Title: I Refuse To Continue To Live
Series: Met Nater (12/?)
Willow POV
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I can't believe it. Everything's a blur, and I don't know what to do. What to say, how to move, or even sort out my thoughts. Tara, she's...
I don't know what happened, really, it all went so fast, I can't really explain it. I just remember it like it was slow motion, and now i'm going crazy, more every moment, and I don't think death can be so bad, because this feels like dying once every second that passes.
I'm alone, in the forest, it's stupid, I know, but it's not dark yet, so there's no vampires, even though if one should appear right now, I'd probably let them kill me, suck me dry, beg them to take every single drop there's in me.
Lights swirl around me, like fire-flies, only in different colors, they're an after shock, I think, from the magics I used earlier. I'm crying, but I only notice because of my tears, they are blood, and the constant struggle of getting air back into my lungs. I vaguely remember the look on their faces, despair, fright, disbelief.
I felt like the villain, disturbing peace, disturbing lives.
This isn't how I expected anything to be, it's not how I wanted it to be. I'm slipping and I have no idea how to stop. It's dark and painful and blood is dripping down on my blouse, and I
think I know how Faith must have felt. I'm crazy and swirling and dying alone, energized from it all, deprecated by reality.
With this, I decide it ends right here, in this perpetual nightmare,
I refuse to continue to live.
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TBC?
Series: Met Nater (12/?)
Willow POV
------------------------------
I can't believe it. Everything's a blur, and I don't know what to do. What to say, how to move, or even sort out my thoughts. Tara, she's...
I don't know what happened, really, it all went so fast, I can't really explain it. I just remember it like it was slow motion, and now i'm going crazy, more every moment, and I don't think death can be so bad, because this feels like dying once every second that passes.
I'm alone, in the forest, it's stupid, I know, but it's not dark yet, so there's no vampires, even though if one should appear right now, I'd probably let them kill me, suck me dry, beg them to take every single drop there's in me.
Lights swirl around me, like fire-flies, only in different colors, they're an after shock, I think, from the magics I used earlier. I'm crying, but I only notice because of my tears, they are blood, and the constant struggle of getting air back into my lungs. I vaguely remember the look on their faces, despair, fright, disbelief.
I felt like the villain, disturbing peace, disturbing lives.
This isn't how I expected anything to be, it's not how I wanted it to be. I'm slipping and I have no idea how to stop. It's dark and painful and blood is dripping down on my blouse, and I
think I know how Faith must have felt. I'm crazy and swirling and dying alone, energized from it all, deprecated by reality.
With this, I decide it ends right here, in this perpetual nightmare,
I refuse to continue to live.
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TBC?