Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters they belong to Fox Family. I do own Shaye, Debbie, Joree and Dr. Jacobs though.

Authors note-Remember this is my first fan fiction. All the criticism helps, so leave me a review!!! Haha. Hope you enjoy it.

Sophie led her down the hall to the infirmary. Shaye couldn't help but wonder just how exactly she was going to get out of having a physical. If she couldn't the doctor would see. He would see everything and it would only bring back all the pain and more questions. That's the one thing she hated most were the questions.

"If you would go in there, and put on the gown. The doctor will be in in a minute." Sophie said.

Shaye walked in. It was a medium sized room with a table in the middle. On that table was the dreaded gown. What was she going to do? She couldn't possibly wear it.

-Knock knock- "Hello I'm Dr. Jacobs I'll be doing your.."He stopped "Did I not leave a gown in here?" he asked

"No you did, i'm not wearing a fucking gown." She replied angrily. Sophie heard the commotion outside the door and she walked in. "Im not wearing it and that's final." Shaye said stubbornly. "That's not a choice; everybody here at Horizon has a physical when they first arrive and then one every two months. There is no need to worry; it will be over just like this." Dr. Jacobs snaps his fingers. "Oh, if you prefer I would be able to get a female doctor for you?" Shaye didn't say anything other than she was not putting on the gown. "Shaye why don't you want to put the gown on?" Sophie questioned, looking worried.

"Uh" Shaye stuttered, "I'm just really self conscious when it comes to things like that."

"I wish there was some other way, but I simply can't do your physical without you putting the gown on."

Tears started to well up in her eyes, "but, but..I cant I wont!" Fear was overcoming her face. She looked towards the door and saw the forest. With that she jumped up and ran she ran as fast as she could.

"Shaye, no wait! Shaye come back!! SHAYE!" Sophie yelled, running after the scared girl. "There is no use I have to get Peter."

Sophie barged into Peter's office, "Peter she ran." "Why? Where did she head off too?" Peter asked. "The forest, she had a problem with getting into a gown." "Okay ill go after her, turn your radio to channel 2. If I see her I'll call." Peter told her directly. "Oh and you might want to get the cliffhangers and the ridge runners in groups incase I can't find her." "Yes, just please find her Peter." Peter ran out of the lodge towards the forest. He ran like the wind. Telling himself over and over again, that he will find her. It started to rain, not just rain but pour.

"What else could go wrong" He yelled.

"I have to keep running; if they find me then they will ask why? They will question me like i'm some sort of criminal. I can't let them find me." She told herself. Shaye ran full out for at least a good 15 minutes. Her lungs were giving out, and her legs felt like they were going to fall off. She couldn't do it anymore she couldn't. She gave up, like everything and everyone else in her life she gave up. She simply couldn't do it. She looked up and saw a big oak tree and decided maybe she could hide underneath it. Tears were flowing down her cheeks. She reached the oak tree soaking wet and curled up in a fetal position. 'Nothing can hurt me, if I can't see it nothing can hurt me..nothing.' She tried to convince herself.

"Where is she?" Peter asked himself getting frustrated that he couldn't find her. He always found his students when they ran. Not once has he not found someone, and he wasn't about to give up this early. Just when he was about to radio to Sophie telling her to send out the Cliffhangers he noticed her.

"Shaye, Shaye!" He said while shaking her. She was curled up into a ball hiding under the tree. His only thought was of how scared she must be.

"NO! No please stop! You promised no more, please let go of me. NO!" She yelled through her sobs, not mentally knowing it was Peter but in her mind she couldn't comprehend.

"Hunny it's me Peter, your soaking wet we need to get you back to the lodge. Please baby come with me. It's okay I wont hurt you." Peter begged, not knowing what was going on. But had a feeling she was hurting more than he thought.

With that Peter tried to get her up, unsuccessful he sat down beside her and started to stroke her hair. After what seemed to be an eternity, but lasted only 5 minutes Shaye gave in and got up. Only to immediately collapse into Peter. He helped her up and with one arm around the scared 15 year old girl. They walked back to the lodge. Sophie ran out to meet her husband and the frail little girl he held. Surprisingly when Peter went to hand Shaye over to Sophie, she didn't let go, she wouldn't.

They walked back into Peter's office trying to avoid the stares of the other Cliffhangers but they couldn't get away that easy.

"Is that her?" Jules questioned, pointing to the short girl, walking in with Peter who had dark brown hair and she looked like she was a skeleton.

"Yah, not to bad." Auggie replied. Jules nudged him in his ribs.

"She looks like a fucking poser. She doesn't belong in our group, she probably just wants sympathy." Shelby said, while glaring at the girl. Scott put his arm around her. Shelby leaned in. "Your not going to go to her are you?" She questioned.

Scott could sense the fear in her voice. "No I would never leave you, I love you Shel."

"Get a room." Daisy said sarcastically.

"Come on guys it's almost lights out, lets go back to our dorms." Kat interrupted. With that all the fellow Cliffhangers left the lodge to their dorms.

Shaye could feel their stares on her and all she wanted to do was get out of here, get out of this place. She didn't belong here.

"Here lets get you out of those soaking wet clothes, into something dryer." Peter said, while handing the girl her bags. With that Peter and Sophie left to go have a word outside while she changed.

"Soph what happened?"

"Dr. Jacobs was asking for her to change into a gown but she refused, when he told her that he couldn't do the physical unless she changed she bolted for the woods." "What do you think it is Mountain man?" Sophie questioned.

"I don't know, I really don't know. Her file didn't say anything about being abused. It said that she got pretty heavy into drugs, hung out with the wrong crowd and that's about it. She's hurting though, I know that."

"How? What happened in the woods?"

"I found her in a fetal position under an oak tree, she obviously couldn't run anymore. When I went to go and tell her I was there, take her back she started screaming 'No please stop, you promised you would stop.' I just sat beside her taken back and waited." Peter told his wife, his voice sounding weak. "We have to get through to her; I can see so much pain in her eyes. We just have to Peter." Sophie said practically begging.

"I know, I know."