**I hate the world today. You're so good to me I know but I can't change. I
try to tell you but you look at me like maybe there's an angel underneath.
Innocent and sweet.**
Lorelai turned the radio up a little. For some reason this song made her think of herself and whatever it was that was going on between her and Luke.
**Yesterday I cried. Must've been relief to see the softer side. I can understand how you'd be so confused. I don't envy you, I'm a little bit of everything, all rolled into one.**
Luke normally would've turned the radio in his kitchen off when an annoying song like this one came on. But today it made him think of Lorelai. Not in a 'she's such a B*tch' way, but in a 'she's a little bit of everything all rolled into one' way. And he thought about the times that he'd seen her cry recently.
**I'm a b*tch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother, I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed, I'm your hell, I'm your dreams, I'm nothing in-between and no you wouldn't want it any other way.**
Lorelai started singing along. ~Wow,~ she thought. ~This song describes me to a T.~
~Wow,~ Luke thought. ~This could be Lorelai's theme song.~
**So take me as I am. This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man. Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous and I'm going to extremes, tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing.**
Luke realized that he'd been a stronger man for her ever since he'd met her.
Lorelai was trying to picture all the times she'd made him nervous. The thought amused her.
**Just when you think, you've got me figured out the season's already changing. I think it's cool, you do what you do, and don't try to change me.**
What season was Lorelai in? It did seem to change a lot. Yet there were certain things that had been constants in her life for extended periods of time. Rory was the most prominent example, followed by Sookie, Luke and all of Stars Hollow. God! Why did her train of thought keep coming back to Luke?
How long had Luke been 'doing what he was doing?' How long would it continue. He wondered if he should be doing anything differently.
**I'm a b*tch, I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees, when you hurt, when you suffer I'm your angel undercover. I've been tough, I'm revived, can't say I'm not alive and no I wouldn't want it any other way.**
~I"ve been tough...can't say I'm not alive...Wow.~ When she got back she'd have to talk to Luke about this song. Tell him she'd been thinking about him...No! Lorelai actually smacked herself on the forehead. Only an idiot would say, "Yeah, I heard the song b*tch on the radio yesterday and thought of you. Do you want to get dinner with me sometime?" Wait, dinner? Had she just mentally asked him out? ~Maybe I am drunk.~
Luke made a mental note to talk to Lorelai about this song. Then he tore the note up, burned it, and dumped the ashes in the Danger Zone file. What kind of moron says, "Hey, Lorelai, you remember that song B*tch from a few years ago? Well I was thinking of you when I heard it yesterday and maybe I should come make you dinner sometime?" Luke slapped himself.
*** AN: The song's not mine. Don't sue me. But I do think that it's perfect for Lorelai.
Lorelai turned the radio up a little. For some reason this song made her think of herself and whatever it was that was going on between her and Luke.
**Yesterday I cried. Must've been relief to see the softer side. I can understand how you'd be so confused. I don't envy you, I'm a little bit of everything, all rolled into one.**
Luke normally would've turned the radio in his kitchen off when an annoying song like this one came on. But today it made him think of Lorelai. Not in a 'she's such a B*tch' way, but in a 'she's a little bit of everything all rolled into one' way. And he thought about the times that he'd seen her cry recently.
**I'm a b*tch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother, I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed, I'm your hell, I'm your dreams, I'm nothing in-between and no you wouldn't want it any other way.**
Lorelai started singing along. ~Wow,~ she thought. ~This song describes me to a T.~
~Wow,~ Luke thought. ~This could be Lorelai's theme song.~
**So take me as I am. This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man. Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous and I'm going to extremes, tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing.**
Luke realized that he'd been a stronger man for her ever since he'd met her.
Lorelai was trying to picture all the times she'd made him nervous. The thought amused her.
**Just when you think, you've got me figured out the season's already changing. I think it's cool, you do what you do, and don't try to change me.**
What season was Lorelai in? It did seem to change a lot. Yet there were certain things that had been constants in her life for extended periods of time. Rory was the most prominent example, followed by Sookie, Luke and all of Stars Hollow. God! Why did her train of thought keep coming back to Luke?
How long had Luke been 'doing what he was doing?' How long would it continue. He wondered if he should be doing anything differently.
**I'm a b*tch, I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees, when you hurt, when you suffer I'm your angel undercover. I've been tough, I'm revived, can't say I'm not alive and no I wouldn't want it any other way.**
~I"ve been tough...can't say I'm not alive...Wow.~ When she got back she'd have to talk to Luke about this song. Tell him she'd been thinking about him...No! Lorelai actually smacked herself on the forehead. Only an idiot would say, "Yeah, I heard the song b*tch on the radio yesterday and thought of you. Do you want to get dinner with me sometime?" Wait, dinner? Had she just mentally asked him out? ~Maybe I am drunk.~
Luke made a mental note to talk to Lorelai about this song. Then he tore the note up, burned it, and dumped the ashes in the Danger Zone file. What kind of moron says, "Hey, Lorelai, you remember that song B*tch from a few years ago? Well I was thinking of you when I heard it yesterday and maybe I should come make you dinner sometime?" Luke slapped himself.
*** AN: The song's not mine. Don't sue me. But I do think that it's perfect for Lorelai.