[A/N] Oh gosh! Sorry it took so long for me to update….. (T_T) This chapter may be the one that most of you have expected. That's why it took me so long to finish. I practically tried my best to put my heart and soul into it. I hope you enjoy reading it as I have enjoyed writing it. (^v^)

Tears Of The Sun

by: Crimson Devil

Chapter 4: Heaven Within Heaven

"Hey! That's my dumpling!" Goku retorted at the red haired general who stole his food.

"You snooze you lose the dumpling, you gaki!" Kenren answered back, mockingly waving the dumpling in front of his face.

"WAAAA! Konzen, Ken-chan took my dumpling!" the child wailed to his master.

"Ch', why should I care?" Konzen quipped at Goku, avoiding his gold puppy eyes apparently staring at him.

/-I can't look. I hate to admit it but I know I won't be able to resist. Besides, I can't show Kenren and Tenpo that I have the damn tendancy to be fucking vulnerable.-/

"Naaaaaa, Kooonzeen….."

"Hmph', fine. You can take mine."

Kenren's jaw dropped to the ground at hearing Konzen's reply while Tenpo just sweat-dropped and smiled sheepishly.

"Really? Sank you, Konzen!" Goku exclaimed as he hugged his beloved master as his way of giving thanks.

/-Bullshit…..I've become fucking weak…..-/

Goku sat right beside his keeper, munching happily on his dumpling, leaning on Konzen's shoulder.

/-Konzen's been real nice to me lately. I just don't get him sometimes

but then…..

I like him better this way.-/

A mild breeze blew as they lay on the soft green grass, blowing the peach blossoms off their branches, dancing to the tune of nature.

"Kirei na….."

"Hountoni…..kirei na….."

"Hmph', almost like women….."

"….." *snoring sounds*

"Goku?"

*snoring continues*

"Tsk. He's already slept for two freaking times today!" Kenren pointed out while shaking his head at the sight of the sleeping saru.

"Konzen, why don't you take Goku with you? He's had quite a day and I'm not surprised why he's asleep. Kenren and I will finish cleaning up here." The smiling brunette suggested as he looked at the general with a grin.

"NANDATO?! Are you telling me that you're gonna make me clean up again?!" the redhead retorted, shaking the emerald eyed man by the shoulders, making his glasses fall to the ground.

"Shhh…..Goku's sleeping, remember? And yes, you will help clean up again." Tenpo replied, picking up his glasses and putting them back on.

"What?! Why?!"

"I've got a few reasons," He exclaimed as he gave Kenren a knowing look. "if you know what I mean….."

"Wha…..Oh, I get it….." the other replied with a quick wink at his lover.

And without another word, Konzen took the child once again and carried him off to his room.

-@-@-@-@-@-@-@-

Konzen gently laid his precious pet on his bed, being careful not to wake him up. He sat by Goku's side, staring lovingly at his slumbering form. He then turned to look at the flowers in the vase on the table; stared at its majestic beauty…..

and smiled.

/-Ch', he's given me too much. He seldom thinks about himself. Hell, when was the last time he ever did think about himself anyway? He cares too much for his own good. But that's just the way he is.-/

As if right on cue, Goku rubbed his eyes sleepily, waking up from his rest. He got out of bed and climbed onto his keeper's lap, putting his arms around his neck, nuzzling into Konzen's broad chest.

"Did I wake you up?"

"No." the child answered groggily, still rubbing his eyes.

"Then why'd you get out of bed?"

There was a brief period of silence until the little heretic could answer.

"I-I just want to be with you." Goku murmured, hugging Konzen impracticably closer.

Konzen felt his breath catch when he heard those words escape his beloved's lips. He didn't think that Goku, the kid whom he had scolded and hurt with whacks on the head, would feel the same way he did. He thought that he would've hated him for how he treated him; for his cruel ways.

As if in one swift movement, he set Goku back onto the bed and placed his hands next to the child's ears so that he was right above him. His face was hidden by his golden hair, not showing his warm amethyst eyes filled with a swirl of care, affection and love.

"Do you mean it?"

Goku's eyes widened as Konzen tilted his head slightly, enough to reveal his face, portraying a countenance laced with love. He saw Konzen's usually cold eyes filled with care and emotion…..only for him. Goku just gave a precious little smile and answered in a meek voice with utmost sincerity.

"Yes."

-*-For those who don't like reading lime parts like my friends, Silver Sin and evilbluefairy, then just skip this.-*-

Konzen neared his face to Goku's, feeling his sweet breath, melting in his large golden orbs, until he abated the breadth between their lips. Both shared a fevered kiss filled with such immense passion. He held Goku in a deep possessive kiss, feeding hungrily on his ever so impeccable lips, letting his impassioned libido take control of his body, while his more rational self was struggling to resist.

/-What in the fucking world are you doing?! You should know all too damned well that you're not supposed to do this!-/

The blonde's mind battled with his own heart. His mind pleaded for him to stop while his heart ached in protest. It seemed like an endless feud and it ironically ended up with a fruitless victory, for both sides won over. His mind knew that he loved Goku very much. He also knew better than to fight his stubborn self. It would be impossible to even not care about Goku for one split second, not even for one minute fragment of time would he not care about him, and not for one damned moment would he not love him. His heart pounded against his chest. He wanted this so bad. He loved Goku so much that it hurt to even resist.

