Botan slowly walk back to the Hotel. She was in deep thought, thinking. Once she got into the building and into the apartment, she walked over to the bathroom and took a bath. She groaned as her aching body was relaxed by the hot water. She closed her eyes and sigh.

"I can't love him....I can't love anyone....That's the reason I became a ferry girl..." Botan said as she remember the time when she was alive.

BOTAN'S PAST.....

"Trinity...." Botan looked up from her spot near the sakura tree. A young man with brown spiked hair and blue eyes ginned down on her. She smiled and hugged him.

"Hello Tenshi. You know your not suppose to see the bride before the wedding! Get out of here!" She said, grinning. Tenshi smirked and led her to the home. She smiled gratefully as all there friends greeted them. Botan greeted everyone and went to the front door. She sigh happily and suddenly stopped. On the front of the door steps stood a young lady. She tossed her blonde hair and looked at Botan as if judging her. "Hi! Welcome to our wedding ceremony." Botan said. The girl looked at her again and spoke up. Botan looked at Tenshi as he walked outside. He looked at the girl and hissed.

"Get out of here you witch!" Botan looked at him shocked. The girl raised her hand and held up a black orb. She threw it at Tenshi who screamed in pain, making everyone come outside to see Tenshi disappear into dust. The girl looked at Botan, who stared in horror of the remains of her soon-to-be husband.

"Trinity is your name? I killed your husband for the things he did to you. Now, I shall hex you. You will never love again! And if you do, you will suffer!" The girl whipped out her hand and Botan glowed a black aura around her. The glowing stopped and the girl disappeared. Botan fell to her knees. The crowd ran off, afraid that Botan would hex them. Botan trembled as she burst into tears. Botan ran inside the house, looking for a knife. She found one, very sharp and pointy. She ran to the sakura tree and sat down. Silently, she aimed the knife to her heart. Botan closed her eyes and sigh. She will never have to do anything again.....

"Hmm...Trinity Ichigawa huh? Let's see.....age 16. Nice, kind, and usually bubbly. Suicide death and was almost married." Botan blinked. She could see a bright room, yellow color. On top of a red desk stood a toddler, about six years old. She blinked again. The toddler looked at her and waved. "Oh good, your awake! My name is Lord Koenma."

"Ummm...I'm Trinity." Botan said. She looked at her heart and found it unstabbed. "Where am I?"

"Hmm? Oh this is Reikai. Yume, the oldest ferry girl I have, brought you here. And you are dead." Koenma said casually. Botan bolted up and looked at him. "What?"

Koenma nodded. "That's right! You are as dead as the other people here. Now, where to put you..." Koenma thought. He held up a fist. "Ah ha! I know! You will replace Yume, since she wants to quit anyways. You want it?"

"What do I do?" Botan asked, more confused then ever.

"You guide people back to Reikai. You guide dead people back here so they can be decided to go where. You'll become a ferry girl!" Koenma said. Botan thought for a moment and asked.

"Did you have a person name Tenshi here yet?" Botan asked. Koenma nodded.

"Yes, a few hours ago. We sent him straight to hell! Let's see, Tenshi Shindou. Age 17. He was killed. He was a drug addict and a thief while juggling 5 girls at the same time!" Botan gasped. Tears slid down her cheek. Koenma cocked an eyebrow and sigh.

"It said here that you are hex with a curse that you can't love again right? You don't need to worry, when you're a ferry girl, you don't have to worry about loving someone! So do you take the job?" Koenma asked. Botan rubbed her eyes and nodded. Koenma clapped his hands. "Good! Don't worry about your past life anymore, you are now immortal and your name is changed to Botan! Welcome to a ferry girls job."

BACK TO THE PRESENT...

Botan sigh. She got out of the bathroom to shiver in the cold air. She pulled on her warm teddy bear pajamas and got into Genkai's bed. She sigh and immediately fell asleep. Hiei watched her from the window seat. He sigh and closed his eyes, leaning on his sword. If he never would have kissed her...

Botan eyes snapped open as a bucket of cold water blasted on her. She yelled in fright and stood up. Yusuke grinned as he held up a big bucket with Kuwabara. Kurama and Hiei where looking at her, Kurama amused while Hiei emotionless.

