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Dear Diary, I can't believe what happened today, it was so embarrassing for me. But Freddy said the feeling was mutual, so does he like me too? I never would have thought, after all, we've been friends for years and he's always been just a friend. I don't know what to do now, but firs of all, I'd better tell Summer. She is my best friend after all.

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"Er.....Summer....you know today in geometry?" I said shyly as Summer carried on chewing on a chocolate bar.

"Yeah, you got into trouble with Mrs. Baker and Freddy took the blame," said Summer knowingly, who'd obviously been paying attention to something besides the board in geometry.

"Yeh, well, I kind of wrote something in my diary and Freddy read it," I said quietly, staring at my shoes. Summer carried on chewing without a care in the world.

"Why? What did you write?" she asked bluntly.

"Well I kind of wrote that I had a crush on Freddy.......and he read it," I said, quickly, desperate to get it off my chest. Summer's eyes widened and she stared at me.

"You have a crush on Freddy Jones? Since when?"

"I don't know. I didn't even realise until then that I did. But there's more..."

"What? You confessed your undying love for every boy in class?" said Summer sarcastically. I gave her an annoyed look, joking, before carrying on.

"He said the feeling was mutual," I said, once again Summer's eyes widened and she just stared at me. But this time, after staring, she broke into a huge grin.

"This is perfect, I can set you two up!" she said excitedly, her eyes scanning the lunch tables for Freddy.

"Summer, don't be silly. Me? And Freddy? A couple? That's just too weird," I said, shivering at the thought. I couldn't date somebody, especially not now. After all, I knew it would be too much to handle.

I had the secret. The secret which I couldn't even tell Summer. The secret that's been giving me headaches worrying about it since last week. The secret which was going to turn my life upside down.

"Are you okay?" Summer asked, placing her hand on my shoulder.

"I think I'm sick, I'd better go home," I said, jumping up and walking away. I couldn't be around Summer anymore and still keep the secret to myself.

"Hey, we're you going?" called out a familiar voice. Freddy was approaching, running to catch up with my brisk walking.

"Home, I feel sick, "I lied, walking even faster. Freddy touched my arm to slow me down and it gave me a start.

"Hey, are you okay?" he asked, noticing the tears in my eyes. I nodded even though a tear slipped down my face.

"Yeah, I've...got to go," I said once and for all before breaking into a run.