment will you stop thinking about yourself?" Sarah screamed.

"Sarah…"

"Don't you give me no Sarah. I'm sick of it. You are a grown man with money. Would it really be that hard to go chase your sister, because I have a strong feeling if you don't now, then you won't get another chance…" Sarah said, finally sitting on her bed. They sat there in silence, neither one knowing what to say.

"Will you go with me?" he asked, after taking the seat beside her. She looked at him with more than loving eyes.

"Matt, it's not my place. This is one of the demons you have to face," she said, kissing him before leaving.

"Camden's… this is Simon," the other line answered.

"Simon, I'm going to New York. You need to tell mom in about an hour so I'm already gone," Matt said from his side of the phone.

"Matt?"

"Simon, I have to go…"

"I'm going with you, the young man said."

"No."

"Matt… I feel just a bad. Please…"

"Fine, meet me at the park and leave a note…" Matt said, sighing as he did a U turn.

Back to where we were

"So, does mom and dad…" Mary trailed off.

"I'm sure they do by now," Simon said, watching his big sister fix some tea.

"That's just great…" She then looked at Matt. "Sarah's really pretty. How long?"

"A little over a year from are first wedding…"

"Huh?"

"We eloped…" Matt said, gulping.

"See, there is proof I'm not the only one who defies them."

"No one says you were," Simon pointed out.

"Tell that to the Colonel. Did he even tell you guys I left his place?" Matt and Simon looked at each other. They never really thought about it. The Colonel never did bring it up though. "Thought so…" Mary sniffed, cracking some eyes.

"Mary… it's hard for them too. I mean, I know how selfish this sounds but… you did just kind of spring on the news…" Simon said. Mary stayed silent as the eggs hissed on her pan. About two minutes later they all shared some eggs and tea in silence.

"Jimmy, do you mind watch Kat for a day, I want to show Matt and Simon some things," Mary asked.

"Yeah, sure…" Jimmy said.

"Thanks," she said, kissing him. She went on to explain where everything is, including the fact that Debbie was across the hall if anything.

Matt, Simon, and Mary left in Mary's car, Matt in the front seat. They pulled up about ten minutes later to the clinic. Leading them in, Mary got out of the car and walked off.

"Kate," Mary said, walking in, greeting her friend. "This is Matt and Simon, two of my brothers…" Mary said, trailing off. Kate smiled, knowing the full propose of this visit. The two buys gave weak smiles as they were led up the stairs. "I volunteer here every chance I get. I help with groups and am part of most of them. I am usually in charge of fixing up the crib," Mary said, leading them into a larger size room with bunk bed like cots. One younger girl, about fourteen, was sleeping on the bed, face stained red. She woke up upon hearing Mary gather the sheets.

Startled, she tried hard to back away, and fell off the cot.
"Honey, calm down," Mary said, helping the girl. The girl steadied until she noticed Matt and Simon. "It's okay, honey, they won't hurt you." Mary said softly, arms wrapped tightly around her shoulders. She looked at the two boys. "There is a quickie mart down the street. Will you get me a Pepsi and her a…"

"Coke," the girl said softly after she realized they were waiting on her reply.

"Sure," Matt said as they both walked out of the room.

"I'm sorry about that honey. They didn't mean to scare you…" Mary said, helping her on cot.

"What's… what's your name?"

"Mary," she said, smiling. "When did you get here…" she said, realizing she didn't know the girls name either.

"Lucy," she offered. "About… midnight…"

"What a pretty name. My sister's name is Lucy too," Mary said. The room went silent. "Well, do you want me to call your parents? I'm sure they're worried."

"Please don't…" the girl said, shaking.

"Hmm… how about this: we get you washed up and get some different cloths on, and then I take you home. I won't even come inside if you don't want me too," Mary said, smiling. The girl nodded.

"Can we get something to eat first?" Lucy asked.

"Sure," Mary said, leading her to the wash room. As Lucy took a shower, Mary got her clothes that she thought would fit.

Matt and Simon waited in the lobby for Mary to come back. Jamie had left to get her about a minute ago.

"Hey, um… you guys, I am going to take Lucy home after getting her some lunch," Mary said, as they handed her the sodas. "Thanks."

"Mary, we're okay, right?"

"Yes," Mary said, kissing him on the cheek. "There are some great places about a two blocks away. Do you guys have a cell?" They exchanged numbers and promise to meet at two, or when Mary called.

"Ready to go?" Mary asked Lucy, handing her the soda.

"Thanks… um yeah," Lucy said, unsure.

"Lucy, honey, we expect you back here within a week. Remember, you can call whenever you want, okay?" Lucy nodded with a tight smile. "Here, this is my cell phone number," she said, writing it on back of the Clinic's card. "If you ever, ever need to talk, I don't want you to hesitate at all," Mary instructed.

"Thanks…" Lucy said, as they left.

Mary took Lucy to a Subway. Lucy order a turkey sub with tomatoes and onions and Mary ordered a veggie sub.

"Thanks Mary," Lucy said.

"So, where do you go to school?"

"St. Lawrence. My parents are big Catholics," Lucy said, taking a sip of her soda.

"Mine were too. My dad is a Reverend," Mary said, rolling her eyes.

"Awe... Preacher's kid?"

"Yeah, the rebel one," Mary said with a laugh. "So do you have any siblings?"

"No," Lucy said. "How many do you have?" Mary cocked a brow until she remember telling her about Lucy.

"Well, there are seven kids… I have four brothers, two which you saw earlier and two sisters. They all live in Cali though," Mary said with a tight smile.

"Is that where you are from?"

"Yeah…"

Mary dropped Lucy out, but stayed in the car like she was asked. She drove away with a tight smile and waved as the door open and she went inside.

Okay, there's the end. Please review.