"DAMN IT YOU TWO! I'M GOING TO KICK THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF YOU!" Botan yelled as she threw anything at reach at them. Yusuke and Kuwabara both got hit in the head with a lamp. Botan sigh and sat down on the bed, making her butt go numb. Botan stood up again and made her way to the bathroom. Finally, when she was done, she came out with her red ki and her hair down. She looked at the clock. 2:30. she only had 2 hours and 30 minutes to sleep. Botan groaned and dived herself into Yusuke's bed. She curled up and pulled the covers around her, just to be dragged out again by Yusuke.

"Come on, Botan! You have to eat or something!" Yusuke dragged her on the couch. Keiko watched as Puu flapped over to Botan head. Botan groaned again and sat up. She grabbed a bagel and left it in her mouth, eyes closed.

"Muhhhmuffna mn im tmis tmins?" Botan asked.

"Umm...excuse me?" Keiko asked. Botan pulled out the bagel.

"Why do we have to be up so early anyways?" Botan repeated.

"Early morning training." Kurama said. Botan sigh and drew big bites from her bagel. She stood up.

"Come on then." Botan slammed open the door, making it break into 2 pieces. Everyone sweatdropped. Botan stared at the two pieces and then shrugged. Everyone followed her, making sure they where 5 feet away from her. Once they where outside, Yukina and the rest of the girls went to a tree. Botan stood and stretched. "Alright! Who's my first victim?"

Yusuke grinned and stepped up. Botan got into battle stance and soon, they where fighting. Botan slapped Yusuke on the face and kicked him in the stomach 2 times. Yusuke recoiled in pain then punched Botan's stomach. Botan dodged and smacked him in the neck. Then she grabbed Yusuke by his collar and punched him, square in the nose.Yusuke aimed his spirit gun and fired. Botan spreaded her hands 2 feet apart from each other. She quickly made her own small spirit orb and held it up in front of her, stopping Yusuke's spirit gun from reaching her. Everyone watched in amazement as Botan's orb absorbed Yusukes. She thrusted her hands and the pink and bluish orb hit Yusuke.Yusuke stumbled and fell. Botan grinned and turned to the rest of her teammates.

"Okay, next!" Kurama stepped forward. Botan got into her battle stance and begun the fight. She aimed her hand at Kurama and from each of her fingers came out 5 pink orbs. She watched as Kurama ran from her following orbs. She made 25 more of them and made them move in the different direction, trapping Kurama from running. Kurama jumped as each of the 50 orbs blasted as they touched each other. Botan quickly jump so they where eye level in the air and started to throw punches and kicks. Kurama dodged them all and pulled out his rose. Botan landed on the soft grass and moved as Kurama's rose whip lashed the ground where she was. Botan ran quickly and Kurama's whip was just inches away from her. Botan suddenly fell as the whip got her leg. She quickly grabbed it, wincing as the sharp thorns on the whip scratched her skin. She held on tighter and yanked it out of his hands. She grabbed the handle and lashed the whip around Kurama's waist. She let go and grinned. She helped Kurama get out of the whip and turned to the two remaining victims.

"Kuwabara!" Botan said. Kuwabara shook his head. Botan asked, "Why not?"

"I can't fight you Botan! Your...your a girl!" Kuwabara said in unison. Botan rolled her eyes and turned to the last victim. She hesitated and then spoke up.

"Hiei your next!" She said. She got into battle stance and quickly dodge Hiei attack. She threw in some punches and kicks and 50 of her small orbs. Hiei dodged the punches and kicks and a few of the orbs. He dived at her with his sword. She dodged. She suddenly was blinded by a bright flash. She rubbed her eyes and felt her body get punched. She tried to dodge, but only moved in the wrong way. She finally fell and Hiei stopped. Botan rubbed her eyes again but couldn't see anything yet.

"Guys?" Botan said. Kurama and the rest to them ran over. Botan could feel herself be carried to the tree. "Where are you guys?"

"What do you mean, Botan? Where in front of your face!" Botan heard Kuwabara say. She shook her head.

"Then why can't I see you?" Everyone looked at Hiei.

"You sure you didn't make a flash with your sword?" Yusuke asked. Hiei nodded. Botan moved her hands and they landed on Kurama's hand.

"Botan," Kurama said sadly. "You're blind."

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