Goku, inexperienced as he was, just tugged on Konzen's hair, pulling himself deeper into the kiss as memories of the other night suddenly came flooding into his mind. Words that were said echoed in his ears.

@* Flash Back *@

/-When he flung the door open, I knew it was him. Though it was dark, just as he came in, I saw a bright golden glow. A glow that only came from him…..and then warmth that only he could give me.-/

"Konzen? Konzen, is that you?"

/-I was afraid, I was scared…..I was alone.-/

"What happened? You made me worried, you baka saru."

"Konzen!"

/-Konzen…..-/

"Shhh…..it's alright."

/-Konzen…..-/

"Please, Konzen, don't leave me!"

/-Ko-n-zen…..-/

@* End of Flash Back *@

He fluttered his eyes open only to shut them again as Konzen started to trace and touch his beautifully tanned face, trailing his slender finger from his check and down his neck, feeling every millimeter of his smooth bronze skin, later on bending down and kissing the pulse point ever so softly…..delicately…..slowly. Goku parted his lips, letting his guardian's fierce hot tongue enter his own mouth, letting him savor his sweet taste, surrendering to his beloved master, because he knew that he could trust him.

Though only a few words were said and maybe even heard the other night, Goku just knew and felt that Konzen felt he same way. Sure, even if he didn't mind his master's not saying verbally how he felt deep down, even though he showed his feelings in his own little ways, he still wanted to hear those words badly…..but for now, having Konzen like this was all he wanted…..for now.

Goku's own yearning and love for his dear celestial began to surface and act up; the longing that he held in his heart started to bloom to the fullest; his love flowing out like a great waterfall in spring, gushing out with great force, out from its never ending cycle.

As if everything went by so fast, Konzen had already disposed of Goku's clothing, his shirt and pants except that patch of cloth which were his boxers, leaving it on the floor in a messed up pile of mere rags. That's when the blonde saw it, Goku's copper tone cadaver. The child blushed nervously as amethyst eyes roamed over his almost stark-naked body and blushed even more as Konzen's lips left tantalizing kisses on his chest, making a tad difficult to breathe. Feeling that it was unfair and humiliating to have only himself half naked on the bed, he successfully discarded Konzen's lavender garments as well, which was almost impossible for him to remove since one of the celestial's hands were grazing up his thigh while the other went through his soft brown locks. An overpowering gust of ecstasy overwhelmed him as Konzen's bare body made contact with his own; tan groping on porcelain white, ivory touching copper, bronze rubbing against snow white pearl, what have you to describe the moment.

Goku just had to pull him deeper, making their chests so, so close that their own hearts pounded on the other's chest…..so close. His arms wound around Konzen's neck, engaging another kiss, tugging down, letting the older, taller man's body rest on his own, caring not about the weight above him.

/-Goku…..-/

Konzen mused as Goku took matters into his own hands, continuing what he himself had started earlier, marveling at how such a little kid like him could be so persuasive…..and he loved it. He loved everything about him. He would give everything up for him. He wouldn't exchange him for anything in the whole damned universe. He'd do anything to keep him safe; to stay with him…..anything…..only for him.

/-Goku…..-/

He thought once more as the said heretic removed what bound his long sun kissed hair, letting it fall down to his sweat slicked back, adding to the intense heat, making it even hotter. His hands traipsed over the child's chest then lower onto his abdomen and lower 'til he felt the last bit of cloth covering him, slowly, ever so slowly removing it. Goku blushed even harder than before as he saw Konzen smirk. The blonde just whispered into his ear, telling him to relax. The youth just complied as Konzen kissed the droplets of sweat on his face away. The divine celestial wanted to do it so badly but he also didn't want to hurt him at the same time.

He spread Goku's legs and fit between them perfectly. He neared his head down to Goku's ear, saying, "Goku, this is goung to hurt a little but I'll try my best." He just nodded his head slightly, clutching onto the bed sheets. Konzen felt himself harden as he lowered himself and slowly entered the younger one below him. Goku let out a cry as pain pierced right through him, his hands clenching the coverlets as he did. Konzen stopped and caressed Goku's face, licking away the tears that the pain has caused, whispering soothing words into his ears, trying to help ease the pain. Because of this, Goku was able to relax and accept the pang and discomfort as Konzen resumed. The pace quickened gradually as they went on, their breathing just as fast. All the pain and throe suddenly subsided and was replaced with sweet blissful pleasure. Their quick breaths and speeding heart beats harmonized, accompanied by their soft groans and tantalizing moans, bodies dripping with sweat like a soaked rain coat.

Their breathing returning to normal, Konzen rolled off of his little lover after leaving a tender kiss on his forehead. Both were exhausted from their lovemaking; both felt limp and weak…..vulnerable. Gathering Goku into his arms, putting a blanket over them, letting his head rest on his broad chest, inhaling his scent, holding his little body close. Looking down, he found Goku, pink cheeks and all, sleeping soundly, purring like a little kitten, cuddling and nuzzling against Konzen. Konzen just smiled, leaned against the head board with Goku hugging him and nodded off to sweet slumber.

/-I love you, Konzen…..-/

[A/N] WAAAAAA! I really have no idea about what you guys are gonna say about this chapter. For those KenrenxTenpou fans out there don't worry. I'll include them in my fic. (^v^)

Please tell me what you think about it, ne?