When Dustin came out he looked at Shane and said "what were you going to
say?"
"oh, yeah, umm what about your dad before you only mentioned your mom."
"our dad left the day before Tori's ninth birthday. I mean he wasn't a great dad he used to beat Tori and .. um.. stuff. But we haven't forgiven him for leaving. We haven't seen him since that day."
"wow" was all the other three could get out.
"hey guys could we stop talking about my dad and past and finish this movie night." Tori asked from the hallway.
"Tor are you okay?" Blake made his way over to her and gave her a hug and a kiss.
"I can't sleep or blink or anything. Every time I do I see that room. So I figured we could finish this movie night and think about things in the morning."
Everyone agreed and sat down without saying a word about Tori and Dustin's past.
Tori was curled up with blake on the couch and had Dustin at the other end holding her hand.
Shane was sitting on the floor in front of the couch and Cam and Hunter had the recliners.
*****************
Tori was in what was now her bedroom at Dustin's practicing her music.
She had her tape player with pre recorded music on it and was singing.
There was a knock on the door and Dustin answered it.
"hey, Blake Hunter what are you doing here?"
"um we wanted to check on you and Tori. You know see how you've been holding up the past couple days?" Hunter said.
Just then they heard music coming from down the hall and follow it.
The stop outside Tori's door and listen.
I tried to kill the pain But only brought more I lay dying Pouring out crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming Am I too lost to be saved Am I too lost?
My god my tourniquet Return to me salvation My god my tourniquet Return to me salvation
do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
the guys who had been quietly listening in the hall knocked on the door.
Tori opened it and with one look from her the guys knew that song was her way of venting about what had happened.
A/N the song in this chapter is Tourniquet by Evanescence (sorry I forgot to post that earlier ) and please no more flames.
"oh, yeah, umm what about your dad before you only mentioned your mom."
"our dad left the day before Tori's ninth birthday. I mean he wasn't a great dad he used to beat Tori and .. um.. stuff. But we haven't forgiven him for leaving. We haven't seen him since that day."
"wow" was all the other three could get out.
"hey guys could we stop talking about my dad and past and finish this movie night." Tori asked from the hallway.
"Tor are you okay?" Blake made his way over to her and gave her a hug and a kiss.
"I can't sleep or blink or anything. Every time I do I see that room. So I figured we could finish this movie night and think about things in the morning."
Everyone agreed and sat down without saying a word about Tori and Dustin's past.
Tori was curled up with blake on the couch and had Dustin at the other end holding her hand.
Shane was sitting on the floor in front of the couch and Cam and Hunter had the recliners.
*****************
Tori was in what was now her bedroom at Dustin's practicing her music.
She had her tape player with pre recorded music on it and was singing.
There was a knock on the door and Dustin answered it.
"hey, Blake Hunter what are you doing here?"
"um we wanted to check on you and Tori. You know see how you've been holding up the past couple days?" Hunter said.
Just then they heard music coming from down the hall and follow it.
The stop outside Tori's door and listen.
I tried to kill the pain But only brought more I lay dying Pouring out crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming Am I too lost to be saved Am I too lost?
My god my tourniquet Return to me salvation My god my tourniquet Return to me salvation
do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
the guys who had been quietly listening in the hall knocked on the door.
Tori opened it and with one look from her the guys knew that song was her way of venting about what had happened.
A/N the song in this chapter is Tourniquet by Evanescence (sorry I forgot to post that earlier ) and please no more flames.